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In this episode, I talk about hitting 24,000 followers on Facebook in just over a week and thank everyone who's found their way here from there. I share an update on the situation with my cats — I don't go into details, but I explain that I finally understand the dynamics at play and feel like a weight has been lifted, even though I'm not ready to talk about specifics yet. I also get into where th...

I got fired on Father's Day after calling my manager a liar. So here we are. In this episode I talk honestly about what happened, why I think the energy at that job was never right for me from day one, and what I believe was really going on with the competition dynamic that developed there. I also share an update on QL5D.com , the Google review tool I built with AI, and how it performed at the res...

This was an impromptu episode. I just wanted to share some very good news with the audience. Good news about the cats and good news about the new application I created, Quick Link 5-star Direct. I am so very happy about it. Also, it relates to the good news about work. I am feeling relief finally. www. QL5D.com Garden of Eden | lyndseysmith.io www.lyndseysmith.io www.devlyndseysmith.io

Today's episode cover image is a provocative one — a dog using a pride flag as a bathroom. I want to be upfront that this image is meant to illustrate a point I make in the episode, not an endorsement of what it depicts. In this episode I get into three topics I've been sitting with for a while: animal abuse, being gay, and the ego. I share my perspective on why I believe animals and humans choose...

Welcome to Season 7. This is episode one and things are shifting. I open with an update on the tourmalines and share what they showed me about how they want to be stored and charged — and why I believe the sun not the moon is the right energy for that. I also share my long held belief that the feminine and the sun are connected in ways we've been deliberately misled about. From there I get into wh...

Today I share something I've been sitting with after a really interesting experience with two pieces of tourmaline. I talk about how I asked the universe to give them consciousness, what happened when I held them, and how I used them on my cats with results I wasn't expecting. I also get into my belief that consciousness can inhabit anything — stones, water, natural materials — and what that means...

Just me tonight, sitting down with no real plan and a lot on my mind. I talk about the harassment situation that's been following me from TikTok into my real life, including some fake Google reviews that were left at my new job with my name in them. I read them out loud and share my thoughts on what's really going on energetically with people who do things like this. I also share a story from earl...

In this solo episode, I open up about a one-star Google review left about me by someone who had never actually met me or been served by me at my new job, tracing it back to a disagreement on TikTok over bike lanes in my city. I then reflect on turning 40, describing it as one of the hardest days of my life financially, while also feeling the most mentally free, I've ever been. I get into my though...

In this episode, I sit down with Rudy Reel, owner of Lucky Duck Entertainment, to talk about his book The 12 Universal Laws Through the Lens of a Gamer , which explores how universal laws like attraction, cause and effect, and polarity apply to everyday life through the framework of different games. Rudy also shares his journey from poker dealer at Harrah's Casino to full-time entertainer, doing m...

Today it's just me. No guest, no interview — just some things I've been sitting with that I needed to get out. I talk about burdens and what they actually do to you energetically, physically, and mentally — how they suppress your consciousness, stifle your intelligence, and keep your frequency from rising. I also get into what it feels like to exist at a high frequency versus where I am right now,...

Today I sit down with Patrick from Maryland, a former 32nd degree Freemason, UFO researcher, and host of the podcast Aliens for Beginners . This one goes deep and fast. Patrick shares his personal UFO encounters — including an orange orb that interacted with him on command and a download he received that changed how he approached his research entirely. From there we get into one of the most intere...

Today I sit down with Ari, a Texas native now based in LA who has lived quite the life — from working with particle accelerators and cancer diagnostics at Siemens Healthcare, to dropping everything and hitting the road with $600, a massage chair, and singing bowls after a Kundalini awakening in 2024. He's here to talk about his book of poetry, The Lemon Club , a collection of 31 poems written thro...

