Kodie's Mind

 I don't know what my path in life is anymore. I don't ever know what path I'm on but one that sucks and nowhere out. I keep just fighting and fight with no end in sight. 

I think that there will be new problems that will come up with next year. The drivers are in different races or new cars. The drama is going to I think wilder and crazier. 

Abigal Willams (14) and Liberty German (13) were best friends hiking the Monon High Bridge. When Liberty posts pictures of the hike on her snapchat that happened to be the last time they were heard from. The family thought to search from them before called police when they don't show up to be picked up. Thier body's where find the next day 0.5 miles from where they want miss. The only thing that p...

Amber Hagerman was 9 years old riding her bike with her brother when he was worried about what their mother said about just riding the block, so he turned back. She was gone before he could tell her to come back. A man that saw her get kidnapped called the police that by the time they got there her bike was the only thing left. Four days later her body was found naked with blood and buries all ove...

I know that it takes time for everything to happens, but I feel like I'm not good enough. That I'm not as pretty or sexy as everyone else. 

I love the imagination that I have that a lot of the time I wish that it was real. Imagination can be a good thing to help out to get out of your head like me. It also can be a good thing for making crafts too.   

I keep see all this tarot card reading on my for you page. They are all love or twin flame that I don't know if I should believe them and how too. I also don't believe that they will come try. 

The fucked up new cars for Nascar really are going in the wrong way and that ways backwards. The two-way rolling for what happens is just fucked up. 

I think that social media is not hard work like getting up and going in to clock. They want now what that you have to work for your money not sit on their ass watching the imager money tree grow. 

My business in still on the ground stage that everything I do to get it off the ground just don't work I feel like. I really would like to have it be my job so i have more free time to do what I love and just live life.    

I have a really bad year so far. I do wish to go back the begging of the year. I have fought back this year more than another year that I can think of.

Terry Rasmussen aka The Chameleon Killer. He was DNA to four body's in 55-gallon drums that where find in Bear Brooks. For those murders he was under the name Bob Evans. Also, under that name he killed a woman with a six-month-old who he run away will under a new name Curtis Kimball. He was arrested under that name for DUI and child elect that he failed to appear in court. He then under another na...

Danny Hamlin needs to just drive for his own damn team. He hands the win to his own driver. Ty Gibbs needs to get his head out of his ass and know that just because he drives for his grandfather doesn't mean that you can be an asshole. 

I want to stop fighting life and being in a cage. I just want to be free and have a live that I want then just wishing for it. I want to be me where I can grow and just live. 

I have a TikTok crush and want to talk to him but don't even know what to say to him. The guy is 6-foot tattoos, works out country man that can get and have any woman he wants so way would he go for me a 5-foot weird big girl that overthinks on everything. I don't know what else to say. 

I have done everything to get a good hand in life but for some unknown reason I just keep get the same hand over and over again. I feel like ending it and giving up all together. I would say more but listening to it is all that is needed. 

Wattpad is a what I think is the best for a lot of different kind of stories. I have two different list of published books I need to get to read and to get for movie with book to read too. Look me up on Wattpad and see what I read. 

This is my longest episode ever. I have been thinking or overthinking everything now a days. I don't know if I should just give up on my dreams or not. I think I'll never find love like I see on TikTok. I have a TikTok crush that I know is way out of my league that I don't even what to message him. I also want to give up on my small business and Onlyfans because I'm doing everything right but stil...

Everyone remembers where and what they were doing. There are people that still have nightmares of the day. The day is when everyone come together. 

I want to have a conversation with every one of the drives that will probably somewhere end with me hitting them. They all just need to just grow up. 

I don't get how people can just not just say thank you, please or even welcome. They also don't know just what I like to think is to be respectable. I don't know why it's so hard for something that was drilled into our brains.  

Fruits Basket is the first manga I read and anime I have watched. I have a mini backpack and blanket. Also, the manga's next part of the series.

I was never what I thought going to read Twilight but I did. I now have a whole collection of Twilight merchandise.  

Rodney Alcala was nicknamed the dating game killer. He was listed as a sex offender and still end up with a job at the Time. He was sentence to 25 years to life but only if California releases him from custody. He was convicted on charges to abduction and murder of a 12-year-old, but it was overturned twice because a jury know about his criminal record. He wrote a book about how he was innocent al...

Alan and Terry Westerfield want missing in 1964 after their stepfather says he take them to the movies for a double feature. Some employees say that they do and don't see the boys. I believe that the boys were killed by their stepfather because no one saw the boys leave the house. I also believe that if they were kidnapped by someone at the movie theater then killed.