Infernal Alchemy Podcast

Today we're diving into part two of the shamanic death. This episode covers: What it feels like to be initiated through a shamanic death  What it strips away & why you're tested repeatedly in such brutal ways Why you'll struggle with physical and/or psychological issues you've never experienced before What causes a shamanic death   Two paths within the shamanic death  Where people tend to get stuc...

Today we're discussing one of the most intense and misunderstood aspects of spirituality: the shamanic death. This episode covers:   What a shamanic death is  The divine purpose of such a brutal initiation  How it changes your worldview & capacity to engage with substances  How it differs from a general spiritual awakening  Dark night of the soul vs. shamanic death The difference between a persona...

I'm excited to be back! On today's episode we cover the deeper meaning behind the podcast rebrand, where I've been personally, and what I've been working on behind the scenes, including the official Infernal Mystery School roll out!    WORK WITH ME: Join us for the Summer Masterclass Series: 4 epic masterclasses running June-August: https://www.kristenramezzana.com/summer-masterclass-series   Want...

Today's episode is the very last one that got recorded in 2025! While we may have stepped into 2026 already, technically the year of the snake doesn't end until February 16th, 2026, so if you still feel like you're in a death cycle - or even in a void - this episode is for you!  WORK WITH ME:   Snag my self-guided 33-day heart space immersion, HEART ALCHEMY: https://www.kristenramezzana.com/offers...

In today's episode we are diving into the final portion of a three-part mini series covering the deepest truths about the path of divine union. We will be covering:   -divine union within 3D relationships & the truth about divine counterparts -navigating the intensity of the mirror within union  -the wounds & fears you will confront on the path toward union in the 3D -alchemizing extractive relati...

In today's episode we are diving into part two of a three-part mini series covering the deepest truths about the path of divine union. We will be covering:   -how void filling shows up on the path of union  -why love & truth can feel harsh in the beginning  -what is actually YOU, vs. what is not  -the alchemy that creates the potential to embody the divine union frequency internally  -understandin...

In today's episode we are diving into part one of a three-part mini series covering the deepest truths about the path of divine union. We will be covering:   -how I came to understand that divine union is the final pillar of my purpose & how soul purpose evolves over time  -what divine union has to do with the insane darkness of the spirit pyramid  -untangling false light distortion around divine...

In today's episode we are diving into part two of heart space mythbusting! This includes: Ancient Egyptian mysticism pertaining to the heart  Matrix psychological warfare  Performative heart vs. true embodiment  How the matrix turns us all into vampires  The trap of always trying to be seen as "good" The cost of anchoring anything outside of yourself  The truth about divine union  WORK WITH ME:  ...

In today's episode we are diving into some serious heart space mythbusting! This includes: The truth about people pleasing, good girl/boy conditioning, resentment & false light programming  Transactional mirroring from the guides & comfort vs. truth  The pendulum swing away from fluffy delusional false light love  Transmuting the victim & villain archetypes & why they're two sides of the same coin...

Today special guest, Kate Olson (the Mystic in the Woods) joins us! Kate is a priestess and Seidr practitioner whose work is centered around reclaiming the sacred feminine and reintegrating the feminine into our collective consciousness and our individual lives.   Sitting at the intersection of history, psychology, and spirituality Kate weaves together the Pre-Christian traditions of Northern Euro...

Today we are diving into the most life changing initiation my guides have ever led me through: the spirit pyramid! We are covering: What the spirit pyramid is How it feels to be initiated at each level, especially as you get closer to the top How this impacts our understanding of basic protection & energetic hygiene How the spirit pyramid impacts the reincarnation cycle The true meaning of surrend...

In celebration of my 1 year anniversary of my ayahuasca experience, today I'm diving into some of the deeper reflections I've been able to unearth and integrate since the most profound and soul-shattering experience of my life.  WORK WITH ME:   Get on the waitlist for my DEMON THEMED RETREAT in New Orleans this coming Halloween!  https://www.kristenramezzana.com/demon-retreat     Snag a spot in th...

The path to clear communication with spirit guides may seem elusive or obscured, but not for the reasons you may think. Today we are diving into shit no one talks about when working with spirit guides! We will be covering: Why someone would want to work with spirit guides  The different types of spirit guides that exist & how to select who to work with What it means to select a Patron & how this i...

