DNA of a Divorce

DNA of a DIVORCE

Society EN ↓ 277 episodes

Not knowing is the worst! I'll chronicle my decision to divorce or not to divorce in daily diary entries. I'll need perspective, I don't know from where, or from who, but I know I'm MISSING SOMETHING all of the time. I hate that feeling... I’ll discuss everything that is leading up to my decision to stay or leave. I owe that to myself.

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DNA of a Divorce

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RR86 Do you ever check in with your spouse? 06.05.2023 22:10

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Checking in is a very good idea. You never really KNOW what the other person is thinking, feeling, expecting, or going through.  We may live together, we may work together, we may have a business together, but we still NEED TO CHECK IN ON OUR MARRIAGE.  I wish I'd done more of that.  Su...

RR85 America is in a BAD MARRIAGE...like me! 06.05.2023 23:20

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe When this was recorded we were pre the 2020 election. It seems like, like in my marriage, America has irreconcilable differences.  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced i...

RR84 I had a great conversation with a 1-year old today... 06.05.2023 19:03

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe My experiment has it's ups and downs. Quickly here's the breakdown for the 1-year old experiment.  Acknowledge the intellectual immaturity. Assume there is a lack of understanding. Assume there is a lack of accountability. Assume there is a lack of understanding. (Purposefully Repeated) Assume yo...

RR83 PUT IN 100% into your marriage regardless of... 06.05.2023 26:53

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Nothing...It doesn't matter how much your spouse puts in - always put in 100%. If the other person contributes the same percentage, you'll have a marriage that is WELL OVER the required 100% threshold you need for success.  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PA...

RR82 She called me out - maybe I deserved it... 06.05.2023 23:58

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe I do not ONLY want SEX...if that was the case I would have left a long time ago... But if I want SEX from my wife, what would be the problem with that? I 'tried' to forsake all others.   Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gau...

RR81 Why do we do the things we do? Like waste resources. 06.05.2023 34:27

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Some things are unexplainable. Why do we waste the precious resources we have like...money, time, etc...  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram : @d...

Entry 71 get comfortable BY DOING 04.05.2023 25:11

 the only way is THROUGH RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram : @divorcediariespodcast Twitter : @divorcediaries2 Patreon YouTube  Anchor&nbsp...

Entry 70 reality is one day my wife will date someone new 01.05.2023 13:11

why am i thinking this? she was never MY WIFE RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram : @divorcediariespodcast Twitter : @divorcediaries2 Patreon YouTube&n...

Entry 69 im furious 27.04.2023 16:01

why do i have to meet with a divorce attorney? well i know the answer i guess maybe i dont want to accept reality still RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Insta...

Entry 68 only speaking through lawyers how far we've fallen 24.04.2023 14:45

wow...we cannot speak. how can you speak to someone that only lies. RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram : @divorcediariespodcast Twitter : @divorcediar...

Entry 67 i am no longer responsible for my wife 20.04.2023 12:05

this is a painful reality... RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram : @divorcediariespodcast Twitter : @divorcediaries2 Patreon YouTube  Anchor ...

Entry 66 i was just served by a lawyer 17.04.2023 25:22

opened my email...and there it was RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram : @divorcediariespodcast Twitter : @divorcediaries2 Patreon YouTube  Anchor...

Entry 65 im far more emotional than i thought im really an emotional wreck at times 13.04.2023 10:42

emotions are a superpower, but they must be controlled.  RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram : @divorcediariespodcast Twitter : @divorcediaries2 P...

Entry 64 I guess its getting real i still protect the innocent i did not lie 10.04.2023 9:20

PROTECT THE INNOCENT and DO NOT LIE RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram : @divorcediariespodcast Twitter : @divorcediaries2 Patreon YouTube  Ancho...

Entry 63 i celebrated her birthday without her this is so sad living and lying in a bed i made for myself and my family 06.04.2023 54:51

i stayed the course of letting go of her. i went to the BIRTHDAY gift i got for her, alone. i had so many mixed feelings RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Inst...

Entry 62 backflip journey settling into the new lonely life 03.04.2023 18:17

life is lonely now. i may have time for more distractions or thoughts of checking things off of the bucket list RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram : @...

RR80 Adam Carolla Breakdown! How did my wife cheat on the family? 01.04.2023 27:39

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe I wasn't the only one cast aside and cheated on. My wife seemed to ditch us all. She didn't seem to GIVE AF!  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram...

RR79 MEN AND WOMEN Love DIFFERENTLY 01.04.2023 54:46

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe I think this is a fact. I know too many men that seem to have FALLEN IN LOVE, then become heart broken. But as they love, they STILL keep up certain behaviors. Women, on the other hand, seem to love differently. If they can 'fall in love' at all.  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO...

RR78 WTF - Her money is HER MONEY - MY MONEY is OUR MONEY 01.04.2023 23:29

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe She actually said these words...  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Instagram : @divorcediariespodcast Twitter : @divorcediaries2 Patreon YouTube  An...

RR77 Am I worth anything to my wife? I couldn't be juggled. 01.04.2023 14:25

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe I know sometimes I come off as whiny, or complain'y. It's not my intention. Waking up to truths is difficult. When she cheated on me, she just dropped me and the family. We weren't even worth juggling with her affair. That really hit home for me?  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO...

RR76 My wife simply lacks integrity...my epiphany! 01.04.2023 7:12

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe It's hard to accept that my wife just simply lacks integrity. She also lacks another key thing like accountability and ownership of her crap. Waking up is rough...waking up to realities and accepting them is very difficult.  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on P...

RR75 I'm hurt, and here's why... 01.04.2023 57:41

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe There are truths in my marriage that I've realized. There are now things that I cannot UN-KNOW, UN-SEE, UN-HEAR, or even UN-DO.  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is...

RR74 When I detach she clings...isn't this backwards? 01.04.2023 10:20

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe This is hard to accept. When I'm out of town, she wants to call, talk, text, etc... But when I'm at home, she treats me as if she doesn't want me or like me. It's exhausting  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry...

RR73 Treating my Wife Like a Child works - unfortunately 01.04.2023 33:34

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe This is a reality that I CANNOT STAND! It's such a heavy lift. I have to float between ALL of the education I've received over time about people.  The ideas that we mature, that we grow, that we all seek to change and be better versions of ourselves.  I understand that's simply NOT THE CASE...

RR72 Facing Surgery she's the MODEL WIFE...but when I'm healthy, that's another story 01.04.2023 27:42

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe This is a double-edged sword. I love the fact that my wife is going to be there for me when I am post-surgery SCREWED UP.  But, why can't she be there for me in these same ways when I'm healthy? It's like I'm the experiment that proves she likes damaged things. Maybe even loves them. I'm not sure...