Deeply Here

This is a fiery episode. The world has me feeling feisty, discombobulated, scared and enraged. It's essential to name it and not hyper-individualize the fact that the world is in shambles, that we are hurting, and that we have very little control. So the question is... How do we regulate our nervous systems in times of upheaval? BY MAKING ART! Take this episode as a deep calling from humanity...

In this episode, we are going deep into what it's like to be intimate with the energy of money. I recorded this episode as an act of giving myself my own medicine as I'm moving through a powerful choice that is moving a lot of pieces internally. This is an exploration of what it's like to witness how your inner world responds as it interacts with the energetic field of money.  🐝 Si...

In this episode, I had the pleasure of talking with Iva about our journey together through Money Nectar. Iva is one of the beautiful humans I had the honor to mentor through this offering. We talked about what was alive for her when she chose to join, what pieces of the experience really touched her, how we are both committed to offering our creations from a clear space, and the many ways working...

OMGGGGG!!😱 The podcast has a new "haircut" aka. new cover art + new intro!  I have been working on this for weeks and it's finally time to share it with you!  It feels sooo good to be here, sharing with you more stories, wisdom, and contemplations on what it means to be human, to be here, to be alive. In this week's episode, I'm sharing with you a tender experience I went...

In this episode, I'm coming out of my Creative Winter cave to share with you a little about how I'm transitioning through the most intense phase of the Creation Cycle with ease, grace, and much more space than ever before. It's been a phase of deep nourishment and POWERFUL insights and one of them is this reframe of the spiritual path. I received this through Orgasmic Oracle Mystery...

In this episode, I'm paying tribute to the land that I live in, The Netherlands.  This place holds a very particular energy related to the elements of Air & Water. It offers a very particular steadiness that has allowed me to grow and learn so much about Creation. It has also been the nourishing ground for some of my deepest relationships and it has given me some beautiful gifts. Here are...

In this episode, I'm sharing with you some key elements I've discovered in the process of bringing ideas into the world. The space of how we currently "create" is unsustainable, and infertile. We aren't really creating, we are producing. This is an invitation to examine the quality of our inner land and how to counter the pull of adrenaline, urgency, result & productio...

In this episode, I'm sharing the interesting process I'm going through as I've been moving from my Creative Summer into my Creative Autumn.  As someone who channels a lot of creative magic into my business - understanding, giving language, and moving with the cycles of Creation has been a HUGE shift in the way I share my medicine. I've come to understand the cyclicality of crea...

In this episode, I'm opening my heart to you and sharing a powerful realization I had earlier this week... I'm entering the Autumn phase of my Creation process and with that, my business, my structures, and my stories around money are asking to shift. I've never before gone through this phase consciously. I've always tried so hard to "keep the momentum going" and then...

I am baaaack! After a sweet break, I’m here again, opening a fresh new season on a very special day… Today is my birthday! In this episode, I’m sharing with you some of my reflections of the past year, the patterns I’ve seen emerging in my creations and in my life - and also the themes I’m choosing to nourish and devote to in this new coming cycle. It’s a JOY to be here! Thank you for sharing this...

In this episode, I had the pleasure of talking to Theo Grace. He is the beautiful creator behind Entheo Music, and ever since I found his songs through the Gene Keys, I knew I wanted to invite him to join us here. We talked about his personal journey with addiction, what he released in the process of becoming sober, and how he's now emerging into a fresh and exciting phase in his creative pro...

In this episode, I'm sharing with you my preparation for embarking on a journey to Colombia. For a long time, I didn't realize how powerful the call is when my Motherland summons me. I've gone through a fascinating process of exploring the difference between the energy of The Netherlands and Colombia and what that means for me. I'm sharing with you the ways I'm energetical...

In this episode, I had the pleasure of talking with one of my dear mentors, Rev. Briana Lynn. She is a POWERHOUSE and our time together through the Orgasmic Oracle Course & Experience in the spring of 2022 was such an initiation into living deeper, truer, and fuller. Today, we got together to introduce you to the 22 Orgasmic Gates, the keys to the mansion of Infinity, and the curriculum of Bri...

