Kimology 411

Being a trustworthy person is the first sign to a man that he can cheat and get away with it. I mean it's saying for women but I don't deal with women cheating on me I only deal with men cheating on me. And because I allow that behavior it always does turn around and bite me in the ass.

I am thankful for all my friends. But I'm very thankful for all of my high school friends who helped make me who I am today and are still there for me 40 years later.

My body was telling me I was comfortable on the couch, but my Spirit angel was telling me that I needed to get out of the house.

So you're not going to hear me say this many times but I do believe that when you're wrong you need to accept that. And I think I was wrong. I think I was misinterpreting things and totally did not even think about this.

Whenever you go from single to double you know that there's going to be changes in your life. And when you are double to single you should reflect back to that relationship to make sure that what you changed was something that was changed for a good reason or was it changed for a bad reason.

Sometimes you have to go through a hard time to realize just how blessed you are. I have some of the most amazing friends in my life!

So where do people go to meet new people? How do people meet people to date? Times have changed and I honestly have no clue. I do know that online is not for me. So I guess my next Journey or Adventure is to figure out how someone my age meets someone to date.

Well this is the final day and I woke up not sad not in a bad mood at 6:00 a.m. which does suck. But that is not abnormal for it being this close to Daylight Saving time. I want to thank you so much for being here the past 7 days if you did not start with 0 and 3 go back and listen to the podcast up until this one. If you are going through a hard time follow the process. If you want to know more a...

After listening to my podcast I realized I left out two very significant things that I did not make a fuss about. How are women supposed to communicate when a man is going to just think that they're being crazy? Once I can answer that then maybe if this won't happen anymore.

After the last podcast I thought to myself why do we stay? And so here we are here is why we stay.

So many things happening and yet to be awesome!!

It's always easier to ignore toxic traits or behaviors when you believe that you love that person. But when you reflect back you know that it bothered you then and it was going to continue to bother you now. So why did I continue loving someone who I felt like I was unable to communicate with. That's a good question.

This sleeping stuff is starting to become annoying. I am a good sleeper and there have not been that many times in my life where I could not sleep. The last time I remember this is when I started my relationship with Ron and I misunderstood I guess it that he does not sleep and so I was not sleeping. But now I believe that Spirit angels are trying to contact me and they're keeping me awake at nigh...

So it took me a little while and some conversations to kind of filter through what happened today. I had to speak to another empath and really kind of take my time. So here is what I come up with. Part 2 of I do not cry

Everybody cassid I am a very high powered empath. I know you think I'm weird but I am I accept it so move on. But this episode when I woke up this morning I knew that Ron's spirit guide people have once again attached themselves to me it's stronger than it was before and if you've listened to my podcast you'll know what I'm talking about. But what the heck. During this podcast you will actually se...

It just doesn't seem fair that when you have questions and you ask them that more than likely they're going to act as if you are crazy! Which actually then does make you feel like you're crazy.

I love to be able to use the cloud and all of the awesome things that we have added to technology. However I still believe we are not safe and after the last phone outage I hope other people realize just how much control would be taken away if everything is controlled by the internet and the government.

When I started this lifestyle change I started it with Ron because I wanted to help him be successful on his journey. We well we all know that that is no more but my journey continues My Lifestyle plan change has changed and I have officially lost 30 lb. And I lost the pounds because of my lifestyle change and my lifestyle change is now because of me and not because of somebody else.

In every situation when we're not giving all the facts our brain and ego fill in the sentences with our own story. And then when more data comes in we need to go back and refill in those sentences with new information so that we do not carry that information forward as if it is fact. Other people give us false information our ego contributes to this. That is what I'm doing right now.

Where do men get these sayings? It's not you it's me. I love you but I'm not in love with you?

So much stuff going on today. Didn't sleep last night, send an email to ron, found out he's not in love with me, huge crowd at our ribbon cutting, and now we're here ready to take a nap before I have to work tonight.

So today did not turn out the way I thought it was going to. All I have to say is that I do not understand how people can be so mean and evil and disrespect people that they say that they love. Will I be okay? Of course I'll be okay but it still isn't fair that other people think that it's okay to treat people this way.

Day three of being off tick tock and I do not miss being told how other people believe life should be.

What a fun day! Tyson hosted a party and I went to a Superbowl party.

Well today I deleted Tick Tock off my phone. Sorry this episode is a little bit more than 15 minutes but last night I was totally creeped out. We really need to pay attention to what we are consuming.