Andrea Appelwick | If I Could Say One More Thing

If I Could Say One More Thing

Fiction EN ↓ 29 episodes

A podcast about the words left unsaid... the unfinished conversations that linger in memory. Through real stories from real people , each episode explores love, loss, grief, and the moments that still echo. Part storytelling, part reflection, If I Could Say One More Thing is a safe space for memory, closure, and connection. 💫 Share your story, support the show, or explore more: https://linktr.ee/IfICouldSayOneMoreThing

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Andrea Appelwick | If I Could Say One More Thing

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Fiction

Latest episode

Jul 6, 2026

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Episodes

S02E14 | The Call He Almost Didn’t Answer 06.07.2026

There are calls we ignore because we’re busy. And then there are calls we ignore because we’re not.   In this episode, Luke is standing in front of his open fridge on a warm July evening in Trieste when his phone rings. The number isn’t saved. He considers letting it go.   But then he answers.   On the other end is Matthew, his younger brother, the person he hasn’t really spoken to in years. What...

S02E13 | The Date That Meant Two Things 22.06.2026

The date was chosen for us. That’s what made it impossible to ignore. In this episode, a woman signs the final papers of her divorce on the same day she once said yes... her wedding anniversary. Thirty years, distilled into a signature. Not an ending marked by heartbreak, but by something quieter… a shift in gravity. The Date That Meant Two Things is a reflective audio story about the kinds of rel...

S02E12 | The Place I Still Have 08.06.2026

The place was still there. I just didn’t know if I was.   In this episode, a mother and daughter sit side by side after a family wedding, sharing a quiet car ride to the airport. Nothing dramatic has happened between them, just the slow accumulation of distance that can form over years of trying to love each other in ways that don’t quite land.   The Place I Still Have is a reflective audio story...

S02E11 | The Question I Didn’t Ask 25.05.2026

The question was ready. I wasn’t.   In this episode, a woman stands at the end of an ordinary evening: a doorway, a pause, a familiar urge to seek clarity. What follows isn’t a confrontation or a turning point in the traditional sense, but a quiet decision, one that marks a shift in how she listens to herself, and how she understands when a question no longer belongs to her.   The Question I Didn’...

S02E10 | The Reunion I Declined 11.05.2026

She wasn’t afraid to go. She just didn’t want to.   In “The Reunion I Declined,” a woman in her late twenties receives an invitation to her ten-year high school reunion. What unfolds isn’t a dramatic refusal or a moment of confrontation, but a quiet reckoning with timing, self-trust, and the difference between showing up and staying intact.   This is a reflective audio story about discernment, abo...

S02E09 | The Seat I Didn’t Take 27.04.2026

Some shifts don’t announce themselves. They simply ask you to stay.     In The Seat I Didn’t Take, Clara finds herself in an ordinary moment on a train: an empty seat, a pause, a familiar impulse to step aside. What follows isn’t a dramatic turning point, but a subtle interruption of a lifelong pattern, the habit of leaving early, of making space before being asked.    This episode is a reflective...

S02E08 | The Person Who Knew Me Before 13.04.2026

What happens when someone from your childhood recognizes you before you recognize yourself?   In The Person Who Knew Me Before, Jennifer unexpectedly runs into her former babysitter decades later in Thousand Oaks, California. What begins as a brief, ordinary encounter becomes something quieter and more profound: a moment of being seen without explanation, by someone who knew her before adulthood t...

S02E07 | The Spring I Returned to Myself 30.03.2026

Twenty-six years after a promise made lightly in a botanical garden, a woman imagines returning, not to change the past, but to understand it.   In this episode, Liora revisits a single season from her twenties and the man she never quite left behind. What unfolds is not a love story, but a meditation on timing, tenderness, and the quiet ways certain people shape us simply by how they move through...

S02E06 | The Dinner I Never Had 16.03.2026

At a white-tablecloth restaurant, the narrator orders for two and speaks to the empty chair across the table: his brother, equal parts mischief and heart. Between Brussels sprouts, burgers, and the check placed equidistant between the living and the loved, they unpack sibling rivalries, timing, and the debts we can’t settle once time closes the kitchen. A tender, funny elegy about family choreogra...

S02E05 | The Walk We Never Took 02.03.2026

On a SoHo corner, Zach recognizes Hannah, the high-school first who still sounds like a skipped stone. They trade a hug, life updates, and restraint. This is not a cheating fantasy, but a careful honoring of who they were and who they chose. The real walk happens later, in his head: past the Hudson, across years, toward the words he never said. Some loves are rivers you live beside; you don’t need...

S02E04 | The One I Almost Became 16.02.2026

At a Santa Barbara wedding, Aiden and Nora, once "something friend-adjacent", trade jokes, truth, and the kind of honesty that didn’t exist in their twenties. Between fairy lights and ocean air, they admit what went wrong: mistaking comfort for connection, potential for promise. No grand gestures, no stolen endings... just two people who can finally stand next to each other and not flinch. A story...

S02E03 | The Translation That Changed Everything 02.02.2026

Years after a whirlwind Trieste romance ends in a windblown note, “I have to go earlier… forgive me for all”, a different translation reframes everything. Was it abandonment, or a plea to be gentle with the story? Through language nerdiness, sonic memories, and the mercy of nuance, this episode explores how words carry tone, how "go ahead" isn’t the same as "leave early," and why reframing a goodb...

