LUNCH TIME WITH DEMONS

Season Two (Ep 28) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons is recorded remotely while Bella is visiting family in Arkansas, and it centers on solitude, presence, and spiritual practice. Bella reflects on how having unstructured alone time away from her usual New York noise and workload has deepened her connection to her team making their presence feel louder and more constant. She and Ryan discuss h...

Season Two (Ep 27) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons centers on Bella's deep dive into "surrender" as a practice, sparked by a TikTok comment and by her own ritual experience during the recent Strawberry Moon in Capricorn. She frames surrender not as passive acceptance of circumstances but as an internal act recognizing that triggers and "problems" we see externally are reflections of unhealed...

Season Two (Ep 26) This episode is Part 2 of Bella and Ryan's deep dive into King Belial, picking up where last week's lore-heavy episode left off. Bella frames her approach to Belial's cross-pantheon connections (vampiric folklore, Brahma, the Fae, Vlad the Impaler, draconian energy) through her broader philosophy that pantheons are human-constructed walls, and that stripping them away to engage...

Season Two (Ep 25) This episode is Part 1 of what's planned as a multi-part series on King Belial. Bella opens with her usual disclaimer that everything shared is her own unverified or shared personal gnosis rather than doctrine, then walks through Belial's introduction in the apocryphal text the Ascension of Isaiah: how King Manasseh, son of Hezekiah, falls under Belial's influence and is cast as...

Season Two (Ep 24) This episode is mostly a solo reflection from Bella, with Ryan offering quiet support throughout. She opens up about a brutal week that brought several old wounds to the surface: perfectionism, fear of being "too strange," money/worth issues, and a deep ache around being "burned out" while feeling unappreciated. She shares a heartfelt fan message as a jumping-off point to talk a...

Season Two (Ep 23) The episode opens with casual small talk Bella describes her morning visiting "Lady Woodstock," a new goddess figure in Woodstock, NY, and documenting the experience for Patreon, before the two dive into their main topic: the concept of "love and light" in witchcraft and occult spirituality. They spend much of the conversation unpacking the negative connotations that phrase has...

The episode of Morbid Monday invites listeners to let their inner child "step forward," acknowledging how vulnerable and scary that can feel. Bella speaks to the wounds many carry feeling small, dismissed, or unimportant while affirming that the listener is resilient, worthy of gentleness, and always has been. The tone shifts into a visioning exercise: imagining a life where money flows without bu...

Season Two (Ep 22) The episode opens with a casual, candid check-in Bella reflects on feeling caught in a liminal space between life chapters, musing on her time living in Los Angeles and her sense that she may eventually return there with a new perspective and greater comfort in herself. Overall the episode is the third installment in an ongoing series about how to work with Lucifer as a deity. B...

Season Two (Ep 21) Part 2 of a series called "How to Work with Lucifer," Building on the first episode's foundation of staying present, observant, and curious, this episode digs deeper into "Phase 2" self-awareness. Bella encourages listeners to honestly examine their own psychological needs before deepening their practice: Do they struggle with perfectionism or control? Do they need physical, tan...

Season Two (Ep 20) This episode kicks off the first part of a multi-part series called "Working with Lucifer," addressing what is one of the most common questions Bella receives: how to begin working with Lucifer as a deity. Before diving in, she sets an important tone emphasizing that everything she shares reflects her own personal spiritual practice and unverified personal gnosis (UPG), not obje...

Season Two (Ep18) We open the episode by chatting about our week before diving into the central theme: the liminal space of life transitions that uncomfortable crossroads between who you were and who you're becoming. Framed through the lens of the Chariot tarot card and influenced by recent astrological activity (Aries energy and a full moon in Scorpio), they explore how people are currently facin...

Season Two (Ep18) The episode opens with casual check-ins about the week before diving into the main theme: food. Since the podcast was originally created so Bella could have companionship during lunch, and Ryan is a former chef, the episode centers on their shared love of food. They swap favorite dishes (Ryan loves tiramisu and ribeye; Bella gravitates toward Indian, Mediterranean, and filet mign...

