Nikki Rothrock
Kept Secrets - A podcast about overcoming childhood (sexual) abuse
Welcome to Kept Secrets! I have created this podcast in hopes of helping other survivors of childhood sexual abuse. I dive deep into my personal experiences and treatment that helped to heal the brokenness. At the age of 5-6 years old, my abuse started and continued for many years. I discuss how PTSD, depression and anxiety have affected my life. I also discuss how I have been able to overcome the abuse and move into a very stable and happy life. I'm not a therapist; I just talk about my own experiences with my psychologist.
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Nikki Rothrock
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Latest episode
Jun 17, 2026
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Episodes
Episode 46 - Let’s talk about trauma bonding and how it happens! 17.06.2026 48:06
In this episode, I discuss trauma bonding. I will give specific examples from my past and how bonding happened with my abuser. I even explain the difference between Stockholm Syndrome and trauma bonding. I hope you will find this episode valuable.
Episode 45 - What happened when my abuser reached out to me on social media?! 10.06.2026 1:09:08
Let’s talk about what happened when Tom, my main abuser, reached out to me via social media. This has been a recent event in my life and I talk about the way that it’s affected me emotionally over the past couple of weeks. This episode is a little longer than normal, but I do dive into the history that Tom and I had and the trauma bond that I experience.
Episode 44 - A Little Catching Up… 19.02.2026 44:06
Hello!! I’m back with a catch up episode. A lot has changed this past year. I talk about how my trauma and PTSD have been affected by weight loss surgery, job loss and my new daily life.
Episode 43 - Overcoming Shame and Guilt After Sexual Abuse.wav 20.02.2025 1:00:16
If you have ever felt guilt and shame about being abused, you will want to listen to this episode. I talk about my own feelings and how I was able to work through freeing myself of the guilt and shame from the truama.
Episode 42 - Ways to Reclaim Your Life After Trauma with Self-Care 05.02.2025 41:59
In this episode, I will tell you about a few ways to show yourself self-care after trauma. Self-care is so important in our healing! (I'm still working on sound stuff. I'm sorry for any of the background noise you hear!)
Episode 41 - 10 Exercises to Heal Your Inner Child 12.11.2024 52:42
In this episode, I will discuss an online article and give you some personal examples of how I was able to reach my inner child and work with her.
Episode 40 - The Menendez Brothers and Why Children Don't Tell...Putting it Together! 21.10.2024 59:51
In this episode, I will discuss the Menendez Brother's case and why children don't talk or tell about abuse. Then, I discuss my opinion on both cases and link them together.
Episode 39 - Childhood Trauma: Signs You're Repressing Traumatic Memories 14.10.2024 58:04
In this episode I will talk about signs of repressing your traumatic memories. I use a few personal examples. I hope it's helpful.
Episode 38 - How childhood trauma and dissociation result in horrible adult problems 23.09.2024 47:33
This episode discusses how we dissociate and the longer-term problems that occur in our lives.
Episode 37 - What is the link between trauma and dissociation? And an update about my Alcatraz visit 16.09.2024 1:00:59
Let’s talk about the link between trauma and dissociation.
Mini Episode - 36: Quick update: Two days until I return to Alcatraz Island 01.07.2024 13:59
A quick update on feelings and anxieties about returning to where my healing began in 2007.
Episode - 35 Are you a codependent survivor of childhood sexual abuse? 27.03.2024 59:07
In this episode, I discuss symptoms of codependency and how to escape it.
Episode 34 - Part 3 // Living with Trauma: How to Cope with Flashbacks 22.02.2024 57:23
In this episode, I will give examples of flashbacks and things that you can do to cope. I will also discuss personal experience.
Episode 33 - Part 2 // Post-traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) 01.02.2024 58:02
Part 2 about Post-traumatic Stress Disorder. I give personal experiences and discuss treatment options.
Episode - 32 Part 1 // Post-traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) 24.01.2024 56:17
In this episode, I give some detail about what PTSD is like for me.
Episode 31 - Living w/someone who has PTSD. Special guest, my husband, Ryan 03.11.2023 57:39
Previously recorded but not shared on Spotify.
Episode 30 - Listener’s Story #2 Julie’s Story 23.10.2023 54:24
This episode is Julie’s story. It’s crazy how much she and I have in common. Take a listen!
Episode 29 - Listener’s Story #1 - Anna’s Story 18.10.2023 55:44
This is our FIRST listener story! Anna’s story is a powerful story. You have to listen!
Episode 28 - Let’s talk about how to improve our self-esteem 09.10.2023 55:43
In this episode, I will give 6 ways you can help boost your self-esteem
Episode 27 - Let’s talk about low self-esteem 13.09.2023 59:31
In this episode, I will talk about low self-esteem and see if we have it
Episode 26 - Let’s talk about long-term side effects of childhood trauma 31.08.2023 59:54
In this episode I will give some examples of the long-term side effects that I personally struggle with and a little more…
Episode 25 - Let’s talk about ‘How Childhood Trauma May Affect Adult Relationships’ 02.08.2023 56:41
In this episode, I will discuss why we may have issues in our adult relationships. I also give some examples.
Episode 24- Let’s talk about why children don’t tell they were abused 21.06.2023 57:13
In this episode, I will talk about reasons why kids don’t tell anyone when they are sexually abused.
Episode 23 - Let’s talk about adult behaviors of someone who has experienced trauma as a child 14.06.2023 51:50
And this episode, I will talk about five different adult behaviors of someone that has experienced trauma as a child. I will also give a few examples of my own.
Episode 22 - Let’s talk about finding and getting to know YOUR inner child 10.05.2023 57:59
In this episode, I will give examples of what you can do (and what I did) to find and nurture my inner child.
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