S02E02 | The Painting I Never Bought (And Finally Did) 20.01.2026

In Trieste’s Sunday market, a small yellow field with a crooked horizon becomes a quiet ghost... a painting left behind for €30 that turns into years of second-guessing. When it reappears eleven years later (more cracked, more expensive, still itself), Elliot finally buys it and, with it, permission to notice again: better cappuccino, braver apologies, small second chances hiding in plain sight. T...

S02E01 | The Wrong Suitcase 06.01.2026

After a baggage mix-up, Maya brings home a stranger’s suitcase and opens a life by accident: a chef’s apron, a playlist for endurance, and a notebook of tender recipes written between grief notes and reminders to buy flowers on Mondays. In two borrowed days, she cooks his pasta, listens to his songs, and discovers the shape of a man who bakes at 3 a.m. for his daughters. When the airline finally c...

S01E14 | Half A Christmas tree 23.12.2025

When Susan brought home a half-sized Christmas tree, she thought it would be nothing more than a small gesture for a quiet season. But one by one, each ornament carried her back... to laughter, heartbreak, loss, and love that still lingers. Inspired by a real listener request (names changed), this story explores memory, grief, and the unexpected ways the past continues to speak through the smalles...

S01E13 | The Call I Finally Returned 09.12.2025

A son discovers a forgotten voicemail from his father... just 33 seconds long, hesitant, and late in arriving. Years of silence sit between them, but within that brief message lies the weight of everything unsaid. Inspired by a real listener request (names changed), this story explores distance, regret, and the complicated love that survives even when words fail. Followed by a heartfelt conversati...

S01E12 | The Stranger Who Paid My Bill 25.11.2025

Sometimes, the smallest gestures leave the deepest mark. For Ally, it was an ordinary café, a bowl of soup, and a stranger in a gray coat who quietly paid her bill before vanishing. She never got the chance to thank him... but his kindness reshaped the way she saw herself, and the way she treats others. Inspired by a real listener request (names changed), this story explores chance encounters, inv...

S01E11 | The Promise We Never Kept 11.11.2025

Childhood friends Daniel and Eli once swore they’d never lose touch. But life has a way of turning promises into memories. Years later, they reunite for a single day... revisiting old jokes, forgotten parks, and the ache of what time has quietly taken away. Inspired by a real request (names changed), this story explores nostalgia, regret, and the fragile hope of rekindling a bond that once felt un...

S01E10 | The Karaoke Duet That Never Happened 28.10.2025

Sometimes the biggest regrets aren’t the things we did, but the moments we let slip away.   For Sam, it was a Wednesday night at a karaoke bar, when a girl named Annie invited him to sing Islands in the Stream. He stayed in his seat. She sang without him. And yet, that unsung duet has echoed ever since... shaping his memories, his choices, and the way he thinks about missed joy. Inspired by a real...

S01E09 | If It Weren’t for You 14.10.2025

Evie once shared something rare with Theo... a bond built on music, late-night messages, and the quiet thrill of being seen. Then, without warning, he vanished. Left with silence, she wonders what might happen if she reached out after all this time. Would he answer? And if he did, what would it change? Inspired by a real request (names changed), this story explores connection, disappearance, and t...

S01E08 | Beyond the Blur 30.09.2025

They messaged every day for a year... but never met. Until Barcelona. What happens when someone risks clarity over the safety of the blur? Inspired by a real listener request (names changed), this story explores timing, tenderness, and the courage it takes to truly show up.   💌 Do you have a story that still lingers? Send it to: https://linktr.ee/IfICouldSayOneMoreThing

S01E07 | One Last Coffee with Mom 16.09.2025

In a dream, a son returns to his childhood kitchen... where his late mother waits with coffee and quiet wisdom. This episode explores grief, shame, and the tender moment when you finally listen to the words you always needed to hear. 💌 Do you have a story that still lingers? Send it to: https://linktr.ee/IfICouldSayOneMoreThing

S01E01 | The Letter Never Sent 02.09.2025

Michelle rediscovers a letter she wrote to her estranged father as a teenager… a letter she never sent. In this debut episode, we imagine the response she always longed for, and the quiet healing that follows. Blending immersive audio with a heartfelt interview, this story explores memory, regret, and the tender power of words left unsaid.   💌 Do you have a story that lingers? Send it to: https:/...

S01E02 | Ghosted Without a Trace 02.09.2025

When James vanished without a word, Claire was left with only questions. In this episode, we imagine the conversation she never got to have... about love, silence, and the shape of closure. Inspired by a real listener request (names changed), this story lingers on the echoes of unfinished goodbyes and what it means to move forward when answers never come.   💌 Have a story that still tugs at you?...

S01E03 | The Song That Still Plays 02.09.2025

A grocery aisle. A song. And the sudden sense that someone you lost is standing right behind you. In this episode, a grieving brother follows a melody back to the moment he never got... and finally says what grief left unfinished. Includes a real conversation with the listener who requested this story (names changed).   💌 Have a story that still lingers? Send it to: https://linktr.ee/IfICouldSayO...

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