Dose of Delusion

Send us Fan Mail Okay, so... somehow we started by catching up on life and within ten minutes we were talking about World Pride, Texas, Hilary Duff, Ozempic, Botox, curly hair routines, and whether Jay should just go to Turkey and buy himself a new head of hair. Naturally. We also get into body image, making new friends as adults, why nobody acknowledged Jay's 10-pound weight loss (he's...

Send us Fan Mail Okay so Jay finally has an in-person guest (Stephanie) and within seconds they go from cute boys to a full breakdown of “designer delusion” - aka thinking a Lululemon outfit will fix your life all while Jay casually admits he ordered multiple Fashion Nova packages to the wrong addresses and just accepted his fate... Then Steph counters with “I didn’t shop for 4.5 years” (shade), s...

Send us Fan Mail Okay so Jay brings on his straight, suspiciously too good of an ally friend Max, and what starts as a chill convo turns into a full-on identity unpacking spiral. They argue about Heated Rivalry. Max says it’s basically gay porn with a weak plot, and Jay’s like… no babe, that’s trauma, repression, and lived experience. Then suddenly we’re deep in the trenches talking about being cl...

Send us Fan Mail So... AJ is off this week chasing big career dreams, Jay brings Dinah in, and within minutes we’re dealing with angry mothers, engagement ring decision paralysis, and a Jacksonville trip where Jay gets bullied into eating a moldy sandwich like it’s totally normal. Then the two of them spiral into The Traitors , Alan Cumming in a leather harness, Ryan Murphy being ridiculously tale...

Send us Fan Mail Okay so AJ is glowing because Botox, Jay is experimenting with Vaseline like he’s in a dermatology lab, then Jay joins gay kickball and realizes it’s basically the IRS with jerseys. We get mad about shoe rules, talk Benito Bowl and people acting dumb, laugh at Jill Zarin getting dropped, and then Jay finds out his LDL is elite and starts strutting like he’s booked for Fashion Week...

Send us Fan Mail Jay fumbled so hard this week that he accidentally deleted the entire episode. Like, fully Thanos-snapped our recording into the shadow realm. So today’s drop is an oldie but a goodie, pulled straight from the Dose of Delusion vault because we refuse to let Jay’s “oopsie” ruin your weekly mess.

Send us Fan Mail  Jay and AJ swap winter-storm war stories from DC and Texas, roast panic-buying culture, then detour into Jay’s West Wing White House tour (including the Oval Office and the Truman Bowling Alley). AJ shares what he’s been up to socially in San Antonio, gives a full New Year’s recap, and they land on their comfort-food obsession: reality TV (RHOSLC reunion timing confusion and Trai...

Send us Fan Mail Season 4 is here. Jay and AJ kick off 2026 with intentions (not resolutions), then Jay drops his most unhinged Lyft experience yet: a two-minute pre-recorded “tip me or else” audio, a ride ended early, and a TikTok that went viral. From there it’s full reality TV court: Salt Lake reunion chaos, BH’s new girl energy, Sutton slander, and Traitors hot takes (including Michael Rapapor...

Send us Fan Mail Jay and AJ catch up on chaotic nights out, surprise run-ins with RuPaul’s Drag Race girls, and holiday plans that involve more chosen family than blood relatives. Jay recaps a soul-filling trip home, frat-boy mattress life, and a truly unhinged Lyft ride that turns into a full role reversal. Things pivot into Housewives territory, with strong opinions on Salt Lake City, Meredith M...

Send us Fan Mail Jay and AJ open the episode with chaotic banter and AJ’s recap of a fully booked San Antonio weekend of DJs, Sundown Social, and low-key crushing on DJ Surge. Jay then spirals into the saga of the “gayla” disaster: the tux shop was closed, he panic-shopped across Marshall’s, Target, Zara, and Macy’s, paid full price against his will, but still showed up serving Calvin Klein at a f...

Send us Fan Mail In this Dose of Delusion episode, Jay and AJ unpack the consequences of AJ cheating on his hot barber and ending up with a crooked South Side lineup right before major events, while Jay is drowning in government taskers and bingeing every “Selling…” show like it’s his second job. Sean vs Austin on Selling OC triggers a very real rant about messy straight men who flirt, blur lines,...

Send us Fan Mail Jay and AJ catch up like two people who survived Halloween on vibes and Amazon Prime. Jay tells the story of him and Renae showing up to a DC house party dressed as “CDC employees laid off by RFK Jr.” with badges so legit people actually thought they worked for the government, then realizing there was a secret costume contest they obviously won. AJ runs through San Antonio’s marat...

