Dear God, It’s Me

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 24. As a little girl, I looked into my mother’s eyes and saw a sadness I couldn’t explain. I didn’t understand everything that was happening around me, but I knew my mother was carrying a pain that ran much deeper than tears. In this chapter of Blueprint to a Millionaire , I share one of the memories that has stayed with me my entire life—a family trip to New York that remin...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 23. As a little girl, I wanted everyone to be my friend. I played with the neighborhood kids, climbed trees, scraped my knees, and tried to see the good in everyone. But my brothers saw something I didn’t—they knew I would face challenges, and they began teaching me how to be strong long before I understood why. In this episode of Blueprint to a Millionaire, I reflect on the...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 22. In this episode of Blueprint to a Millionaire , I share what it felt like growing up in a home where peace was never guaranteed. As a little girl, I didn’t understand the problems around me, but I understood fear, tension, and the comfort of feeling safe with my mother. Sometimes children don’t have the words to explain what they’re experiencing—they just know when somet...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 21. In this episode of Blueprint to a Millionaire , I share what it felt like growing up as the child who always felt different. Even surrounded by family, friends, and loved ones, I often felt misunderstood, disconnected, and searching for where I truly belonged. Through it all, one thing remained constant—the unconditional love of my mother. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 20. In this episode of Blueprint to a Millionaire , I reflect on being the little girl who always had something to say. What many saw as talking too much was often my way of coping, staying positive, and searching for connection during difficult times. Sometimes the very thing that gets you in trouble as a child becomes part of your God-given purpose. 🎧 Available on Spotify...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 19. In this episode of Blueprint to a Millionaire , I reflect on the subtle changes that began taking place inside our home after trust was broken. As a child, I didn’t understand everything that was happening, but I could feel the shift. Sometimes the deepest lessons begin long before we have the words to explain them. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazo...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 18. In this episode of Blueprint to a Millionaire , I share a painful moment from my early childhood that I was too young to fully understand at the time, but one that would have a lasting impact on my family. As I grew older, I began to understand how betrayal, heartbreak, and broken trust can change the lives of everyone around them. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 17. In this episode of Blueprint to a Millionaire, I share the season where I slowly began realizing things around me were changing as my mother battled cancer. Even during uncertainty, my family still tried to create moments of love, peace, and childhood for me to hold onto. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms. Follow and...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 16. In this episode of Blueprint to a Millionaire, I reflect on growing up in struggle, understanding sacrifice early, and how compassion was placed inside of me from childhood. This is where I began realizing I was born with a different spirit… and a greater purpose. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms. Follow and subscrib...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 15. In this episode of Blueprint to a Millionaire, I share one of the places I escaped to as a child searching for peace, comfort, and normalcy in the middle of chaos. This is where I began understanding struggle, sacrifice, and appreciating the little we had. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms. Follow and subscribe to con...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 14. In this episode of Blueprint to a Millionaire, I share why I always wanted to be anywhere but home—searching for peace, comfort, and moments that felt normal in the middle of chaos. This is where survival, healing, and the blueprint began taking shape. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms. Follow and subscribe to continu...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 13. A moment from my childhood where I felt the truth… even without seeing it. This is where awareness, discernment, and the blueprint to a millionaire began. Full story in my book. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms. Follow and subscribe to continue this journey. — Empress Leah Starr

Ep. 12 Description (REWRITTEN) Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 12. In the middle of everything… there was still love. In this episode, I reflect on the comfort I found in my mother and grandmother—the love that kept me grounded, even when life didn’t feel safe. This is where you begin to see that even in struggle, love can still exist… and sometimes, that’s what carries you through. 🎧 Available on Spotify...

🎙️ Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 11. In this episode, I open up about the emotions I carried as a child—the ones no one could see and I didn’t yet have the words for. I also share a part of my truth that shaped me deeply, in a way no child should ever have to experience. This is where silence, confusion, and awareness begin to take form… but also where healing begins with truth. 🎧 Available on Spotify,...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 10. In this episode, I share how I began to respond to everything I was feeling—by becoming quiet, observant, and aware. This is where survival started to shape who I was becoming. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms. — Empress Leah Starr

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 9. In this episode, I share what it felt like to live in fear at a young age—without having the words to explain it. This is where awareness begins… where I started feeling things deeply, even before I understood them. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms.

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 8. As early as three years old, I remember what life looked like on the outside—getting dressed for church, looking beautiful, everything appearing normal. But behind closed doors, things felt very different. This episode is about the contrast between what people saw… and what I felt. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms. —...

Dear God, it’s me. Ep. 7. In this episode, I go back to the very beginning—when I was just a baby, and the first signs that I was different were already present. Before I had words, before I had understanding… something in me was already connected to something greater. This is where identity begins. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms. — Empress...

Dear God, it’s me. Episode 6. In this episode, I reflect on what it meant to grow up in that environment—how it shaped me, how it built resilience, and how it prepared me in ways I didn’t understand at the time. I wasn’t just born into life… I was born into a battle. But even in that, God’s love never left me. This is the blueprint—resilience, endurance, faith, and love… built through every experi...

Dear God, it’s me. Episode 5. In this episode, I share the stories I later learned about my brothers—moments that revealed the reality of the home I was living in. These experiences showed me the depth of what was happening behind closed doors, and how pain in one part of a family affects everyone. This is part of the blueprint—understanding the environment that shapes you, even when you don’t see...

Dear God, it’s me. Episode 4. In this episode, I take you into what it felt like growing up in that home—the tension, the fear, and the heaviness that couldn’t always be explained, but was always felt. Even as a child, I was learning how to survive in an environment that didn’t feel safe. This is part of the blueprint—how resilience begins, even before you understand why. 🎧 Available on Spotify,...

Dear God, it’s me. Episode 3. In this episode, I share how I came into this world—not by accident, but with intention. From my brothers to my mother’s desire for a daughter, this is where you begin to understand that even in chaos… purpose was already forming. This is part of the blueprint—being chosen, being wanted, and being born into something greater than what it looked like on the surface. 🎧...

Episode 2: Blueprint to a Millionaire — Love That Stayed Too Long Dear God, it’s me. In Episode 2 , I go deeper into the kind of love my mother had… and the relationship she stayed in, even when the signs were already there. This is where you begin to understand the environment that shaped everything that came next. This is still part of the blueprint—resilience, faith, love, and endurance… even w...

Dear God, it’s me. Episode 1. This is the beginning of my story—before I was even born. In this episode, I share the love, decisions, and environment that were already shaping my life from the start. What I was born into wasn’t random… it was intentional. This is where the blueprint begins. Resilience, faith, love, and purpose… formed before I ever took my first breath. 🎧 Available on Spotify, Ap...

Dear God, it’s me. This is the beginning of my journey—chosen before birth, shaped through trials, and carried by God’s unconditional love. This isn’t just a story… this is a blueprint. A blueprint to a millionaire—built on resilience, endurance, faith, love, and prayer. Through every trial and every tear, I was being prepared for something greater. If you’ve ever felt chosen… this is for you. 🎧...