Confessions of a First-Time Mom: Twin Edition

We survived the first year! In this episode, I’m covering the shockingly useful birthday gifts the twins are obsessed with, how our sleep schedule has been shaping up, and what it’s been like slowly stepping back from nursing. It’s real, unfiltered, and sprinkled with just enough humor to keep me from crying through the whole thing. https://linktr.ee/taylorgarza

In this episode, I talk about a season that’s been mentally rough — nothing dramatic, just the quiet kind of hard that sneaks into your everyday. Moms don’t get to tap out, so we keep showing up, even when our minds feel a little foggy. If you’ve felt that too, this might feel like a hug.

You know when everything just feels like  a lot ? That’s me right now. Between twin birthdays, no motivation, no sleep, and way too many feelings, this mom is having a moment. I’m sharing what’s been going on — the chaos, the emotions, and the mental fog — plus what I’m doing to feel like myself again (or at least get close).

Mornings and nights used to feel like a never-ending circus around here—but then we found our rhythm (mostly). In this episode, I’m walking you through the morning and bedtime routines that keep our twins on track and us from totally losing it. From predictable schedules to small sanity-saving tricks, here’s what’s actually working for our family right now.

My husband and I talked through how we wanted to parent long before kids—but once they arrived, the real lessons began. In this episode, I’m sharing how we’ve learned (and are still learning) to parent together, what’s surprised us, and the conversations that matter most as your kids grow.

Preparing for twins can make you feel like you need to double your budget  and  your storage space—but not everything has to come in pairs. In this episode, I’m sharing what twin moms really need two of, what you can get away with just one of, and what’s totally optional (but nice if you’ve got the room and extra spending money). Think of this as your realistic shopping guide—because nobody has ti...

As a twin mom, it’s easy to slip into comparisons—who’s hitting milestones first, who sleeps better, who eats more. But with every cheer for one, I sometimes worry the other will feel overshadowed. In this episode, I open up about the reality of balancing encouragement without comparison, and how I’m learning to celebrate each of my twins as the unique little people they are. To my twin mamas, thi...

In this episode, I’m opening up about the side of postpartum that doesn’t get talked about enough—postpartum anxiety. From sick season and setting boundaries (like no kissing and no walks without me), to the late-night spiral of worrying about sleep, food allergies, and even problems that haven’t happened yet… I’m sharing just how extreme my anxiety can be. If you’ve ever felt like your worries ar...

Ever sit there staring at the pump like, ‘that’s it?!’ I’ve been there. In this episode, I’m spilling (not literally) all the tips and tricks that helped me go from barely pumping enough to having a freezer stash that made me breathe easier. Think schedules, supplies, and sneaky hacks. Whether you’re a working mom, exclusive pumper, or just want a little backup, these tips are simple, realistic, a...

Surprise—it’s twins! My husband joins me on the podcast to talk about the rollercoaster of emotions we felt the day we found out we’d be parents of two at once. From the initial shock to the pure excitement of learning we’d have a boy and a girl, this episode is all about the joy of unexpected blessings and how our journey into parenthood doubled in the best way possible.

At nine months in, my twins aren't sleeping, and neither am I. Enter: caffeine—my new best friend and worst enemy. The nine-month sleep regression has me stuck in a loop of sleepless nights, cranky mornings, and way too much coffee… all while I’m still nursing. In this episode, I talk about the struggle of trying to function on little to no sleep, the guilt that comes with upping my caffeine i...

Everyone’s postpartum body journey looks different, but I wanted to share mine. In this episode, I talk about how I set my goals, what I did to lose the baby weight, and the mixed emotions that came with it. I also share how I managed it while keeping my breastmilk supply — because nursing my baby was always the real goal, and the rest was just a bonus.

“Do they feed at the same time?” “How do you even do that?” “When are you stopping?” — If I had a dollar for every time I got one of these questions, I could probably afford a night nurse. In this episode, I break down the realities of tandem nursing, my (delayed) supply struggles, and how I finally transitioned from pumping to full-time breastfeeding two babies. No fluff — just real talk

Nothing to see here—just your favorite twin mom absolutely losing it. The schedule? Gone. The cleaning? Ignored. The kids? Fighting like it’s their job. In this casual (but very real) rant, I’m talking about the burnout creeping in, the overstimulation that has me snapping at my husband, and why I suddenly don’t care about anything but snacks and silence. If you're riding the hot mess express...

Baby’s almost here — and it’s time to pack that hospital bag! In this episode, I break down everything I packed for birth day: what I brought, what I actually needed, and what the hospital already had waiting for me. I cover what to pack for  yourself , your  baby , and yes — even your  husband  (because he’s not getting off that easy). If you’re overwhelmed with lists or worried you’re forgetting...

I didn’t have a long list of birth preferences—just one. It felt like the one thing I could hold onto, the one part of the plan that mattered most. But sometimes, no matter how much we hope, plan, and prepare, our bodies—and our babies—have other journeys in mind. In this episode, I’m opening up about the heartbreak of letting go of that plan, the emotional weight of it all, and how I’m learning t...

My husband brought it home, the twins caught it next (cue the terrifying fevers), and now, of course, I’m the last one down. In this episode, I vent about the never-ending cycle of sickness in our house, the fear that comes with sick kids, and how exhausting it is when there’s no pause — not even for mom.

Welcome to the episode where sleep is a myth, coffee is a food group, and I’m just trying to survive the night with twins. If you’re a twin mama (or any kind of tired mom, really), this one’s for you. I’m getting real about the exhaustion, the frustration, and the “please just sleep” prayers whispered at 2 a.m. I don’t have all the answers—but I’ll share exactly what we’re struggling with and a fe...

Ever end the day feeling defeated because your to-do list is still half full? You’re not alone. In this episode, we’re getting honest about the weight of invisible labor, the unrealistic expectations we place on ourselves, and the quiet victories we often overlook. Mama, just because it’s not written down or checked off doesn’t mean you’re not doing enough. Let’s talk about how to shift your minds...

Mom life is hard and can sometimes feel like you're in a never-ending spiral. Join me as I discuss ways I get through a rough week. Let's talk about things to do that can help you shift your mindset to help when you're feeling defeated.

Let's talk about the newborn trenches you hear all about. My take on it? It's more like a newborn haze. Join me as I talk about my experience and some tips to take away as you navigate the first 8 weeks of motherhood. We talk about the sleepless nights, strict schedules, changes to your body, and learning to say no. Hopefully you can take something away from this episode!

Hello first-time mommas or expecting moms! Thank you for tuning into my podcast! This episode is a little introduction on who I am and what you can expect if you decide to follow along this journey. I hope this show can resonate with some of you and help you feel not so alone, or just give you some tips on what to expect. From one FTM to another, I appreciate you listening and hope you decide to c...