DNA of a DIVORCE

I think the family is officially blowing up. We are no longer a unit, it's becoming a very very toxic thing, but I think there's some hope.  I hope...I'm still so torn.  RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry...

This is unattractive, weak, blue pilled, and all out bad. MEN CAN NOT BE LIKE I WAS.   Lessons learned.  RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Insta...

I AM MY BIGGEST PROBLEM. I have to MAN UP and not blame others for my bull shit and shortcoming, and my mistakes.  RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experienced is or was.* Insta...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe This most recent blaming debacle just reminded me of when she blamed me for her extramarital affair!  How, even if you "feel like" I am to blame, saying that you sleeping with someone else IS MY FAULT - is preposterous!  So really, the faults are ALL MINE. WHY ON EARTH am I still married to...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Yeah, she was my first. My first taste of the forbidden nectar.  Her feminine wiles made me go crazy. I wish I could write a romance novel.  The curves were pure, supple, and pleasing to my eyes, nose, and of course fingertips! 💋 I can't tell you how SMITTEN a teenager can be over his FIRST...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe We can't just say that cat means dog.  Blue is now green...or in our case "Making Plans" means CHANGE THEM after you made them.  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want to Gauge how angry you or someone you might have experience...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe It's hard enough to agree with each other within a marriage, or any relationship really.  How can one easily hold agreements with another person, if you say ONE THING, but then you DO ANOTHER!  #itsinfuriating  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATRE...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe If this is how hard I'm supposed to work to "have a happy wife", I'm not sure if I want to do this anymore. Seriously, as a woman, if you HAD TO cook EVERY meal for your husband that made a measly 25K per year, with a drinking problem, that spent his money before he even cashed his check! 🤪 You'd lik...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe If this is how hard I'm supposed to work to "have a happy wife", I'm not sure if I want to do this anymore.  Seriously, as a woman, if you HAD TO cook EVERY meal for your husband that made a measly 25K per year, with a drinking problem, that spent his money before he even cashed his check! 🤪 You...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe I'm not sure why some people don't think they should PAY THEIR WAY.  Not necessarily with money, but with something. We've always TRADED in the United States. Money, pelts, gold, silver, cars, doesn't matter.  Husbands and wives are no exception.   Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe No chauvinism here. Seriously, my wife said that the messes she makes aren't hers to clean up. WTF. Well, I guess that's where we are. So, in my efforts to pacify her, I stupidly hired a cleaning service. All I can say is I tried. I 'thought' that IF I did THIS, she might do THAT.  WRONG! I'm bac...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe I'm not sure why I didn't listen to my wife. She's been honest the ENTIRE TIME. I think we make mistakes, at least I did - by NOT LISTENING. Why can't we just listen, and look at people for what THEY ACTUALLY DO AND SAY.  My wife didn't HIDE who she was. I just refused to accept what she showed m...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe I really came at my wife WRONG! I deserved what I got. I claim I want respect, but I can't let my anger and emotions get the best of me. That will never be the solution to ANYTHING. GROW UP!  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only Listen if you want t...

The first bunch of episodes were horribly toxic. They were bad for me, and those that I was recording about. I had no idea how FILLED WITH RAGE I WAS. Now I'm better. I've got more perspective. I had no idea, because I didn't want to face the fact that I let my life get so bad that it made me so angry.   Time to rebuild, well BUILD myself. I've never taken the time to teach myself how to...

Divorce seems to find the best of us. I don't know the ins and outs of their relationship. I know what I've FELT over the years hearing clips, and him speaking of some of their "internal marital events".   I'm sure it's a sad day for the family #thisisoldnewsnow  RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TO...

Regardless of age in your marital and marriage problems never bring in the kids.   Why did I make such a bad choice? Just because other parents talk to the kids like they are adults or friends didn't mean I had to also.    Quotes:  When you roll with pigs, you get muddy! How did you think you should lay with dogs, and not get fleas.  RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only acc...

its time to straighten up i do not listen thats what it boils to. it's not ok to be a man that's out of order, deep into his emotions, BLUE PILLED.   Why am I now complaining about a way that I CLEARLY ASKED TO BE TREATED?  RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Pod...

I seriously lost my cool, and acted like an arrogant punk and it earned me a phone call from my local precinct. After taking everything out on people that didn't deserve my anger.   I AM ANGRY WITH MY WIFE, and more so, ANGRY AT MYSELF for not having standards, or setting boundaries.  RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe S...

Throwing tantrums is no good for anyone, especially a MAN. If you are a father like me, and a husband like I am (maybe was at this point). A very good thing for most ANY MAN or any person to do is to really drill down to find the ROOT of your issue. You'll end up taking your anger out on those that you shouldn't.  Some of the people I took things out on was, my wife, kids, dog, co-workers, ra...

It's not a good thing. @FreshandFit made a great video about not being rageful. I thought it was epic. I was so damn angry.   So angry I didn't even know I was angry.   @FreshandFit video Help .   RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEAT Podcast on PATREON *Only...

This was a tough truth. Here is Mira's Book   I now know that I wasn't the only person feeling this way. Apparently EVERYONE is going through this sort of marriage evaluation.  What a great book. She actually helped me SOLVE this issues. Not just an empty book of questions to hear herself talk.   Get the AUDIO BOOK .  RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anch...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe There's a lot that goes into being a husband...Good or Bad. There's 1 secret to a "good" man's heart, and that's just a bit of appreciation and one more thing... Men aren't that complicated, but the complication comes in when the women in their lives aren't willing to do this one thing. It's so easy,...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe I get the feeling my marriage is unhealthy because she seems to be in COMPETITION WITH ME. So I have an office, and now you want one? That's ok, but, where was this request in the past? We are supposed to be IN LOVE, not IN COMPETITION?!  Subscribe Below: The TOTALLY RED PILLED RAGED DO NOT REPEA...

RED PILL RAGED Episodes | only accessible here: https://anchor.fm/divorcediariespodcast/subscribe Hurting my wife's feelings hasn't led me down a path of a HAPPY MARRIAGE. I've lived and learned. I try my best to make her 'feel' as good as possible. I'm not sure what she thinks will come from all of her NEGATIVE outbursts towards me. Seriously, saying F*CK YOU doesn't seem like it would be wise to...

RED PILL RAGED Episode | I was suffering from depression, immense frustration, anger, and sadness. If you were the same or suspect you are suffering but "THINK YOU ARE OK" Listen to this, and see if you are really FINE, or F'd up.  Time to be discreet and protect the innocent. In episode 1, we discuss how my wife says SHE HATES ME! She repeats it over and over, and I'm not sure WHAT SHE THINK...