Diary Of A Black Man

Here I discover years later than the death of my father when I was 20 years old would end up being a life changing event.

Short story on what it’s like living with a muted mind in a society where you have to watch what you do and say. As an African immigrant I have had an insight to feeling castrated by my own mind.

A short story about my road to being a father and how I see fatherhood in the Morden day.

Todays podcast I discuss body image issues the hidden tragedies that the world is facing in todays world of social media and fitness planet.

Todays episode I talk about suffering, it’s not in common for people to suffer all over the world and it’s not unique for us as human being to suffer. What we must strive to do is learn to find coping mechanisms.

Today’s episode I dive deep into the reasons people fail because they take themselves too seriously with regards to living an east and uncomplicated life. As a 45 year old male I find myself asking questions as to why I still feel unsatisfactory despite my many amazing achievements. Why I have failed in the past and the better way to live this life without the crippling toxic relationship I have w...

Every day, I find myself thinking about the subtle nuisances of life and I ask myself question as to how I find myself in certain situations. I think about mental health and the effects that get us to be in a state of a fractured mind. The need for perfection and success. The need to be loved and to be seen to be doing better than expected. I breakdown conversations that get you to think about you...

In this episode I discuss how it is being separated and trying to get back into the dating world. After years of living in Surrey a predominantly white county, how does a middle aged black man get back to the dating world. What’s it like to date black again. How easy is it to make a meaningful connection with someone who’s from a different race. My thoughts regarding why I married outside my race....

This episode I dive into my personal life with snippets of traumas that I have dealt with and continue to deal with through out my life until now. A celebration of a year into my life after a liver transplant. Breaking up, have a big breakdown and staying in a mental hospital having been sectioned.

In a world where, they are so many pitfalls, it’s important to ask yourself important questions, are you living a life full of Purpose. What does that actually look like, in life we can either coast through life and live without purpose or we can seek a life that will fulfil our daily needs, a life of joyful experiences and purpose required for a successful life. It can often be tragic when we wal...

We are living in the best time in history to be alive, in this episode I talk about the current trends in dating, the plight of men and the struggles in finding a suitable mate. The trends in dating and the pitfalls of Men and what to look for if you want to date. This is a serious discussion, I stumbled upon this subject talking to a female friend and talking to my daughter. Thinking about single...

So you are a man in his 40’s you want to get back on a dating scene. Stop wait have a listen to this, it’s crucial you understand your role and where you want to be. If you are looking for love then you are in the wrong game, dating apps are just not the one.

If you’ve ever wanted to know the reasons why you fail to put out good vibes or create wealth, you need to listen to this segment of my Podcast! I’ve often wanted success in life without really understanding what success is until recently, that’s when I decided that I would start again from scratch and start to analyse my failures and the reasons why I’ve not had success and what success in realit...

Life lessons are all around us, we sometime chose to ignore the lessons that we can learn by checking in with ourselves! We lack the honesty and integrity to tell ourselves off, to be our own boss! We lack the love for ourselves so we stay in the fog and hide from the light! It’s easier to not confront our bad self and shake the apple tree and see what really falls out. We are scared we might see...

As life changes and we begin to rely heavily on technology, we still need to have our wits about about us and use courage to be better human beings! Don’t ever forget that life always needs to be natured!

Today I discuss love and loneliness the love that we crave and the impact of not feeling loved and how it make’s is feel unwanted.

The point of this podcast is to share my experiences of relationship hacks from my experiences, having been married for over 20 years and gone through a ton of complex emotions and put my ex’s through turmoil from my own insecurities.

Todays episode I talk about sex in relationships, a taboo subject that can prove to be a difficult discussion by any stretch of imagination, why are people not prepared to discuss sex in relationships and as a consequence struggle and sometimes the failures in the bedroom lead to infidelity and suffering bad sex for a very long time.

In today’s podcast I celebrate my life, my earliest memories and significant moments that made me aware that I was alive, I express myself with little tiny moments from a very young boy as young as 3 years old! I express my trauma regarding my first love and my first loss. These are moments that created me as a person, junctures in my life that are a watershed moments !

Today I discuss loneliness, can loneliness help us become innovative or does it hinder our ability to succeed in life.

A story in life, I begin here with how I came to be and how growthlogy is now a podcast! This is a concept of growth and becoming a self aware human being, learning from past events and living in the moment and choosing to letting tomorrow take care of itself.