In this episode, we explore these three tricky energies that can so often keep us spinning in a never-ending loop of exhaustion. When we live in this pattern for too long, a lot of our life-force energy is drained and it starts eating away our confidence, self-esteem, and enthusiasm. It can damper our resilience and we can start believing a whole bunch of distorted stories that originate in the in...

In this episode, I had the joy of having a conversation with Nair Chantre. We have been in each other's orbit for years and every time we coincide and come together we have these beautiful moments of realizing how similar our journeys are. She shared with us the healing journey she has been on in the past 7 years and how that led her on the most unexpected path of healing her body, reconnecti...

In this episode, I want to offer you my contemplations and observations on people pleasing. This is a theme that has come up a lot in my mentoring sessions and in conversations lately, and I wanted to weave this through language so we can understand it, feel it, recognize its origin and lovingly choose ways of living that honor our hearts deeper.  For more of my Magic: 🍄Check my offerings over at...

🎉 Welcome to the first podcast episode of 2023!  🎉 In this episode, I had the absolute pleasure of having Era Tangar with me. She is a radiant human being, a brilliant artist, a poet, a storyteller, filmmaker - and she was my very first CREATRIX mentee. We wanted to share the story of how we met and how she helped me birth my first mentoring container. This is a story of co-creation, mutual admi...

In this episode, I had the joy of talking to Randi Lee. We met each other through the beautiful Gene Keys community and in our conversation we went deep into the process of deconstruction she has been going through this year, how this has shifted the way she is leading her business and the tender ways it has impacted her relationship with her parents. We offered some beautiful contemplations for u...

In this episode, I have the pleasure of introducing you to my dear friend Sonja Mckaiser. She calls herself a Pussy Catalyst and she is here to help us come back to the wisdom of our bodies through the reclamation of our innate Pussy Power. We talked about the taboos around Pussy, about how multi-layered and multi-faceted this journey is. We shared parts of our own personal reasons why we felt dis...

In this episode, I had the pleasure of having a conversation with Reverend April Kling Meyer and diving deep into the realms of Creativity and its potent intersection with Spirituality. We talked about life & death in a way I had never heard of before, about Magic and how available miracles are, on her journey to get ordained as an interfaith minister, and lastly, a sweet riff on social media...

In this episode, I'm sharing with you some beautiful stories from my most recent trip to South Africa and the powerful insights that dropped around the creation process, our worthiness as human beings, entering the stream of synchronicities, the difference between intention and expectation, and how incredibly malleable time really is.  🌈For more of my offerings check out: https://www.nourish...

In this episode, I'm coming back after 2 months of hibernating. It's been a powerful and potent season of going inward and allowing myself to be in the creative void. I'm sharing with you some of the key insights that have emerged through this time, as well as the things that have helped me navigate this intense but fruitful time with more ease and grace than ever before. 🌈For more...

In this episode, I had the absolute pleasure to talk to Richard Rudd, author and first teacher of the Gene Keys, about CREATIVITY! We wanted to try something new, so we decided to record it Live on IG and it was a fantastic experience. We talked about the fire of Creation, how to rekindle it when it's been dimmed and how to handle it when it blazes. We explored how to move through the times w...

In this episode, I'm sharing with you some of the experiences I had during my first journey with Psilocybin Mushrooms. This was my very first psychedelic experience and there are so many nuggets of wisdom and stories I want to share with you.  Here are some of the themes: The power of creating, Self-validation, why I found the Gene Keys, how to prepare for what you can't prepare for, and...

In this episode, Raven is coming back and she's coming in HOT! This conversation is one of the most powerful conversations I've had around sex, intimacy, the power of our resonance, depth of connection, and feeling safe to open up to myself, my partner, and life in general. We wove this juicy conversation through personal stories, past learning experiences, the potency of who we are choo...