Life On Audio

Was going through a bit of an existential crisis recently and recorded this episode to capture how I was feeling in the moment. I've tried to put on this "post grad is great" face because I want to love every aspect of it but sometimes it really does feel like I'm on the struggle bus and fighting misery over it. I promise more happy content coming up next but for now I'm letting myself feel!

This episode takes multiple forms as I deep dive into my recent thoughts and realize some revolutionary things about them! Starting off, I share this recent epiphany I had about finding the one/getting married and how this epiphany has given me a whole new level of peace. I then segway into discussions on conditional love and make sense of how I show love in romantic relationships.

Trying to make sense of what era of life I'm in as I enter post grad has lead me to deeming it the waiting room era. For the first time in four years, my life is still and I feel as if I am merely existing. I find a lot of peace in this era, though, as I see it as a crucial stepping stone to something bigger.

As I close off this era of living alone, I wanted to give my ultimate guide to living alone to curb loneliness, avoid insanity, and love the experience for anyone who may need it now or in the future! On the same beat, I'm share my move out story and how I'm feeling about being back home for good for now!

Well, it's my 22nd birthday and I nearly forgot that it landed on a Friday so I decided to take a moment to reflect on my 21st year around the sun aka this insane year of growth, experience, and accomplishments! And now we're on to a new year, even more daunting but exciting, and I can't wait to see where 22 takes me!

And just like that, I have very officially graduated college, am saying goodbye to the people I knew best in college, and moving away from my college town for good! This episode recaps my graduation weekend and how I'm feeling now that it's over and the future feels very real!

It feels like it's been forever since I last posted an episode on here but I am officially back and ready to keep bringing you weekly episodes! Today we're debriefing (some of) my travel journey and talking about my experience solo traveling for the first time, staying in hostels, and making friends along the journey! I missed you guys and I'm so happy to be back!

Before starting my solo travel journey, I wanted to document my thoughts and how I was feeling so I could look back on the me before. This is going to be the last episode I prerecorded before leaving the US so Life On Audio will be on pause till I'm back, but I'm so excited to share everything I've been up to! (Also, Hi from Australia!)

Feeling defeated about where I am in content creation, I took the mic to talk about what it's really been like being a content creator and sharing my life on the internet. This episode segways into talking about being an overachiever, feeling the need to do it all, and setting boundaries when your life is so public to others. If you've been following me on any of my platforms, thank you for the su...

For the past year I’ve been screaming off the rooftops that I’m going to chase my dreams (aka pursue my passions) after college. Now I’ve graduated and the time has come to start actively pursing my passions! I wanted to do a “before” episode capturing how I’m feeling at the start of this journey, why I decided to do this instead of something more conventional, and what my goals are for this journ...

This episode is about hope, about fighting the battle till the end for better. Today marks a year since my first breakup and the journey (as many of you have followed) was far from easy but the outcome resulted in the happiest ending and I am forever grateful for me a year ago for knowing she deserved better and for me throughout this past year who continued fighting for better until she finally f...

Long before I ever had a podcast I knew that when I would, I would have a very specific person on and today she is dishing the dirt on me while we relive our college experience together. Everyone welcome my freshman year roommate + closest friend at UCLA, Christine, who has gotten me through a large part of my life over the past 3 years! She has all the intel on who I was and who I am.

Potentially closing off this series with an episode on dating in college and my experiences! I share a lot of my unfortunate "dating" stories throughout my college years and the lessons I learned from them.

Confession: I am not the perfect daughter…in fact, I am far from it. In this episode I delve into the journey from striving to be the perfect daughter as a high schooler in hopes that my parents would be proud of me to finally breaking free and choosing what I love while being a very imperfect daughter. This story has a happy ending as my parents have been my biggest supporters as I go on this jou...

I’m back from small town Germany and I had some life changing epiphanies while I was abroad! Let’s talk about how the switch finally flipped (ignore how I got this wrong in the epi) on being heartbroken over my first relationship and how I came up with a plan B for post grad that I actually love (your girl is looking to move abroad)! This trip is exactly what I needed to start this new chapter of...

I recently had an experience (detailed in this episode) with a guy that completely broke me and left me feeling as if I may never find love again. While I know this feeling is temporary and likely untrue, I wanted to talk about how I was feeling in the moment in hopes that anyone else feeling this way doesn't feel as alone. In addition, I share about feeling defeated in the grieving process of my...

As I graduate in a week, I reflect on my journey with friendship and loneliness in college and everything I learned from the experiences I had. College isn't comfortable, friendships in college aren't easy, and it's very normal to experience in some form during your time at school. I journey with friendships and loneliness have made me so much more capable and knowledgeable on the world around me,...

I'm two weeks to ending my time as a college student and I have no clue how to feel about that! In this episode I share my very tentative post grad plans while also sharing the emotions that I'm feeling about post grad life. I know other college seniors will get exactly where I'm at right now with thinking about what my post grad life will look like!

I promised that I’d share everything I learned about heartbreak once I finally exited my heartbreak era and I’m happy to say it is time! Today we are talking about the good, the bad, and the ugly of heartbreak while I give you guys the ultimate guide on how to navigate your heartbreak era to ensure you come out of it so much better! I’m hoping that something in here resonates with you, gives you h...

You guys are in for a treat! My sister visited me in LA this weekend and we decided to hop onto the pod and tell all, and we really did tell all. Hear all about my sister's trip to LA, our childhood, and our future plans together! If you loved this episode, please let me know because I might just start doing more collabs!

Let's talk about my experience with greek life, going out in college, and being sober in college! We have so much to cover in this episode and have just a few my college stories from my freshman/sophomore year. I talk about everything from rushing a sorority to the drinking culture in college. If you have any questions or want me to cover something specific in a future episode, dm me on instagram...

Happy Valentine's Day Babeskis! Just because you don't have a valentine's this year, doesn't mean you don't deserve a gift so here's one from me to you! Let's talk practicing self love today and my Valentine's Day plans for myself + catching up on what my life has looked like over the past couple of weeks, as well as future plans including my sister coming to visit me and a galentine's! I love you...

A month ago, I shared two very vulnerable Tik Toks with the world and the response was appalling. I could have never anticipated how much those Tik Toks would change my life in such a short period of time but here we are and I'm ever grateful for the platform they provided me with! Cheers to vulnerability and I hope this provides an important reminder that life does get better, no matter how hard...

After vowing not to share this horribly vulnerable topic with others, I’m finally opening up on my thoughts on the first love effect and how it’s been affecting me + thoughts on no contact, the narrative that they always come back, and my frustration on why all of this is bugging me. I’m sharing some of my most private thoughts with the hopes that other people will feel a little less alone in the...

Pretend I'm your best friend and you're on the phone with me while I recount the absolute chaos that's happening in my life. Today I'm sharing some controversial stories that I really should only be sharing with my friends but I had to let you all in. Hope you enjoy and if you want to judge, Tik Tok already did that for you when I told the first story lol.