HayaaWithMaryam

"In this deeply personal episode, Maryam opens up about her teenage years, dealing with loneliness, and feeling like she didn't fit in. She shares the 'secret weapon' that changed her life (Salatul Duha) and how choosing closeness with Allah actually fixed her social life, her academic focus, and her mental health. If you feel like the 'odd one out,' this episode is for you. Learn how to stop chas...

Welcome back to the podcast! As we navigate the First 10 Days of Ramadan—the Days of Mercy (Rahmah)—we’re diving deep into what it means to experience Allah’s grace in our daily lives, especially as women. In this episode, we break down: • Spirituality on Your Period: How to stay connected through Dhikr and Dua when you can’t pray or fast. (Ref: Surah Ar-Ra'd 13:28). • Mercy in Mistakes: What happ...

"Welcome to my first-ever Ramadan series. As the world slows down, we’re leaning into the stillness. Join me every [Day/Week] for a collection of reflections, spiritual reminders, and conversations designed to ground our hearts and renew our intentions. Let’s make this month a journey back to what matters most."

In this heartfelt episode, I open up about one of the most silent struggles many teenagers face — loneliness. Whether you’re surrounded by people but still feel unseen, or you’re navigating life alone, this episode is for you. We’ll talk about the reasons why loneliness happens in your teenage years, how it affects your mental and spiritual well-being, and most importantly — how to heal through it...

Why do friendships — something meant to bring comfort — sometimes cause pain instead? In this episode, I open up about the quiet heartbreak that comes with friendship struggles: being misunderstood, outgrowing people you once loved, or realizing the bond isn’t mutual. We reflect on the emotional and spiritual dimensions of friendship from an Islamic lens, explore signs of unhealthy attachments, an...

What do you do when you catch feelings as a Muslim girl? In this heart-to-heart episode, Maryam explores the reality of crushes, male friendships, and emotional boundaries through the lens of Islam. From late-night texts to silent obsessions, she unpacks what it means to guard your heart and protect your hayaa in a world that normalizes emotional exposure. ✨ You’ll learn: ​ Why feelings aren’t ha...

In this heartfelt episode, I explore the quiet struggle many Muslims face but rarely speak about — Imposter Syndrome in Deen. Have you ever felt like you’re not “religious enough”? Like everyone else is closer to Allah than you are? Or that your past mistakes disqualify you from seeking His mercy? You’re not alone. Let’s talk about those whispers of inadequacy, the pressure to appear perfect, and...

In this very first episode of HayaaWithMaryam, I open up about something so many of us silently struggle with — the constant pressure to be more, do more, prove more. From the weight of expectations in school and social media, to the fear of falling behind in life and deen, I share my personal journey of unlearning pressure and choosing peace instead. This is your reminder that it’s okay to slow d...