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In this Day 31 reflection (July 12), a new fire awakens — not from burnout, but from deep remembrance. This log captures the moment when clarity crystallizes into conviction, and the desire to move differently finally finds direction. What we cover in this one:– Reigniting drive without falling back into urgency or self-sacrifice– Watching myself try to “push through” and choosing instead to pause...

In this Day 30 reflection (July 11), I reach a quiet turning point. After weeks of spiraling through doubt, clarity, and creative fog, I can feel things finally clicking into place. This is the beginning of resonance — not in theory, but in real, grounded momentum. Here’s what comes through:– Realizing I’ve recorded 30 days of transformation in real time– The difference between trying to prove and...

In this Day 29 reflection (July 10), I speak from the middle of the mess — where self-doubt, purpose, and clarity are all swirling at once. This isn’t a tidy summary. It’s a real-time reckoning with what it means to build something meaningful while you’re still becoming. In this episode:– Feeling lost and stuck in my head– The power of conversation for breaking loops of self-doubt– How Christian a...

Day 28 (July 9) marks four weeks of this launch log — and it’s starting to sink in how far I’ve come, even without everything being “perfect.” This reflection is all about practice: practicing visibility, practicing clarity, and practicing trust. Inside this log:– Realizing I’m one-third of the way through this public unfolding– What it means to “be ready” vs. “feel ready”– How flow sometimes disg...

In this Day 27 log (July 8), I reflect from the “in-between” — not quite at the destination, but no longer at the starting point. It’s that liminal stretch where clarity is forming and voice is catching up to vision. This is a quiet, thoughtful piece on trust, embodiment, and the complexity of getting the message right. In this log:– What it feels like to sit in a liminal space — not stuck, but un...

In this raw and reflective Day 26 log (July 7), I share the internal process behind a decision to keep going — after seriously considering quitting. This is the part of the journey most people skip over: the doubt, the messiness, the quiet recommitment. Inside this episode:– The real moment I considered quitting this launch– Why I chose to continue (and what clarity came through)– The cost of not...

In this Day 25 reflection (July 6), I dive into the deep tension I’ve been holding — between logic and mysticism, science and spirituality, structure and chaos. This one meanders through identity, truth, and what it means to show up as a multidimensional being in a world that wants clarity. Here’s what comes through:– The tension of integrating spirituality (Human Design, hypnosis, Hermetics) with...

In this Day 24 reflection (July 5), I unpack the invisible codes of “professionalism” — what it really means, who it excludes, and why I’ve never quite fit into the mold. This log is about authenticity, power, presence, and the quiet revolution of being fully yourself. Inside this video:– What even is “professionalism”? And who decided the dress code?– Why I’ve always resisted the business uniform...

In this Day 23 reflection (July 4), I walk and talk through a topic that keeps surfacing: certainty vs. uncertainty — and what it means when you’re building something from intuition, not guarantees. This is one of those quiet, real-time logs about trusting the process even when the outcome is unknown. Inside this video:– What can we actually be certain of in a world full of uncertainty?– The only...

In this Day 22 reflection (July 3), I finally posted on LinkedIn — and it sparked a flood of thoughts about leadership, purpose, fear of judgment, and what it really means to be ready. This log dives deep into visibility, authenticity, and the difference between being a leader and becoming ready to lead. Here’s what I unpack:– The fear of being seen on LinkedIn vs. other platforms (and why it hits...

In this Day 21 reflection (July 2), I sit in the quiet pause — between action and stillness, launch and uncertainty — and explore what it really means to lead from a place of authenticity. This is a softer log. A thoughtful one. Maybe the most honest yet. Inside this video:– The feeling of standing on the edge of action– Watching my old videos and realizing how much has already shifted– Letting go...

In this Day 20 log (July 1), I finally begin releasing these videos into the world — not with certainty, but with intention. I reflect on what it means to post into a “liminal space,” the invisible process of being seen, and the fears that come with launching something deeply personal. In this video:– Projector strategy & waiting for the invitation– How I reframed the internet as a “liminal space”...

In this Day 19 log (June 30), I continue the story from Vietnam to Japan — and reflect on how a series of unexpected events, emotional awakenings, and spiritual support led to the creation of the Haizhen Transformation program. This video captures the turning point. Here’s what I share:– Visiting my parents’ childhood homes in Vietnam– Reconnecting with ancestral memory and feeling emotional reson...