Season Two (Ep17) Abella opens the episode with some springtime enthusiasm before thanking her Patreon supporters and recapping a recent virtual game night event. She explains that she's shifting her Patreon content away from traditional lecture-style teaching toward what she calls "integration teaching" using playful, low-pressure activities like games to help practitioners open their spiritual c...

Season Two (Ep16) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons , opens with some casual catch-up Ryan shares that his new job at RitualCravt has been going well, with a steady flow of customers ranging from complete beginners to seasoned practitioners, while Bella mentions finishing Book 1 of Numos and moving on to Book 2. After some lighthearted banter about a beautiful photo of the shop's skylights and...

Season Two (Ep15) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons takes a deeper dive into the 6 pathways of practice. TRANSACTIONAL- This is the most straightforward approach: "I give, you give." Offerings, rituals, and promises are exchanged for a specific outcome and whether it is for protection, prosperity, knowledge, or influence the transaction is clear. • Strengths: Clear structure, quick results, di...

Season Two (Ep14) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons explores the complexity of intuition, challenging the common idea that it's simply about getting the "right" answer. Through an interactive tarot exercise, Abella demonstrates that intuition is a layered experience involving sensations, emotions, symbols, and personal associations rather than direct, concrete identification. Ryan's responses...

In this episode of Morbid Monday , Abella and her friend Angela explore the evolving nature of friendship, especially those formed online. Abella shares her early hesitation after experiencing competition and betrayal but explains how she eventually reopened herself to meaningful connections. Angela emphasizes that online friendships are not inherently more dangerous than in-person ones, but they...

Season Two (Ep13) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons unfolds as an intentionally unstructured, deeply personal conversation driven by Bella's current spiritual evolution and the nearing completion of her book Numos. Prompted guidance from Lucifer, Bella reflects on an intense, largely private transformational period in her practice one that has required isolation, emotional processing, and a wi...

Season Two (Ep12) This behind-the-scenes episode of Lunchtime with Demons blends casual banter with deeper personal reflection as we introduce a new format focused on sharing our own lived experiences within our spiritual practices. We emphasize that these episodes are designed to offer listeners a more intimate look at our journeys, highlighting that growth and insight can come from both seasoned...

Season Two (Ep11) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons explores the historical and philosophical overlap between demonolatry, occult practice, and BDSM culture. We discuss how both kink and occult traditions have long been misunderstood, stigmatized, and persecuted by dominant religious and social systems. We trace the roots of ritualized power exchange and eroticized pain back to ancient culture...

Season Two (Ep10) In this episode of Lunchtime with Demons, we introduce a new tarot-focused series beginning with the final card of the Major Arcana: The World. Rather than starting with The Fool, we intentionally begin at the end of the journey to explore the broader, "macrocosmic" perspective of tarot. We explain that The World represents completion, integration, and the culmination of the spir...

Season Two (Ep9) In this episode of Lunchtime with Demons , we open with playful banter about unusual weather patterns in Denver and New York, using static electricity, snow totals, and shifting jet streams as a lighthearted entry point into a much deeper topic: manifestation. Bella shares that she's developing a Manifestation Masterclass and possibly a book, emphasizing that true manifestation re...

This episode is Bella opening her heart and sharing how powerful the journey of self-love and compassion can be; offering gentle insight, personal reflection, and an invitation to meet yourself with more softness, patience, and care. ✨ Abella's Linktree

Season Two (Ep8) In this episode of Lunchtime with Demons, we explore deeply personal experiences with divine intervention. Abella recounts a recent frightening incident in which their truck lost control on an icy driveway. After calling out to Lucifer for help, she describes the vehicle being inexplicably pushed into a safe position, narrowly avoiding a collision with parked cars. Fresh tire trac...

Season Two (Ep7) In this Valentine's Day episode, we open with playful banter about birthdays, admitting we are both terrible at remembering dates and often struggle with the obligation attached to celebrations. We reflect on how our brains resist structured expectations like birthdays or scheduled gift-giving, preferring spontaneous expressions of care instead. Despite joking about being forgetfu...