Listen to Yourself - Poetry & Other Thoughts

I occasionally wake up in the middle of the night with the urge to speak, so I open my phone and record a voice note. Sometimes I skip the voice note and open TikTok instead because it seems like more people need to hear it. I close my phone and go back to sleep, never fully understanding the message until the morning. Usually these messages are for myself and women like me, but this one was diffe...

There’s a poem a channeled years ago when I was just beginning to awaken. I didn’t know I was channeling yet. I opened my phone and started to speak, and this is what came out. I lost the video among the more than 20,000 videos I’ve made since 2020 until today. I finally found it. I had never written it down so the poem was lost too. Not anymore. It will be in my next book currently in process. Th...

Chapter V Lust, page 105 This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit natlajune.substack.com/subscribe

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If you’ve ever been with someone who was a people pleaser, trying to be everything you wanted, and just couldn’t keep up, it’s OK to let them go. Let them find someone for whom they don’t feel like they have to perform. Don’t try to carry weight they’re not asking you to hold. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit natl...

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A broken heart can be mended, but an ignorant one will fester beneath the skin like a disease until every future lover has experienced a little bit of that pain themselves. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit natlajune.substack.com/subscribe

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In case you didn’t know, I have three separate podcasts connected to substack. The first is the main one with my essays. The second is the audio from assorted TikTok videos. And the third, is called listen to yourself, and it’s my poetry and channeled messages. I’ve been asked to do something like this for those who like to listen to my voice to go to sleep. I highly recommend you make recordings...

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He’s been appearing in dreams since I was a young adult, sometime in college I think. He helped me get through a lot of hard times, making me feel loved and supported when people around me failed at this. He’s my best friend who doesn’t exist, and a muse for my stories. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit natlajune.s...

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