Cosmic Mistress

Matthew is a practicing herbalist, teacher and writer. He lives in the foothills of the Rocky Mountains, where coyote goddess call down the moon, and mountain lion gods call back the dawn, where white ospreys soar, tangled in stars, how softly they sail. STAIRCASE BY MATTHEW BECKER By the time I was fifteen I disliked school so much that I made it a point of honor never to go. That did not sit ver...

What if being human isn't a spiritual limitation, but an incredibly powerful, multi-dimensional collaboration? In this special, high-vibe episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick is joined by her fiancé Light, friend Katie Calder, and intuitive Pleiadian channel Will Caminada. Will completely demystifies the channeling process, sharing how everyday creativity (like songwri...

What if your persistent physical health struggles—from chronic autoimmune flare-ups to painful menstrual imbalances—are actually the biological backlog of unexpressed rage and relational self-abandonment? In this paradigm-shifting episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with somatic embodiment coach and former Chinese/functional medicine clinician Dr. Caitlin Gordon...

What happens when the elite identity you spent 20 years building completely shatters overnight? In this deeply moving episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with Collin Chartier, a former professional triathlete who was ranked 11th in the world before a public doping suspension abruptly ended his career. Collin opens up about his journey through the Dark Night of t...

What if the most therapeutic thing you can do for your business, and your soul, is to completely embrace the "cringe" and show up as your unfiltered self? In this incredibly fun and fast-paced episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with Jennifer Bohle, a counselor and content creator whose hilarious, deeply human reels completely transformed her online pr...

What if the subconscious block holding back your financial and spiritual abundance isn't a lack of strategy, but a hidden survival mechanism safely stored inside your body? In this unique, deeply experiential episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick guides shamanic Kabbalah practitioner Ariela Halevi through a raw, live somatic session to track down and dissolve the energe...

What if the secret to building massive wealth wasn’t just in the spreadsheets, but in the stars? In this fascinating episode, host Amanda Frederick sits down with Will Carr, a trained engineer turned investor who balances left-brain data with right-brain energetics. This conversation is for anyone looking to redefine their relationship with money, move from an "addiction to suffering" to...

In this cross-continental episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with Switzerland-based creator and practitioner Valentina. After walking away from the commercial, sugar-laden world of Swiss chocolate, Valentina returned to the ancestral roots of the cacao plant, crafting 100% pure, ceremonial-grade cacao from scratch. They explore the deeply feminine nature of cac...

In this episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with Bruce Dines to explore the profound beauty, struggle, and opportunity hidden within life's most intense transitions. After retiring from a successful business career, Bruce shifted his focus toward his true passions: the evolution of the human spirit and sustainability. From recovering from severe depression a...

Can your most difficult emotions—like anger and sadness—actually be your greatest teachers? In this raw and insightful episode, host Amanda Frederick sits down with therapist and meditation teacher Julian Royce to discuss his recent journey through a psilocybin training ceremony where he faced personal conflict and inner turmoil head-on. This conversation is for anyone curious about the intersecti...

In this episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with her friend of 20 years, Adria Such. Adria is a Boulder-based fitness instructor, real estate expert, and advocate for intentional living. They explore Adria’s transformative journey into sobriety, the "identity crisis" that occurs when the "party girl" persona falls away, and how she transition...

In this high-energy episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with Grace Erickson, a consultant and biohacker who seamlessly blends corporate grit with spiritual depth. Grace shares her radical journey from the "slow death" of long COVID and dependency on 10 prescription medications to reclaiming her health through "Corporate Woo." They dive into t...

In a culture that offers men binary choices—be a "wannabe Navy SEAL" or a "vegan feminist poet"—Traver Boehm is building a bridge in the middle. In this profound episode, host Amanda Frederick sits down with Traver, the founder of the international Man Uncivilized movement, to discuss his journey through a 28-day dark retreat and what it taught him about self-judgment, initiati...

