From Behind This Chair

Man, let me tell you something. Life hits different when you hit 64. I'm not just talkin' about the body startin' to feel the years, but the mind too. The weight of grief hits deep, ya feel me? Losing my mother, father, uncle, and brother, each in their own way, changed me. My brother, he passed away alone, wasn't found for four days. That mess stays with you. Now, every time I get behind that whe...

In this episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with my middle son, Emmanuel, and we get into the kind of father and son conversation that a lot of families never really have out loud. We talk about fear, pride, discipline, parenting, and what happens when somebody gifted starts losing the love for what they do. Emmanuel opens up about music, songwriting, and why the industry, the pres...

In this reunion episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with two people who go way back with me, Victor Jackson, now Pastor Victor Jackson, and Tino Wilson. This is real friendship, real brotherhood, and the kind of bond that comes from high school football, college football, and growing through life together. We take it back nearly 50 years, talking about the work, the discipline, and...

In this homecoming episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with my sisters, Alice and Doretha, and we're taking it all the way back. We get into the kind of childhood memories that stay with you, having to choose food over fixing a cold house, getting pushed into hard moments way too young, and learning lessons the rough way. We talk about everything from a childhood fight our mother h...

In this episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm chopping it up with James Kamara and Sebastian Poitier about one real question: If you could run life back, what would you do different? James keeps it honest. He talks about wishing he had listened to his mom, taken school serious, and not let embarrassment in ESL classes shake his confidence. Being sent to continuation school changed his path, espec...

In this episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with my guy, Silky Slim. This one hits deep. Silky shares his journey from a childhood full of pain and abuse to a life of survival, addiction, and violence. He talks about a moment when he decided not to run from conflict, and how that shaped him into the man he is today. We get real about what it's like to be stuck in the system, how he...

I'm Doc Hamilton, and this one is as no filter as it gets. Tyler, James, and I trade uncensored stories and opinions about adult relationships, intimacy, boundaries, and consent. We get into how early exposure to explicit content can shape confidence, we break down the meanings behind certain adult slang, and we talk honestly about where limits come from and how communication changes everything. W...

In this episode, join me, Anthony 'Doc' Hamilton, as I sit down with Sam Mearridy and Terrell Jones to share our personal stories about money. We get real about our financial struggles, the impact of money on our relationships, and the lessons we've learned along the way. From making impulse purchases to understanding the role of money in our lives, this candid conversation touches on the societal...

What does homelessness really look like when you stop talking about people and start listening to them? In this episode of From Behind This Chair, the conversation moves past statistics and stereotypes and into lived experience. Men who have survived years on the street speak openly with host Anthony "Doc" Hamilton about dignity, brotherhood, faith, addiction, loss, and the moments that kept them...

In this deeply personal episode of From Behind This Chair, Anthony "Doc" Hamilton opens the door to questions many people are afraid to ask out loud: Where was God when I was being beaten? When I felt unloved? When I was sure I wouldn't make it? Joined by men who believe, Doc and his guests reflect on trauma, doubt, resilience, loss, and the slow, unfinished journey toward belief. This is not a se...

This is the conversation most men never have – until it's too late. In this episode of From Behind This Chair, Anthony "Doc" Hamilton speaks candidly about his experience with Peyronie's Disease ("PD"), a painful and misunderstood condition that affects thousands of men every year. With extreme honesty, humor, "real talk," and zero embarrassment, Doc and the guys break down what happens when mascu...

From Behind This Chair is a ROSE Media original built on the belief that the most powerful breakthroughs happen in everyday conversations – not behind closed doors, but where real life unfolds. Created by master barber Anthony "Doc" Hamilton, this podcast is a space to sit in the mess, talk through the tough moments, and turn truth into transformation. This trailer introduces ROSE Media and the vi...