Today we are diving into part 2 of our discussion on how the matrix infiltrates the spiritual healing space. We will be covering: How the matrix has created dangerous distortions in the plant medicine space How malevolent spirits use an attempt to heal as a form of extraction Why it sometimes feels like "none of this is real" even after doing so much work Pseudo-liberation found within swinging *i...

Today we are diving into part 1 of our discussion on how the matrix infiltrates the spiritual healing space. We will be covering: How & why "healing" becomes a hamster wheel Red flags that your healing journey isn't actually getting to the root of the problem When the attempt to heal becomes a way for the matrix to harvest your pain Malevolent forces that masquerade as "you" within the shadow Spir...

Today we are diving into part 2 of our discussion on harsh initiations within the spiritual journey. We will be covering: tripwire curses vs. divine tower moments  how initiations intensify when your path & purpose are "dark" how past life deals with malevolent spirits impact your current life & mission unconscious beliefs that may be making your path harder the result of having cut yourself off f...

Welcome back to the show! Today we are diving into harsh initiations on the spiritual journey. We will be covering: Reflecting upon & integrating the lessons of 2024 What sacred initiations are: the purpose of the experience & how to tell if you're in one The cause of being blindsided with an initiation The "spirit pyramid" & false light in the spiritual space How timeline frequencies & psychic at...

Today we are diving into part 3 of my ayahuasca experience! I share in-depth about my personal experience during the second half of the first ceremony, as well as the second ceremony - including the massive veil ayahuasca dropped around what is really responsible for all malevolent spirit attacks against humanity. You do NOT want to miss this!  Spend your summer with Kristen diving into dark spiri...

Today we are diving into part 2 of my ayahuasca experience! I share in-depth about my personal experience within the first ceremony - you do not want to miss this! Spend your summer with Kristen diving into dark spirituality! Grab your ticket to the SUMMER MASTERCLASS SERIES HERE: https://www.kristenramezzana.com/summer-masterclass-series Come for one day or bundle all 4 for a discount!   Snag a s...

Today we are diving into part 1 of my ayahuasca experience! We are covering: -capacity & depth within a plant medicine journey -the importance of being extremely mindful when crafting intentions  -the danger of wounded light and spiritual bypassing in the plant medicine space -how vampires & other malevolent spirits interact with those in ceremony space -how the frequency of the facilitators and t...

Today we are diving deep into one of my favorite topics - malevolent spirits! We'll be talking about 6 common misconceptions when it comes to dealing with attachments, and the truth behind each!   Spend your summer with Kristen diving into dark spirituality! Grab your ticket to the SUMMER MASTERCLASS SERIES HERE: https://www.kristenramezzana.com/summer-masterclass-series Come for one day or bundle...

Today we're diving into part 2 of last week's episode! We will be covering: navigating the "lag" with timeline magic plant medicine & death portals  transcending the void by clearing attachments and karmic contracts  what rebirth really means & how to anchor into that new frequency the secret to navigating multiple death & rebirths  Spend your summer with Kristen diving into dark spirituality! Gra...

In honor of the 6/6 portal and Gemini New Moon the podcast is back and better than ever! Today we're diving into a topic that was heavily requested by you guys - death & the void! In today's episode we're discussing: what a spiritual death entails & who is most prone to it what causes volatility within death moments death & escapism death portals & what causes them sacred initiations  the void: wh...

In today's episode we are diving deep into microdosing and plant medicine! We will be discussing: my thoughts on plant medicine & how to use it safely the difference between microdosing and plant medicine ceremonies what microdosing is & how to do it   my personal experience with microdosing & sacred mushroom ceremony blending microdosing with shadow work & working with demons   The doors are offi...

Are you triggered by witchcraft? Interested in magick but still a bit apprehensive about diving in? Terrified of doing it wrong? Do you feel like you're sabotaging your spells from working? All of these may be signs of past life ritual trauma! Listen to today's episode to understand how this may be affecting you, as well as how to heal it! Connect with Kristen on IG & Tiktok: @the_underworld_queen...