For A Pessimist I’m Pretty Optimistic

delving into my astrological chart, i resonate and read along through the way the planets, my moon, and my sun play into how i'm perceived and how i express. it's so spicy.

in this episode, i chat quickly about the excitement about reopening a book i wrote when i was literally only twelve years old. nine years later, at twenty one, i've been inspired to write a second book, uncovering some themes and bits of the first book called 'she's the man,' that i felt deserved to be written about in the sequel to this series. yes, the series is inspired by the movie 'she's the...

friendships are tough, but i've never really found a time my inner circle stayed the same. here's some wholesome stories, advice to remain close with the ones you feel right about, and to distance from the ones that don't quite strike as right.

intuition is your soul's truest instinct to follow decision making that doesn't necessarily need conscious reasoning or debate, it's the trust in what's already within you, and one with you. by intuitively thinking we do not only resonate deeply with others around us, but with the earth that we walk our path on as well. 

'if i can't have love i want power' follows the story of queen Lila and the nightmares that follows within royal reign. so i'm gonna delve into some key themes and theories i have on this film by halsey, and the empowerment this brings for women along with an essence of femininity.

all things about clothes and the put together of outfits to express yourself through the feeling of color, linen, and accessories for all of the occasions my dudes. though quarantine is a fashion statement, we reminisce some of my past favorite outfits also. 

just some personal tips on acid and how to be safe/have fun with your psychedelics.

lately, i've been staying inside more than ever and during that time i just so happen to consume tik tok content quite frequently.

with the beginning of a segment on this podcast comes 'Fic Talk' which is the time I use to talk about the fiction I write while I'm not on this podcast recording. i've been writing for a long while now, since the spur of 2011, and i never got to have the chance to talk about the books i write, the progression and everything that goes into an online book. of course the plot to these books is a sec...

when the world's weight is on your shoulders, it is important you believe in something; whether that be yourself, religion, or the stars above. being at peace with yourself is significant to the opportunities that life gives you, so being mindful of your spirit is the sole key to happiness. 

a first kiss is something really special to me and am incredibly grateful for. it's something i've always wondered about since a young age, but the one that really counted and felt right wasn't until the age of seventeen. from an embarrassing time to when i kissed a boy during kindergarten nap time (and actually got in trouble for it), to when i kissed a boy on the cheek in the fifth grade, none f...

social media is inescapable, if the truth must be said. if there's any time to spare, social media is one of the things we tap away at through our phone screens, until the time dwindles. though it may seem like an innocent task at hand, as the days go by, we find that what we see on social media impacts our very emotions, and our views of the world. though the promise comes as being connected, for...

when concerts used to actually be the best thing before this pandemic, nostalgia stuck with me since those moments. from one direction, to 5 seconds of summer, to green day and g-eazy, here are a few memories that meant absolutely everything to me. 

in this episode, i manifest my inner film critic and share my theory and my opinion on the fear street movies from the beginning to end. as a fan of horror, i thought these movies had to be the best to ever release in 2021, and it isn't just the incredible casting that had me hooked, but really the entire story-line. it was incredibly hard to resist breaking down these movies and the interesting c...

everything on makeup, and how it can be empowering, sometimes drowning, and what can feel like an illusion after wearing it for days straight. don’t get me wrong, i love makeup. although in the second episode, i explain the emotional and mental aspect of what it’s like to wear a full face of makeup, and how a little of it can sometimes go a long way for me. i’ll also tell you my main three or four...

in the first episode, i open up about anxiety and the hardships of dealing with what it manifests into through the years of my youth. there are simply ways we can survive it, but even though we can't completely say goodbye to anxiety, it's always possible to heal from it through time.

in this introduction, i delve into my main purpose for this podcast, how i see it from my point of view, and what i mean to speak on for this podcast's entirety. if you're listening, you matter. as a voice that speaks on a fight for life and its thrill, there is not a second that goes by where your actions don't benefit you and what you stand for. so, live it up.