DeShawne's Shyt Show

Haven’t published an episode in 6 months so many updates are due to you all. Life updates and questions that desperately need answering. Am I the only one that feels mentally stuck? Like there may be a better way to live this thing called life. I don’t know what’s the best move to make to take me in the direction I want to go. It comforts me to know I’m not alone, but it also worries me more. What...

YALL MISSED ME HUH? I’m back…for now. Still struggling to find my feet amongst this election chaos. But…I’ve figured some things out and closed some chapters in my life. Let’s hope I don’t try to reread the book down the line. This is a much awaited update since my birthday. And I needed to let go of some things to talk about them. “Beef Tenderloin” out now on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube(...

This episode was long overdue. My man Jay been hitting me up to do this for a min. The bullshit stopped. (Although I forgot about the pod all weekend😅). We really related on various topics regarding adulting; of course we talked about relationships and sex but this was a real conversation with a smart man and his partner chimed in every now and again. They brought a great perspective to the pod a...

Honestly, I don’t even know what to say about this pod. There wasn’t a theme. The lesson I’ve been learning lately is balance. Getting out of my own way and coming to realizations about myself. Hope you all enjoy.

I was pushing through this episode. But, I had to tell y’all how happy I’ve been and answer some long-awaited questions. I got some strong opinions, some may be disturbing, but I break down a lot of my truths. I hope y’all enjoy. I’m slowly coming back. Thanks for the patience & support.

An impromptu session with the guys done last summer. It’s been awhile guys. I’m finding balance. But, I definitely missed the pod and sharing my thoughts. Some thoughts have changed but I still love sharing them all. I hope you all enjoy what I’ve put together.

Disclaimer this episode was recorded a month ago. Things have definitely changed since then, but clearly I was still processing my feelings. Updates and conclusions. And EXTREMELY new potential situations.

At this point in my life, I’m taking everything personal. The jokes you make. The time YOU choose to give me. The amount of times you ask me how I’m doing. Down to the how you ask for my number. I’m missing the respect, the love, the pure intentions. I wanna like somebody and I want someone to like me. Is it that much to ask?

This episode was a mixture of things like a goulash. I’m celibate until properly addressed as the human I am. Not the pussy I have. The lack of respect on the planet is criminal. Good luck to you all trynna date. I don’t even think I wanna do that anymore.

Let’s be real…. I was being lazy. But I’m backkk. My girl Kia(@2skrippas1pole) has joined me today. The first half is just reminiscing on my most aggressive moments. I went to my second I OFFICIAL play party. I don’t want to be celibate anymore, but people aren’t giving me the energy I need to want to give up this great pussy up. How do I respond to an educated narcissist?

My birthday pod with my best friend and tattoo artist. We were so lit and just came from brunch so it was a hoot🤪. This episode was me coming to terms with how certain situations ended and battling with temptation. But, overall, it was just us laughing and having genuine dialect.

This episode is more filler and updates. I’ve denied 3 old dicks by this time. Like my top dick stories….that’s growth right?

Long overdue but we’re here to deliver. This episode was catching everyone up on all the things. Positive and negative. But, mostly to discuss boundaries. Because no matter how many I try to set somebody always tries me. Love I’m just trying to heal not get caught up in anymore bullshit. I’ve found my peace LET ME BE!!!!! On the most positive note I have been controlling my urges and am still with...

I've been choosing the nutty path for a while and it hasn't gotten me anywhere. Time to refocus and get back to me.

Y'all...I'm horny af. There's so many dicks I could call right now but I'm trynna find the right one. The dick that'll fuck me off my feet. Where I can finally tell me my girls😝I got some. But not just any Dick. Dick that makes me feel human. Supportive, respectful, honest Dick. Lemme tell y'all that shit ain't easy. Apparently Niggas be lying about good sex too soo imma need to really be on the...

What happened? I swore I was on the right track. At a crossroads with dating. Trying to catch a lil feelings for someone, but nobody is seeming worth it. I miss my pussy getting wet for a nigga. We breaking down the do's and don't for sex parties, fucking your friends, and our most embarrassing spazz out moments over relationships. FT. BIG RISSE

I'm in the process of weeding out the bad apples. My attention span is wearing thin and I'm jih tired of my time being wasted.

I have updatessss

I went to my first play party and had my first dom session. I just wanted to tell y'all my experience.

The patience I have to have to deal with people is crazy. Especially when good Dick is involved. Talking Shyt per usual.

I've been at peace. Don't disrupt my peace with your ego, toxic masculinity, selfishness, or lack of communication. My doors are closed for new interactions. But if I can get you on the guest list.... don't make me regret it.

Setting boundaries is easy for me. But standing on the boundaries I set has been difficult. Consistency is key. Self respect come first and pride comes last. Idk about the in between.

Abuse. I don't know what else to put here. Speak up for yourself. DONT EVER let a mf break you down. You worth more than them anyways. But make em stand on that shit. And don't be the abuser please. Just cause you not feelings mean be a dickhead. There is a difference between honesty and being a dickhead.

This episode discusses hygiene, feminine mostly) and putting yourself first. I feel not enough of us take advantage of our downtown to focus on us. We're the ones running the show yet we're catering to everyone else's needs. Proper mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual care will go a long way.