Here We Grow

Finally, with the help of the State of Indiana, Angelica is free of Rage. There are no more manipulation tactics to be played. Angelica tells us how this 10 year long nightmare finally ended and how good it felt for it to be over. She shares what she has learned from the experience and what others can learn from her story. Trigger Warnings: sexual, emotional abuse Resources: https://www.charliehea...

At this point Angelica is on the verge of freedom and she’s trying her hardest to claw her way there. But she has to drudge through more of Rage’s tactics. He won’t make it easy. This is called post-separation abuse. Eventually Angelica has to start making decisions for her safety and it turns out, it is a good thing she did. Trigger Warnings: sexual, emotional abuse Resources: https://www.charlie...

The glass has shattered, and for the first time, the damage to Angelica’s trust is permanent. She has decisions to make about what to do next. Recognizing his control is slipping, Rage throws every "hail Mary" he can think of to dismantle her sanity, cloud her judgment and to try and back pedal the damage he has caused but it is not enough. Trigger Warnings: sexual, emotional abuse Resou...

The wedding is here and things are wild. From warning signs and red flags leading up to the wedding, the serious tainting of the specialness of the big day, there is so much to go over. Angelica learns a lot during this time frame. And any newlywed bliss is short-lived as Rage’s dirty secrets come to light and dismantle their lives. Trigger Warnings: sexual, emotional abuse Resources: https://www....

Rage has started to build a life with Angelica, something she has always wanted, but we later learn that nothing has changed, besides the mask getting stronger. More rollercoasters ensue in this episode and we learn all the struggles leading up to the planning of the wedding. Trigger Warnings: sexual, emotional abuse Resources: https://www.charliehealth.com/mental-health/personality-disorders/sign...

By now, the pattern of Rage’s behavior is undeniable, but the complexity of the trap is only growing. Angelica deconstructs some integral parts of their relationship’s calculated highs and lows, how it’s affecting outside relationships and what Angelica has to do to cope. She draws out a map of emotional and physical betrayal at the hands of Rage and his excuses that came with them. Trigger Warnin...

At this point in the timeline we are beginning to understand Angelica and Rage’s relationship as adults figuring out the world. In addition to these typical relationship pains that occur when taking a relationship from childhood to adulthood, Angelica finds herself in some of the most abusive parts of this relationship yet. Rage is laying down the framework for the level of control he holds for th...

To understand how a decade can be stolen, we have to go back to the very beginning, when Angelica first started dating Rage. The beginning of this relationship was a precursor for everything that followed. In this episode, we trace the invisible threads between childhood and our choice in partners. Angelica maps out exactly how her upbringing created the perfect blueprint for Rage to follow—and wh...

As Angelica begins to tell the story of her ten year long toxic and abusive relationship, we knew it would be important to preface that story with education about what narcissism is. Before we can understand her survival, we have to understand the textbook of the predator. Narcissism isn't just vanity; it’s a dangerous personality disorder that leaves its victims with scars from psychological,...

We’re celebrating our 100th episode by dressing up like we’re 100 years old and playing bingo with a twist. Each bingo square represents something off a list of things that are none of our business! Join us for a fun celebration and find these two old ladies on Instagram today.

Join us to discuss an interesting cold case from November 17, 1978 where murder struck the town of Speedway, IN. Except the police didn’t think it was a murder, leading to a complete mishandling of the investigation. Who killed the 4 teenage victims that night? Trigger warnings for murder, crime scene, missing persons

We take a brief moment to report on, and speculate on the active missing baby case from California that has since turned into a murder investigation. Then, we deep dive into what is going on in the industry that preys on “troubled” teens and discuss deeper meanings behind it all. What really is a “troubled” teen? tw: mentions of child abuse, murder, SA, etc

You know the trend, name all the shitty things your ex did and laugh about how dumb it was to stay with them anyways! Sometimes its serious, and sometimes it's just an ick. We read these stories from the strangers on the internet, and may or may not have some of our own. TW: for mentions of abuse

Hey guys, we’re back! In this episode, Kelsi listened to an audiobook all in one day and then regurgitated it to Angelica. This book is “Who Deserves Your Love” by KC Davis. Join us to talk about her insights into relationships, conflict in relationships, and things like the vulnerability cycle. Find links to her book and her other content in the show notes. https://www.walmart.com/ip/12993873980?...

Join us to ramble about our week, rant about the actual meaning of "liberal", the true meaning behind the Juneteenth holiday and then eventually get to the topic, Personality Disorders. Someone you know may have a personality disorder and it may the key to understanding how they treat you and others. Listen along.

Catch up with us on a situation that Kelsi went through. Narcissism is highly dangerous to the people in come in contact with someone exhibiting traits. We are not just talking about a big ego, or flattering self image. This is expert manipulation tactics and psychological abuse that cause years of damage. There are many types of narcissism, but the covert variety is especially hard to catch. List...

Angelica has an exciting announcement! After that, this episode becomes a smorgasbord of yapping about time to heal after a break up, self love and reflection, happiness from within, a hyperfocus on plants and a splash of reality TV. 

Reading strangers' confessions and AITAH stories for your entertainment. Confinement, divorce, affairs, mean step parents, skinny shaming, what the helly?! We also learn that identical twins are freaks of nature and in fact do not run in families.

Trigger Warning: Please listen with caution. Popular in the 90s, "haunted houses" put on by the evangelical church, are spun as fun outreach events, but actually putting on gruesome scenes of "sins" and worst-case scenarios to scare anyone who visits. These scenes terrified visitors some as young as 10 years old, witnessing skits about murder, rape, suicide, abortion and more,...

In Angelica's yap session, learn with Kelsi about the other women who boarded the Blue Origin Spacecraft alongside Katy Perry and its actual purpose. We also go over the entire timeline of the messiness that is Hailey Bieber- crazed fan or #1 manifester? The video we referenced with the receipts: https://youtu.be/wi5khawZC_o?si=dUxaQ4HnF_tl1Foi Interesting Benny Blanco Interview: https://youtu.be/...

HAPPY PODAVERSARY! Can you believe we have been doing this for 2 whole years! Join us to reminisce on the 88 episodes we have released thus far. We play some ALARMING clips from the past, and talk about why we were passionate about some of these episodes! To many many more!

You asked for it. Let’s talk about all things brainwashing. Who is most susceptible and how do people snap out of it!? You can also expect tangents about chicken eggs, snake eggs and the history of the vibrator. Trigger Warnings: abuse, cults, manipulation, suicide, captivity, kidnapping, rape, grooming

On today’s episode, we share stories of inspiring and amazing women. A way to honor women this month and always, is by acknowledging their hard work, effort, fierceness and devotion. Make sure you remind them of just how awesome they are and if you don’t have a woman like this in your life, maybe reflect on that. We also talk about Suni and Butch, the two astronauts who safely returned to Earth af...

Discover Kelsi’s superpower called “info-dumping” as she raves about all things basketball, Pacers vs. Bucks lore, and more. Angelica tries to stump Kelsi on riddles, and then Kelsi tests Angelica’s Taboo skills. Join us for a chill episode amongst the chaos in the world right now. <3

Emily Pike was a 14-year-old missing girl from Mesa, Arizona, whose murder has reignited the conversation for MMIP and the lack of media coverage over their cases. We give a rundown of Emily Pike’s tragic case along with unbelievable statistics on MMIP. We encourage you to educate yourself and spread awareness. Please check the trigger warnings and listen with care.  Trigger Warnings: murder, dism...