John Kai Wallis Experience

What if you were told from birth that you were sinful, broken, and in need of saving? This raw, anonymous story explores life inside a religious sect, the cracks of hypocrisy that led to escape, and the deeper alignment with the divine found on the other side. Born Into Sin? Or Born Into Innocence? What happens when you’re born into a religious sect that tells you from your first breath that you a...

Check out Mara's journey and what she is here to be.

A candid and sexy chat with a beautiful and enchanting friend Mariah. Mariah is a Somatic Sexologist and we touched on a lot including locating and communicating your wants and desires, exploring all parts of yourself through sexuality, coming into union with another, disassociation, the healing powers of kink and BDSM...

Unpacking Pedophilia Who is the man in the mirror? Is pedophilia Taboo? What is the Clinical vs Public reception? What are the Statistics on pedophilia? How do you know if you’re a pedophile? What are PAMs and MAPs (contact and non-contact)? Why do people seek Vengeance & Justice? How is this a Crime of opportunity against the innocent? What does sexualization of children have to do with Pedophili...

Give your head a rest and open your heart ❤️🧙‍♂️🔥🦅 Feel into being able to fill your cup up and give from the Universe.

The body as a map for healing.  How multi-generational trauma / attachment injuries show up in the body.   The parents that shaped the man.  How conditioning effects kin The childhood that created an empire.  How reinforcing models of success compound attachment injuries.  The teenage journey with women.  Resentment and conquering  The hyper focused adult How a lifetime of avoiding "bad" feelings...

How to pick your battles. Critical thinking. What is correct for you. 

I talk about why we choose to develop and how it affects our existence. The financial and energetic cost of growth.

- First Nation - Community, agriculture, language - Stolen generation - Prison continent - Religion now Academia - Values and progress - Shame, indignation and our collective holocaust shadow - Linchpin for reparations and access ancestral trauma - Bill of rights

Part 2: 🔮 Psychology - Repression - Groupthink - Conflict theory - Conformity types 🔮 History - Slavery - Colonialism - Authority and power - Accountability - Apartheid - White Australia 🔮 Economics - Gentrification - Reparations - Externalities - Attention 🔮 Biology - Jealously, injustice, rage, grief - Can I trust you - Scarcity - Sport and NBA 🔮 Education - Children and Trauma - Discernmen...

Split over a few episodes. This episode My Story, The Intention, Psychology (part 1). Future episodes: more Psychology, History, Economics, Biology, Education, Authority, Australia, Hyperdimension, What next. Slides on my Youtube.

Who is the child still running the man. What hurt is going repressed. How not doing shadow work / inner work / outer work is passed to the next generation. How the mind creates a continuous problem and solution loop. How we create our life around avoiding addressing childhood trauma. How we allow others to reinforce or crumble our worth. The cost of living a not-self life.

I discuss: How we use pejoratives to dehumanise, divide and conquer. Existential anxiety Half life of Knowledge Looking for truth when we feel amiss Humility and humbleness Redacted and the need to review Vaccines and technology Logical Fallacies and biases Abdicating Authority Credibility in Education and Community Human Design (defined and open head and ajna) Pressure to understand Shadow and th...

Going deeper into the Fight Club.

Epic movie from 1999. I give my own take and analysis. How it relates to Shadow work, Masculinity, Femininity and the visceral schism of living inauthentically. 

I observe how Bill moves, speaks, stands and what comes through his eyes to better understand him as a human. I feel that it is easy to hate someone or something we do not understand. As a leader I feel a responsibility to attempt to genuinely understand someone. This does not mean excuse actions or abdicate my authority, it means that in order to grow a container of love and compassion; there is...

I read from Women who run with the Wolves. I highly recommend buying this book for the archetypal wisdom buried within. I give my analysis on how it applies to the world today.

Capitalism, Communism, Socialism, Feminism, Transhumanism. These all are founded without understanding the underlying human condition. No umbrella -ism is a panacea for where we need to go as a civilisation.

The Matrix is a trope of all things systemically flawed in the world. Inner work is required to write a new paradigm before ANY system change can make a lasting difference.

ISTA - International School of Temple Arts. My experience in the world of tantra, consent, nudity, energy exchange, sex and intercourse.

The mind has brought us great strides in technology and systems. It has also left us wanting connection, purpose, sovereignty and truth. ❤️ Made from the heart. No notes or prompts.

Definition of pernicious - having a very harmful effect on someone or something, especially in a way that is gradual and not easily noticed - highly injurious or destructive : DEADLY - archaic : WICKED This topic was requested by one of my open hearted listeners.   How does porn effect the body?  - Stages of development  - Oxytocin   - Prolactin  - Spasticity  - Disconnect/rewiring pleasure  - Pre...

⭐ Falling on swords. ⭐ Souls journey to learn, either this life or the next. ⭐ Mentors, Spiritual Gurus, Personal Trainers, Bosses, Landlords, Police, Politicians. Create a bank of acolytes that see their good side, character witnesses. ⭐ Wishing hate creates a food source & drains your soul/energy/lowers your vibration. ⭐ Nature looking / observing - not taking (restore integrity) ⭐ Lure of...

⭐ Resisting sharing intimate details. ⭐ Sacredness of sharing from the heart. ⭐ Conscious listening. ⭐ Fake listening. ⭐ Awareness of social masks. ⭐ Life / Death / Life and creating space for the new. ⭐ Disconnecting from those who cannot hold your heart. ⭐ Taking stock of those that can hold you. ⭐ Finding those that can hold space for you. ⭐ Sharing circles. ⭐ Wounding involved for s...

⭐️ Trusting in Source/Spirit/inner authority ⭐️ Ayahuasca ⭐️ People in your experience ⭐️ Setting & intention ⭐️ Peak experience vs Inner journey ⭐️ Light & dark side (malevolent & benevolent) ⭐️ Seeing Damage done by missionaries ⭐️ Shame, Nudity, religiosity ⭐️ Anthropologically they want to be like us as well as trying to preserve culture ⭐️ Shadow and how they treat animals ⭐️ Medic...