Dancing with Bipolar Redux

hey.. so the more things change they stay the same? yeah not so sure of that. Things are quickening as the date of my departure gets closer. it isn't bittersweet at all. Sunday can not get here fast enough. Shout-out to Knife Hoarder 🧡🦭🧡. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey. this is straight up filler until the next great show. there was a huge pedo sting in Flagstaff and I definitely feel some way about it. I'm sure you all know what that is. just a few more reflections on my disdain for Arizona and how unhappy I've been. soon it will be over. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey there. A longer ramble than expected but whatever lol The move is closer every minute. Excited and glad to get the Hell out of here and out of AZ. so there's just some final closure here of things and people I never want to deal with again. And yes some praise to God if course. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

hey. so another person I loved has officially moved on up to Heaven. I'm kind of ok with this one though seeing I already mourned them in Feb when the family jumped the gun on announcing their death. yeah it's f'd up. Also Im quitting the devil's lettuce before I hit SD and ruin my new future by breaking laws and stuff. lol 😆. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

hey just a quick check in. Things are good and still on course. stalking is unnoticeable lately which is also good. I remember someone lost too young and shout out someone saved on time. 21 Days to go until I board the big dog to SD. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

hey just a super quick check in. a remembrance of a life lost too soon. RIP John Ulibarri.. long live Bandit Canyon. and a shout out to someone doing the next right thing on YouTube. I'm good. the stalking is unnoticeable at this time Thank God fr. in 21 days I'll be on a big dog heading to South Dakota. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

hey all y'all... So I am making the changes I've been talking about. By mid April Flagstaff will be a recent memory and all this stalking and civil rights violations will be a file folder full of betrayal. I'm looking forward to my Resort Summer in Rapid City SD. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

hey. it's been a minute.. Hope you all are good and positive. Things aren't perfect here but I'm still upright and full of fight. Being Stalked is hard as Hell it is war. #flagstaffstalking I'm gonna be free of this soon so hang around. My new adventures start soon. 😊. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey There everyone. it's been a minute and was hoping the premise of the show could change but for now it's still #flagstaffstalking heavy. I will be using my experience to enact positive change though. And now that I have support with the attorney general I feel vindicated.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hello. election day 2024 in the US. This could change everything or absolutely nothing.. it's all about perspective. Love all Y'all. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

hey. this is really just a quick Hi. I'm still alive obviously and I'm all right though still in a crap situation. I'm definitely not giving up and neither should you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

hey. ok. I'm finally starting to get back in the right frame of mind. shit is still happening but f them for real. I got stuff to do In this life and maybe just maybe outing this situation was key in my moving forward and hopefully helping you find ways to empower yourself. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

good morning. I was so triggered on the last show. I didn't even realize how much until I woke up quasi non triggered this morning. I literally made this show for myself to recap how this started before people start trying to change the truth to make themselves look better. I name the stalker and co conspirator on this show. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

hey... talk some about the Atmosphere show here in Flagstaff AZ.. More on the stalking and how everything is actually tying together though it's extremely uncomfortable at the moment but I'm not going down by a long shot.. This is a ramble but necessary for the long game. Hello France and Deezer.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

hey. This kind of exploded from no where but I guess catharsis is good. I mention the new song but I can't figure out how to add it with Spotifys new shenanigans. I'll just post it solo dolo I guess so the moneys not wasted.. anyway prayers for the Carolinas and all effected by the flooding. This is a true rant about being stalked and how this needs to end. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

hey everyone. well isn't this a fun time to be alive. for real I talk some about my past abuses, being trafficked and raped in 2020 and how I'm traversing the world now that sexual abuse is being talked about. Everyone is a victim of the culture that we accepted..but All of Us can become agents for change and fix this. in the US call the 988 crisis hotline if you need help. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

yes I did steal the title from an Atmosphere song. you should listen to it 😊. Otherwise im riding a wave of vicarious vindication through the media . still triggering though. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hi, Welcome to The premiere episode of The Delusion is vast. I couldn't think of a better time to start my new podcast than now when the world is crazy. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER