Diary of a Deep Thinker

Our hosts reflect on their years of dating and engagement to parse out the things they feel they did well. These include things like sharing openly about deep struggles like porn, fighting fair, and ensuring that their identity didn't get wrapped up in the other person. The hope is that this episode with be a help to anyone in this dating season of life or looking forward to that day. Have a quest...

"Church didn't hurt you, people did" Have you heard that line before? Maybe someone has said that to you in the past. In this week's episode, our hosts respond/react to several common retorts for church hurt accounts and stories. If you have wondered why these phrases sound right but feel hurtful, this episode may help you make sense of it all. Email us! We'd love to hear fro...

This episode is a fun one! Take a listen to how our hosts fell in love. We hope it makes you laugh, smile, and reminisce on your own story of love (or dream of that day soon to come). Email us: diaryofadeepthinker@gmail.com

Is imposter syndrome something that comes with the territory or is it completely self inflicted? Is it a product of social media and society? Or, it is a natural part of stepping out and doing something uncomfortable? In this episode, our host will not approach this topic with answers but, rather, an honest conversation surrounding her struggle with imposter syndrome.

Do you know someone who is deconstructing but you can't relate? Maybe you wish you could just say the perfect thing that would change their mind or bring them back. Do you want to help but aren't sure where to start? On todays' episode our host will ask her guest what gestures from others had the most impact on his journey. Hopefully, this conversation will help you glean some inspirat...

Community is something mankind was made for and yet it seems to be difficult to come by these days. Or maybe you have a community but are wondering if it's a good one. Then again, isn't life just easier flying solo? If you've been hurt by Christian community why should you even put yourself in that position again? On this episode, we will be discussing why community really matters, how...

We have all heard of deconstruction. But, if you aren't trying to apostatize, what does reconstruction look like? How do you even begin?  On this episode, we will explore some lessons we've learned from our own deconstruction journeys on how to begin the process of reconstruction. This episode will offer practical ways to process your season and begin moving forward.  Join the conversation...

In this episode, you will hear Stephen's story from the beginning to the current day. Externally things seemed great but internally, a different story unfolds. Listen to Stephen walk through his upbringing, navigating a church split and loss, mental health struggles, apostasy, and his return to faith. Trigger warning: suicide / death

Studying the Bible isn't just for the scholars. It is something the average christian should understand and our modern technology makes this even simpler. The issue? Most christians simply don't know how. It is our sincere belief that the church could be doing a better job--especially for women. Listen to this episode all about our host's background being in church but having no idea h...

Listen to Adrianna's husband Stephen share about his journey with deconstruction and how it almost cost him everything.  This conversation is raw and messy and explores sensitive topics.  From questioning the legalistic environment he grew up in, to abandoning his faith, only to return to a faith finally made real, Stephen's story will draw you in and remind you that you are not alone. 

Have you gone through a season of deconstruction? Maybe you are currently deconstructing your faith. Or, are you feeling the pull towards a journey of wrestling with your faith?  In this episode, we will be setting the ground work for the conversation around deconstruction. We will talk about what deconstruction means and what it doesn't. Our host shares her experience with it and talks about...

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