Today I sit down with Paul Miller, Army National Guard veteran and creator of the program Uncivilized Rebirth , where he helps people — with a focus on veterans — do the inner work to heal trauma and rediscover who they are. Paul opens up about a childhood he needed to escape, three tours in Iraq, being medically retired after a rare spinal disease, and eventually hitting a breaking point that led...

In this episode, I sit down with Matt, host of the Frequent Sees podcast, for an unplanned conversation that started before I even hit record. We dive into consciousness, simulation theory, and his painter metaphor for how reality works. We talk about neurodivergence, ego, flow states, and how the brain tunes into something larger than itself. Matt also opens up about getting sober in 2019, discov...

In this episode, I sit down with Steve Tenebrae, a contemplator of the dark feminine divine, to explore his work with non-dualism, Vedanta, and his use of Lilith as a personification of the great abyss. We get into what non-dualism actually means, how consciousness relates to energy and ether, and why he chose Lilith — a figure of transgression and non-submission — to make these Eastern philosophi...

In this episode, I sit down with Kopus, a rapper based in Texas, to talk about his journey from living in a sex commune in Inglewood, California to finding his spiritual path. He shares how his former rap name brought chaos into his life, how he ended up at Bonoboville, and how meeting his now-wife there changed everything. We get into his near-miss with a national tour, why he left LA before COVI...

We're back! In part two of my conversation with Ramon Almonte, author of The Fogs of Time , we pick right up where we left off — starting with his spontaneous move to Japan with just $800 in his pocket and how that trip sparked his writing career. We also get into his fascinating take on learning languages, why your inner thoughts need to switch languages to truly become fluent, and how he's raisi...

Today I sit down with Ramon Almonte, author of The Fogs of Time , who is in the middle of an incredible world record attempt — signing his book at Barnes & Noble stores across all 50 states. We talk about the reality behind chasing a massive goal: the rejection, the zigzag travel routes, signing books with a fever in Wyoming, and why you have to be "delusional enough" to believe you can pull i...

In this episode I'm getting into everything that's been going on lately, including why I recently quit my job and why I believe the universe is steering me toward something better. I've adopted a new belief that has completely changed everything for me, virtual theory. I don't think we're real. I think this is a virtual space, a training ground for consciousness, and honestly knowing that has take...

In this episode, I share Part 1 of my life story starting with a traumatic childhood marked by physical abuse and parental substance use to my teenage years as a competitive swimmer, to my first encounter with opioids at 16 following a tonsillectomy. I trace how that single prescription set off a 15-year battle with addiction that escalated through heroin, crack, and cocaine. I open up about early...

I cover updates on my online store at https://shoplyndseysmith.io/ and announce my live Q&A via Zoom on May 3rd and 4th at 1pm — it's $10 to join and cameras are required. I also share details about my web development services at https://devlyndseysmith.io/ . I give an update on my fourth cat's situation and why I've decided to rehome her, and I revisit my viral TikTok videos about how neurodi...

We jump right in talking about entities. Nicole uses the phrase "I was getting attacked" and I wanted to better understand what she meant when she said this. I was explaining I went through a period where I was paranoid about getting "attacked" by entities. I have since figured out how to get past those negative feelings. We discuss the ego, shapeshifting, different versions of us and at the end w...

Tina and I discussed simulation theory. I am becoming a believer, and she wanted to hear my opinion about it. I was a guest on Tina's podcast last week, the While We Still Can Podcast. This is a link to her show, While We Still Can | Podcast on Spotify We will be doing this on a regular basis, so if you enjoyed today's show, please check back for more! Please check out my merch! https://lyndseysmi...

I update you all on the cat hierarchy in my house. I feel like I have information only a few individuals know about, so I am sharing what I know.

About Holly: Holly is a writer, systems thinker, and mother exploring how complex systems—from human nervous systems to societies—organize, collapse, and regenerate. She is the creator of the Polyrhythmic Margin Model, an emerging framework that examines how interacting oscillations shape stability, collapse, and regeneration across scales. Blending mathematics, ecology, mythology, and lived exper...