Kisses and Chaos

This one is pure chaos. I found texts in her phone saying I wasn’t her type — but she wanted festival access. Then she got drunk at my music video (while Renee Rapp was there), screamed at me, and passed out. Oh, and she joined my live the other day. Also: she’s now dating a girl from our friend group. I give you the full limerence breakdown: what it is, why I stayed, and why I finally had to walk...

Turning 28 used to terrify me—because I thought I’d be married by now, maybe a mom, definitely “figured out.” But plot twist: I’m not. And I’m finally okay with that. In this raw, glittery episode of Kisses and Chaos, I dive deep into why feeling “behind” in life is actually a lie, the psychology behind timeline anxiety, and how I went from multiple engagements and identity crises to fully owning...

I swore it was one last time. Just one final hookup for closure… and now I’m more confused than ever. In this episode, we’re diving into toxic sex, love bombing vs. real change, and why “closure” with your ex is usually just chaos in disguise. Rate the pod, tell your ex I hate them, and let’s suffer together, bestie 💋

She love bombed me, joined my Twitch, called me her dream girl… then disappeared like a cheap magic trick. In this ep, we’re roasting ghosters, reclaiming our hotness, and reminding ourselves: no response is a response, babe. And it screams “I’m a coward.” Let’s laugh, glow up, and move the fuck on. 💅💋

Yep… she cheated. And not just once. In this episode of Kisses and Chaos 💋, I share how I found out—straight from her ex—that my ex (no contact) had been cheating on me more than I ever knew. We’re getting all the way into it: the shock, the heartbreak, and the healing. I’m breaking down how to stop blaming yourself, why their cheating is a reflection of them (never you), and how to take your pow...

In this episode of Kisses and Chaos , we’re getting real about criticism, online hate, and why being ‘not everyone’s cup of tea’ is actually a power move. From a deep dive into a Reddit thread to learning how to detach from negativity, we’re talking about confidence, boundaries, and not letting the opinions of strangers define us. If you’ve ever struggled with being misunderstood or judged, this o...

Okay, besties… we’re getting real in this one. Walking away from someone you love? Brutal. Walking away from someone toxic, even though your heart still wants them? A whole other level of pain. In this episode of Kisses and Chaos , we’re talking about why love isn’t always enough, how to actually leave for good, and (yep) my own personal drama, because I’m literally going through it right now. If...

Why do we stay in toxic relationships, even when we know they’re bad for us? In this episode of Kisses and Chaos, I get real about my own messy situation—falling for potential, getting hooked on the highs and lows, and why the sex (ugh, amazing) makes it even harder to walk away. We’re diving into the science behind toxic attraction, the trap of chasing a fantasy, and the brutal cycle that keeps u...