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Who has two thumbs, three kids home on summer break, a job, a mother recovering after knee replacement surgery,  two cars that need repairs, and forgot to upload the episode? (Nikki gestures to herself using her thumbs) THIS GUY. We wrap up our side quest about Lee Harvey Oswald with discussing his arrest, murder, and possible motives. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters...

We talk about Lee Harvey Oswald's movements in the days, hours, and minutes before the assassination of JFK and after, up to his arrest. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary: The Hidden Kennedy Daughter by Katie Clifford Larson, The First Kennedys: The Humber Roots of an American Dynasty by Neal Thomps...

On today's episode, we're taking a side quest into the life of Lee Harvey Oswald. Elements of his life seamlessly into conspiracies surrounding JFK's assassination. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary: The Hidden Kennedy Daughter by Katie Clifford Larson, The First Kennedys: The Humber Roots of an Ame...

Holy moly, it's episode 100! Wowzah! On today's episode, we explore the Bay of Pigs disaster, the Cuban Missile Crisis. Then, we walk through the facts of the assassinations of John F. Kennedy. Don't worry, we'll get conspiracy-y soon! Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary: The Hidden Kennedy Daughter b...

Today, we are continue talking about Jack's philandering during his time in the White House. We talk about the deaths of both Marilyn Monroe and Mary Pinchot Meyers, and how those deaths are linked to the Kennedy curse. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary: The Hidden Kennedy Daughter by Katie Clifford...

We are getting into the JFK of it all. When Nikki wrote the scripts for the JFK episodes, she planned on four episodes. Welp, we already had to make the first episode into a part one and part two. Sure, there's a ton of info and theories and whatever, but the length is more likely because JOY'S BACK! In part one of part one of the JFK episodes, we talk about Jack and Jackie's wedding, the babies t...

On today's episode, we look at the life and death of Joe Kennedy Jr. The loss of Joe Jr. directly led to Joe Sr. putting all of his own hopes for political domination on his second eldest son, John F. Kennedy. Joe Jr.'s death encapsulates how the Kennedy family's trait of thrill-seeking, even when coupled with noble reasons, have ultimately led to tragedy. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Tod...

Let's talk about Nikki's favorite Kennedy: Kathleen "Kick" Kennedy. She was a badass who blazed her own trail. But was her untimely death due to a curse or family hubris? Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary: The Hidden Kennedy Daughter by Katie Clifford Larson, The First Kennedys: The Humber Roots of...

We are diving into the lobotomy of Rosemary Kennedy, the tragedy of the belief that she needed to be "fixed" in the first place, and her life post-lobotomy. Thankfully, she found peace and joy toward the end of her life. Keep a critical ear out for threads of where we are today with Rosemary's nephew, RFK Jr. and MAHA. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lo...

We are back with a new episode and a format change! Joy and I are reworking how we create and present the pod. You'll hear Nikki's voice more and Joy is doing the heavy lifting behind the scenes, but both of our opinions and ideas will still be heard. In today's episode, we dive into the "lost Kennedy," Rosemary Kennedy. Could what happened to Rosemary been an early predictor of where we are now w...

Welcome back to the Kennedy Curse. Today, we talk about how the Kennedy family ended up in Boston from Ireland and the first generation born in the United States. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary: The Hidden Kennedy Daughter by Katie Clifford Larson, The First Kennedys: The Humber Roots of an Ameri...

Welcome back to the Kennedy Curse. Today, we talk about how the Kennedy family ended up in Boston from Ireland and the first generation born in the United States. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary: The Hidden Kennedy Daughter by Katie Clifford Larson, The First Kennedys: The Humber Roots of an Ameri...

Welcome to episode one of our new series: The Kennedy Curse. This is going to be a billion part series. No really. Nikki has been researching and writing since September. In this episode, we define "the curse," talking about the patterns of behavior we are going to see from the first Kennedy to come to America to today, and talk about the legacy of the Kennedy name in the United States. Check out...

We didn't want to do more episodes on the Duggars. Truly. It would mean they've just faded away. But, here we are. Joseph Duggar was arrested. Let's talk about what happened and what's next. Please note: Of course, more things happened between recording and posting. I'll do my best to record a mini-minisode with those updates and post soon! Please note again: My sound probably isn't amazing. I rec...

We continue walking through Joy's research into possible links between the crimes of Alex Murdaugh and Jeffrey Epstein. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources: https://www.postandcourier.com/news/jeffrey-epstein-estate-hilton-head-teen/article_a58fcca8-ba02-4303-91df-35665fd69a36.html https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet%2012/EFTA02858481.pdf https://assets.news...

Joy did some research into a few specific documents from the Epstein files. Did Epstein recognize the value of South Carolina as a key part of trafficking routes? Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources: https://www.postandcourier.com/news/jeffrey-epstein-estate-hilton-head-teen/article_a58fcca8-ba02-4303-91df-35665fd69a36.html https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSe...

Our final episode (for now) on the Murdaugh Murders. We walk through the most recent appeal that Alex's team brought to the South Carolina Supreme Court. If he is granted a new trial, we will be back with more on this case. Until then, onto a new series next week! Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters

On today's episode, we keep talking through the appeals process and what we think will come next for Alex Murdaugh. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters

Welcome back! Today, we talk about Alex Murdaugh's appeals and what the future may hold. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters

Welcome back! Today, we talk about Alex Murdaugh's appeals and what the future may hold. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters

On today's episode, we talk about Alex Murdaugh's murder trial, and start to explore the depths of his financial crimes. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters

We are back to our coverage on the Murdaugh Murders. We are continuing through the timeline of the days, weeks, and months after the deaths of Maggie and Paul. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters

We continue walking through the indictment of JP Miller and discuss what we think he will plea. Note: This episode was recorded before the arraignment. Check out episode 79 to hear Nikki discuss the outcome of the hearing. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters justiceformica.com Mica's Law and Mica's List - Provided by Luna Shark Media #justiceformica

We walk through the indictment of John Paul Miller, and discuss the arraignment. Is justice coming? Note: This episode was recorded before the arraignment. Check out episode 79 to hear Nikki discuss the outcome of the hearing. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters justiceformica.com Mica's Law and Mica's List - Provided by Luna Shark Media #justiceformica

We've got a minisode today to give you an update about JP Miller's January 12, 2026 arraignment. We will be back soon with our regular release schedule, and a deep-dive into the contents of the indictment. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters justiceformica.com Mica's Law and Mica's List - Provided by Luna Shark Media #justiceformica