Han Nefkens

Episode 56: White bread with strawberry jam 30.12.2022 3:16 ↓

“By sharing his remembrances, our lives become even more intertwined”

Episode 55: Thriller 16.12.2022 3:17 ↓

"Was my desire to be back in that moment of not knowing so overpowering that it swept away those forty years?" 

Episode 54: A blessing 01.12.2022 3:06 ↓

‘I feel that I haven't even started to untangle the complexities in the world and in my head.’ 

Episode 53: Standing together on one leg 18.11.2022 3:32 ↓

 ‘The power of support and collaboration has marked these past thirty-five years as much as the many challenges.’

Episode 52: I have solution for your problem 28.10.2022 1:41 ↓

‘I still feel that I’m lazy. It's a kind of mental anorexia completely disconnected from reality.’

Episode 51: What I tell myself 13.10.2022 3:10 ↓

“I talk about the importance of flow but at the same time, I block myself”. 

Episode 50: Love thyself last 29.09.2022 2:57 ↓

‘Thanks to Shakespeare, a passion for myself is no longer compulsory.’

Episode 49: An innocent game 15.09.2022 3:16 ↓

"I would like to dance through life without the nonsensical demands I make of myself."

Episode 48: Sailing rather than rowing 01.09.2022 3:46 ↓

"My fear of wasting time makes me waste time."

Episode 47: A minor act of sabotage 18.08.2022 3:43 ↓

Am I addicted to the feeling of having fallen short because it’s a feeling I know so well, even though I dislike it?

Episode 46: A photo for the family chat 05.08.2022 3:36 ↓

“It was the clinging to those moments I remembered more than the moments themselves.”

Episode 45: Taking the plunge 21.07.2022 3:21 ↓

“Am I so intimidated by that empty screen that my mind goes equally blank?”

Episode 44: It's quiet in Amsterdam 13.07.2022 3:53 ↓

"How little we know of ourselves". 

Episode 43: Letting go of my convictions 08.07.2022 33:57 ↓

“How valid are my criteria that are so informed by my cultural background?”

Episode 42: Noise cancelling fantasies 23.06.2022 3:05 ↓

“Unlike an idea, a fantasy is not meant to be put to action. But can a fantasy grow into an idea?”  

Episode 41: I miss our old home 10.06.2022 2:59 ↓

“How will the friends who’ve passed away find us back now that we’ve moved?”

Episode 40: The caged bird sings differently 27.05.2022 3:16 ↓

"What are the bars with which I’ve built my own cage? "

Episode 39: Why I need my dog to help me write 12.05.2022 3:15 ↓

“Like a self-fulfilling prophecy, the fear of not being able to write keeps me from writing.”

Episode 38: Routine 28.04.2022 3:45 ↓

“I don’t feel survivors’ guilt but rather survivors’ indignation.”

Episode 37: Dinner invitation; or how the fear of missing out has come back with a vengeance. 14.04.2022 2:51 ↓

"Now that the world is calling, I find it hard to resist"

Episode 36: I am a temporary orphan 01.04.2022 3:37 ↓

"Am I being sentimental because I've had too little input so that I give exaggerated importance to small things?" 

Episode 35: May 2010 – Notion Motion 17.03.2022 3:44 ↓

“You know a work of art is good if it moves you as much or even more the second time you see it.”

Episode 34: September 2009 – Finger on her Cheek 10.03.2022 3:20 ↓

“I’m moved by the idea that I now have a role in the museum whose art works triggered my imagination when I was a boy.”

Episode 33: July 2008-Bangkok Love Ball 03.03.2022 1:53:53 ↓

“Being one with the people around me—there’s no more perfect happiness imaginable.”

Episode 32: October 2007 – Overnight stay 24.02.2022 3:50 ↓

“It was exciting to walk into another life that I could step back out of a couple of days later.”