In this Day 18 reflection (June 29), I recount a pivotal moment in my journey — how a hypnosis conference, a cancelled flight, and an unexpected hallway invitation catalyzed the next chapter of my work. This is the story of synchronicity, strategy, and showing up with trust. Inside this episode: * The 2019 hypnosis spark that started it all * How I almost missed HypnoThoughts Live 2024 (and why I’...

In this deeply reflective Day 17 log (June 28), I share a quieter, more personal behind-the-scenes of my journey launching the Haizhen Transformation program. Today’s themes: * Decompressing after the school year ends * Cleaning 18 months of mental & physical clutter * Playing with camera setups (shoutout to the DJI Osmo Pocket 3) * Why I stopped chasing eye contact on Zoom * Calibration, presence...

Today’s reflection is a walk-and-talk about something that’s been hard for me to admit — I can’t do this all alone. This launch, this project, this transformation work... it’s big. And I’m finally realizing it’s okay — powerful, even — to ask for help. From sharing this project with friends to receiving support in scheduling, organizing, and launching — I’m choosing to lean in. There’s no badge of...

Fifteen days in. This log isn’t about finishing — it’s about finding… again. In this video, I reflect on: The quiet power of being present without needing to perform Noticing the return of old patterns — and choosing differently How the Haizhen method helps interrupt reaction and recenter resonance There’s something real about capturing the subtle moments of recalibration. This is one of those. If...

I finally published the first Haizhen video today… and instead of feeling “done,” I’m sitting in the weird in-between of motion and stillness. This log is part celebration, part philosophy. I unpack: The difference between states and processes The YES/NO polarity of reality perception What success really looks like for me (hint: it's quiet and invisible) If you’ve ever felt stuck between milestone...

This log is quieter, softer — but deep. I’m letting myself be where I am, even if I don’t have the answers yet. I talk through: * The importance of not rushing the knowing * Sitting with the tension between clarity and mystery * How sharing the process is the point, even before it makes sense There’s a tenderness in building something while you’re still becoming. And sometimes, that’s where the tr...

Day 12. This is where it starts to get real. In this log, I reflect on what it means to launch Haizhen from alignment — not from fear, not from external rules, but from core resonance. I talk through: * The difference between aligned strategy and outsourcing your power * The trap of "professionalism" and what it actually means to show up * How this method came from personal struggle and is being b...

Day 11, Haizhen Log. After 18 months in an intense EMBA program, I’m finally done — and in this log, I’m sitting with the space that’s just opened up. This isn’t just about time. It’s about energy. It’s about what happens when we finally stop — and feel what’s next. In this video, I reflect on: Life after an intense chapter What it means to embody knowledge, not just understand it How Haizhen was...

Day 10 of building Haizhen. I reflect on how things are slowly materializing — and how messy, liminal, and potent that process really is. What does it mean to build something that didn’t exist before? What does it take to keep showing up when clarity comes in whispers? In this log, I move through: * Naming what Haizhen is becoming * Translating inner knowing into language and form * Honouring the...

Day 9 - Today’s reflection hits deep. What do you know… that you haven’t embodied yet? In this Haizhen Log, I explore the dissonance between inner knowing and lived experience — the quiet space between clarity and integration. The place where you know what to do… but haven’t done it yet. Themes I unpack today: * The invisible layer between insight and embodiment * Why we often resist action, even...

Day 8. A new cycle begins. And with it, a deeper question: Can I both choose and surrender? In this log, I riff on the rhythm of seven — seven-day weeks, seven-note scales, seven-year deconditioning cycles in Human Design. And how with every return, we’re not starting over… we’re starting from a new octave. I explore: * How to hold both choice and surrender without contradiction * Why hypnosis is...

It’s late. I’m tired. But I’m still choosing this. Day 7 of building Haizhen — and tonight I’m reflecting on choice. Not just the big, dramatic ones… but the quiet, constant ones. Finishing my EMBA while launching Haizhen might seem chaotic — but it’s what I chose. And I’m learning that choice isn’t a one-time event. It’s a daily act of authorship. In this log, I talk about: • Why there’s no perfe...