Louder Than My Demons

This year, the story of David stopped feeling like scripture and started feeling like survival. In this episode of Louder Than My Demons, I look at David not as a polished hero, but as what he really was — a shepherd, a warrior, an outlaw, a king… and a man who fell hard and kept going. David didn’t rise because he was perfect. He rose because he learned discipline in obscurity, restraint under pr...

Episode 11 — Rebuild the Man Rebuilding your life isn’t about crawling out of a hole — it’s about stepping back into the arena with your fists up. In this episode of Louder Than My Demons , Jozey talks about what it means to rise after survival mode ends. Confidence returning. Discipline sharpening. Training harder. Eating cleaner. Being open to connection again. Pushing the band forward. Claiming...

This Weeks Demon Cuts dives deep into Jimmy Page’s 1988 solo album Outrider — the forgotten chapter of a survivor. This is the story of a man clawing his way back from loss, addiction, stolen demo tapes, and the shadow of Led Zeppelin… and somehow creating one of the rawest, most overlooked statements of his career. In this episode, we break down the essential tracks, including: Wasting My Time (f...

In Episode 10 of Louder Than My Demons, I talk about the hardest night I’ve faced since getting sober — the night I almost relapsed. After a year of nonstop fight-or-flight, my nervous system finally cracked. The pressure, the fear, the trial, the depression… it all hit at once, and for the first time in almost 12 months, I thought: “I could drink.” This episode is raw, honest, and exactly what LT...

Welcome to DEMON CUTS — no polish, no mercy, just truth. Every episode breaks open a record that helped carry me through this survival and sobriety war journal I'm writing in real time. Today we dive into Mötley Crüe’s Dr. Feelgood —the album born out of chaos, death, addiction, resurrection, and the most disciplined studio performance of their entire career. This was Crüe's ONLY #1 record. Five m...

EPISODE 9— THE SACRIFICE Tonight’s episode is dedicated to the men and women who wrote a check worth their lives — and to those still carrying the unseen scars of their service. Veterans. Survival. Hope. Healing. This one is more than a podcast. It’s a tribute… and a mission. 🔴 Organizations Supporting Veterans: Mission 22 — https://mission22.com Stop Soldier Suicide — https://stopsoldiersuicide....

Welcome to The Demon Cut — No Polish. No Mercy. Just Truth. In this episode, Jozey dives deep into Metallica’s 2003 album St. Anger — a record born from chaos, rehab, and rage. From James Hetfield’s recovery to Bob Rock’s infamous “garage-band” production, St. Anger isn’t just an album — it’s a therapy session with guitars.🎧 Featuring Truths in the Noise, The Outlaw Verdict, and reflections on In...

In this DEBUT episode of LTMD Demon Cuts, I revisit one of the most honest rock albums ever recorded — Zakk Wylde’s 1996 masterpiece, Book of Shadows. Long before Black Label Society, Zakk stripped away the distortion and traded whiskey for reflection, pain for peace, and fury for faith. I break down why this record still hits harder than most metal albums today — not because of volume, but becaus...

No guests. No script. No polish. This mini-episode is just me — raw, sober, and real. I open up about where the trial stands, what’s happening with my lawyer, and what all of it means for the road ahead. It’s not about drama; it’s about honesty. About facing life head-on when it would be easier to hide. That’s what Louder Than My Demons has always been — sobriety, strength, and staying true even w...

Episode 8: Stillness in the Storm: Finding Peace in the Chaos “Stillness isn’t silence — it’s power.” When the world around you spins out of control, and the person you loved becomes the storm itself… the only way to survive is to find your center. In Episode 8 of Louder Than My Demons , Jozey steps into the eye of his own chaos — addiction, heartbreak, and the noise that comes with rebuilding you...

40 days of silence. One decision changed everything. The Road Back is about rebuilding with dignity and strength. 🎙️ Tales from the Guitar Lounge: honoring Ace Frehley’s comeback. 🎵 Beyond the Songs: “Cocaine for Breakfast.” #LouderThanMyDemons #TheRoadBack #Redemption #Sobriety #Strength

The hardest chains to break aren’t made of steel — they’re made of memory. This episode dives into trauma bonds, letting go, and finding peace in the wreckage. 🎸 Beyond the Songs: “Grip” — finding strength through sound. 🧠 Tales from the Lounge: lessons from the stage. #LouderThanMyDemons #TraumaBonds #RecoveryJourney

Songwriting isn’t just music — it’s survival. In this episode, I share how writing songs became my lifeline when I couldn’t speak my truth anywhere else. From gratitude and trial updates, to Nikki Sixx’s influence, to three songs that defined my last relationship — That’s My Baby (the dream), Better Than You (the rage), and Will Not (the resurrection). Next week → Chains in the Mirror : trauma bon...

In this week’s Reckoning, I’m laying it all out — raw, unfiltered, and from the heart. Gratitude isn’t just “thank you” and yoga mats… it’s defiance. It’s standing in the middle of your own personal hell and saying, “You didn’t break me.” I share the Five S’s, the science behind why gratitude changes your brain, and the gritty reality of how it’s kept me alive through the hardest year of my life....

In this episode of Louder Than My Demons, we get real about faith, struggle, and finding something sacred in the chaos. I’m not here to preach. I’m not here to sell you salvation. I’m here to tell the truth — that spirituality saved my life when nothing else could. From my childhood church to boot camp prayers, and finally back to something I can call faith… this one’s raw. ✝️ Includes stories of...

trength isn’t just about lifting weight — it’s about carrying truth. In this episode of Louder Than My Demons, I dig into what it means to be strong when everything in you wants to break. From sobriety setbacks to spiritual growth, from emotional breakdowns to pulling yourself off the floor — this chapter is for the fighters. I talk about the heavy moments — the real ones — and how strength isn’t...

In this debut episode of Louder Than My Demons , I talk about what it means to stay clean, stay loud, and live with the pain and pride of being a Straight Edge Superstar. This is raw. This is real. This is where it begins.

This isn’t a highlight reel—it’s the warning cry before the comeback. I’m Jozey, and Louder Than My Demons is my story of staying alive—through scars, sweat, riffs, and sober mornings that hit harder than any hangover ever did. The podcast drops July 21. If you’ve ever fought your own demons, this is for you. This podcast contains adult language, stories of addiction, and raw truths that aren’t al...