Send us Fan Mail Jay swears he didn’t want to go to Boston, and destiny punished him accordingly; with a sleepy drag show, a performer named Frisky Business , and a full-blown lecture for calling someone “darling.” Meanwhile, AJ was playing Acting Manager of the Year, juggling puppy fights, power outages, and employee chaos like a Bravo crossover episode. Between a $35 Hamilton miracle (third row,...

Send us Fan Mail Jay and AJ regroup after a missed week and unleash a full catch-up: AJ leans into day drinking, plays promoter at Sundown Social, and covers over local DJs, while Jay survives a cursed travel run from SLC to LaGuardia that includes surprise TSA at the gate, a touch-and-go landing, and a neighbor who kept farting until Google Translate saved the cabin. The boys revisit Crumbl’s har...

Send us Fan Mail Jay and AJ catch up like two besties on a layover: AJ just survived COVID and discovered he is now a proud ga(y)mer, Jay is living his hotel upgrade fantasy in Salt Lake with bartender hookups, Park City sightings, and bartender drama that sparks a deep dive into lavender marriages, lavender husbands, and the weird economics of queer cover arrangements. They riff on reality TV rec...

Send us Fan Mail Season 3 kicks off with Jay plotting a move, flirting with hotel-life, and admitting Taco Bell is now just a sometimes treat. We spiral into the Crumbl cookie circus, pink boxes, TikTok outing drama, and why internalized homophobia is the real stale cookie. “Homiesexual” gets decoded, “demisexual” gets respect, and yes, Jay uses the term demi-glaze because he’s hungry and…correct....

Send us Fan Mail This episode revolves around the theme of growth, reflection, and navigating the complexities of friendships in the new year. The hosts share personal experiences about gym memberships, movie reviews, and the importance of self-worth while addressing the need to cut ties with toxic relationships.  • Reflecting on the highs and lows of the past year  • Discussing fitness journeys a...

Send us Fan Mail This episode explores the intersection of holiday joy, personal reflections, and cultural commentary. With updates on family happenings, AI discussions, and reality TV gossip, we dive deep into the values of leisure and connection. • Sharing personal updates about holiday experiences  • Discussing the benefits and challenges of time off  • Anecdotes about festive attire and holida...

Send us Fan Mail Jay and AJ are back, discussing the ups and downs of the holiday season, from battling Texas chill and attending multiple Thanksgiving dinners to navigating the madness of Black Friday shopping. AJ shares stories of a low-key holiday while Jay recounts the challenge of four feasts in one day. The conversation takes an unexpected turn, touching on a high-profile incident with the C...

Send us Fan Mail On this episode of Dose of Delusion , AJ and Jay reflect on their weekend adventures, with AJ revisiting the 80s cult classic Kroll and Jay indulging in a day of relaxation and snacks. Their conversation takes a fun detour through memories of Las Vegas, the Bellagio's floral displays, and laughs over Miss Congeniality and an upcoming Pentatonix concert. They share heartwarmin...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode, we recount our fun-filled Halloween weekend, packed with creativity and laughter. AJ relives his block party experience, featuring DJ Rue D's performance and a lumberjack costume that sparked a newfound love for facial hair. Meanwhile, I share stories of romantic adventures and my memorable "Gay Black Jesus" costume. We also dive into the quirky tre...

Send us Fan Mail In this spirited episode of "Dose of Delusion," AJ's Red Riding Hood costume sparks hilarious conversations about social escapades, including a charming wedding reconnection and a culinary adventure at a trendy fusion restaurant. AJ's legendary Halloween party experiences add to the fun, while the hosts navigate FOMO surrounding a future apocalypse. A road trip...

Send us Fan Mail Just when you thought it was safe to skip your daily Dose of Delusion, we're back and ready to serve up some serious chaos! In this lively update, AJ, our resident Silver Fox, shares his thrilling new role in property management, reigniting his passion. As Halloween approaches, we're planning costumes and reminiscing about past celebrations, while also gearing up for eve...

Send us Fan Mail In a humorous podcast episode, hosts AJ and Jay recount their narrow escape from the Solar Eclipse Festival, which is on the brink of becoming a social media disaster. Amidst speculation about the festival's fate and their friends still attending, they delve into various conspiracy theories, including hoarding hotel toiletries and #KateGate. Transitioning into deeper territor...

Send us Fan Mail Through anecdotes of navigating travel with grace and kindness, Jay and AJ  illustrate how politeness can yield unexpected luxuries and upgrades. The story delves into the human connections forged during travel adventures, from memorable encounters with service workers to thought-provoking discussions about "Quiet on Set". Ending on a reflective note, the authors share p...