When traditional Western medicine gave her a 20% chance of survival, ER nurse Kayla Perkins decided to rewrite her story. In this moving episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with Kayla to discuss her radical journey from a terminal stage 4 melanoma diagnosis to being cancer-free. Kayla shares how she bridged the gap between her clinical nursing background and hol...

In this high-vibrational episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with her dear friend Saint, a somatic sexologist and master play facilitator. They explore how "playing" with our sensations can bridge the gap between our emotions and our sexuality. From Saint’s recent workshops at Envision to a deep dive into her astrological birth chart, this conversation...

In this illuminating episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with Talyn Fiore, a Reiki Master and high-vibrational jewelry expert. Talyn shares her raw and winding journey from Las Vegas to Nashville, including how a devastating breakup and a career in acting eventually led her to her true calling as a fierce, primal healer. They explore the science of high-frequenc...

In this raw and deeply transparent episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with men's embodiment coach John Paul (JP). John Paul shares his transformative journey from surviving childhood sexual trauma and navigating a loss of identity in college sports to mastering Eastern wisdom technologies like Sexual Kung Fu. They dive into the mechanics of semen retention,...

Aggressive Blessings and Cosmic Melodies: Navigating the Edge of Mastery with Carter "Amel" Hansen What happens when your life literally catches fire? For DJ and producer Carter Hansen (Amel), it was the "aggressive blessing" he needed to stop playing it safe. In this episode, Amanda and Carter explore the grit behind the glamour of the EDM world. From his days as a tech-rebellious Waldorf student...

Cosmic Mistress: Street Kid to Spirit Guide In this high-vibe, no-nonsense episode, Amanda Frederick welcomes a "hip-hop baddie," psychic medium, and the visionary owner of Cosmic Tea Holistic Shop . This story is one of radical resilience, moving from a childhood of severe trauma and homelessness to becoming one of Denver’s most sought-after intuitive healers. This conversation strips away the "l...

Sovereign Souls and Soul Contracts: Navigating the Hero’s Journey with Yehuda HaLevi In this soul-stirring episode, Amanda Frederick sits down with 23-year-old podcast host and studio director Yehuda HaLevi to explore the profound intersection of ancient wisdom and modern living. From the mystical Jewish concept of Tikun to the active co-creation of our personal "Hero’s Journey," this conversation...

In this insightful episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with David Lieberman, a licensed marriage and family therapist based in Lewisville, Colorado. David specializes in "second-order change"—a transformational approach that goes beyond temporary behavioral fixes to create lasting, structural shifts in how individuals relate to one another. They explor...

In this deeply mystical episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick welcomes Ariela Halevi, an intuitive guide who weaves together the ancient wisdom of Jewish mysticism (Kabbalah) and shamanic energy medicine. Ariela shares her profound journey from a "disruptive" child to a spiritual leader, exploring how personal tragedies—including the loss of her mother and her son...

"I don’t want my voice and my presence to be disruptive." For years, Marni Mae lived by this belief, silencing her inner song to fit into a corporate world that looked perfect on paper but felt like a "soul misalignment." From the heartbreak of discovery in an unfaithful engagement to the high-pressure hallways of Google, Marni’s journey is a powerful testament to what happens...

What happens when your entire identity—your career, company, and future—is wiped out in a single weekend? This week, Amanda sits down with Light Stone, human excellence coach, fantasy author, and former D&D stage performer, to explore his journey through public cancel culture, depression, and personal rebirth. In a raw, unfiltered conversation, they dive into relational “events” vs. “vectors,”...

In this expansive and deeply embodied conversation, Amanda sits down with Tanin Matin for a flowing dialogue on energetics, intuition, nervous system capacity, trauma, embodiment, and conscious creation. Tanin shares her lived experience as a multi-dimensional being, energetic master, and spiritual teacher, offering grounded wisdom on how intuition is not something we “think” our way into—but some...