Kodie's Mind

I have slowly started my YouTube channel back up. I have video ideas lined up for helping my business and career.

I have been in the booktok community undercover that I have thought of joining. I have now joined that community and can't wait to see what happens.

I have a little of a close to getting my one of my dream trucks. I don't know if I will get my dream trucks but anytime soon or at all.

My journey has been an up and down a lot this year that I don't like. I have a trainer that I'm working with, and I feel like I'm letting her down.

This year has not gone the way I thought it would. I had two family members pass in a couple months of one other. I have also been stressing myself out with my new business and old business. I have been in my head to mush other a lot of things.

I don't even know if dating going to work for me. I don't know what man see in me.

I have been trying the lose weight for years. It's not easy when you can't do the whole of it.

I was told to work hard for what I want. I work hard and still can't even get what I want. There are "kids" that just want the shit hand to them.

I Have started my new business. Its on the hard road right now but with time I hope and pray it will get better.

My life just sucks too me. I want out of the cage I feel like I'm in.

I think the Small Town song is good and true. People need to just look at the bigger picture of it.

I have been busy with work and other things in life.

My family is complicated. I can't talk to them about something without opening a big can of worms. I just want someone to understand and talk to mt to help me out.

I don't know if I should even start the new business, I'm thing of. Do I start it now or wait till I move. I wish I could have some help with my think.

I'm think of stating a booktok but just don't know if anyone will like the books I read. Also I'll probably get yelled at got my book storage.

Why can we just have to months just be months again. It's just like we have to make everyone happy when we really can't.

It's a other year and I have not been where I want to be this year. I really hate having the worst hand in life.

I some wired and neat hobby's that I like. I want to just add to the list to grow. I know that some of the hobbies will come in heady in life.

The plan I had for this year is not working out like I thought it would. It's the middle of the year and I'm not even close to what I was planning for this years.

The new news that is happening in nascar. I said that wrong name for the drive in the ARCA Menards Series. Nascar just has so much going on right its a little hard to keep track.

I have to say on everything in everything that in politics that are out now. There's so much that is going on it hard to keep up.

Here’s what I have to say about the hunting and fishing banned.

I don't know if it's me but moving when you don't have money is just so much stress. I know that the move will be good for me, and I need it but it's hard.

Heres what i have to say about this year and year after. Im hoping that next year we can get someone to understand what is going on than what they think is going on like everything is good when its not.

The Phoenix track for nascar just doesn't have that much. The March race is just not that fun. The race in November has a big star for the concert and that it.