Clean Your Toilet Podcast

Who gets to decide who you become? Your parents? Your religion? Your culture? Society? Or you? For Antasha Zahra, this wasn't just a philosophical question. It was the decision that shaped her entire life. Bullied as a child. Growing up feeling different long before she had the language to explain it. Navigating family, religion, mental health, relationships, and society's expectations, An...

"You're different." For many, it's an insult. For Opera Tang, it became the beginning of discovering who she truly was. In this episode of the Clean Your Toilet Podcast, drag artist Opera Tang sits down with Hun Ming Kwang, LGBTQ+ Ally, award-winning Master Coach, Filmmaker, and InnerWork, Diversity, Inclusion, Deep Democracy & Process Work Facilitator, for an honest conversa...

When being yourself doesn't feel safe... ...you become whoever the world needs you to be. Until one day, you forget who you really are. For many LGBTQ+ people, hiding isn't a choice. It's a survival strategy. In Episode 4 of Beyond Pride: The Darkness We Battle, Kishan Singh, science teacher, LGBTQ+ activist, podcast host, and Pink Dot organising committee member, joins Hun Ming Kwang,...

People think the hardest part of becoming queer parents is having a child. It isn't. The hardest part is everything that comes before. The emotional work, the difficult conversations, the uncertainty. The systems that weren't designed for you. And asking yourselves one question over and over again:"Are we truly ready to bring a child into this world?"In Episode 3 of Beyond Pride:...

Everyone wants to belong. Few realise how much of themselves they've abandoned just to fit in. Church. School. Family. Society. In Episode 2 of Beyond Pride: The Darkness We Battle, queer artist Jean Seizure joins Ming Kwang, an LGBTQ+ Ally, also an award winning Master Coach, Filmmaker, and InnerWork, Diversity, Inclusion, Deep Democracy & Process Work Facilitator for a deeply personal co...

We created labels to help us belong. So why do they so often divide us? On the surface, this is a conversation about growing up lesbian in Singapore. But very quickly, it becomes something much deeper. In the first episode of Beyond Pride: The Darkness We Battle, Joanne Chen — community builder, Centre Manager of Proud Spaces, and proud lesbian joins Hun Ming Kwang — LGBTQ+ ally, Master Coach, and...

What if the people we judge the most are the ones who understand consent, boundaries, and human behaviour the best? When most people hear the word "kink", they think of pain, sex, dominance, submission, and taboo desires. But beneath all of that lies something far more interesting:Trust. Trauma. Healing. And the universal human need to be seen, accepted, and understood. In this episode,...

What if the thing that broke you becomes the very thing that gives your life meaning? After losing her mother following a decade-long battle with illness, Catherine Ong found herself navigating grief, postpartum depression, anxiety, and a profound sense of emptiness. The daughter who felt she had disappointed her mother. The artist who never intended to build a business. The grieving daughter who...

What if the life you are living was never truly yours to begin with? The expectations. The career. The identity. The version of yourself you learnt to become for approval, survival, or belonging. In this episode of Confessions of the Unconventional season, certified water sommelier Sam Wu and funeral director Angjolie Mei unexpectedly uncover a deeply human conversation about depression, grief, sp...

Sex. Death. Boundaries. Consent. Grief. Some of the most human experiences are also the things society still struggles to talk honestly about. In this episode of Confessions of the Unconventional, intimacy director Rayann Condy and funeral director Angjolie Mei sit down for a conversation that neither of them expected to go this deep. What begins as a discussion about two unconventional profession...

What if the people we think we are helping… are actually the ones healing us? In this episode of the Confessions of the Unconventional series, Roc Koh from Corridor Farmers sits down with funeral director Angjolie Mei for a deeply human conversation about community, grief, loneliness, purpose, and the quiet moments that completely change how we see life. What started as a conversation about urban...

“What happens to a home after someone dies alone inside it?” Not many people ever see what trauma cleaners and funeral directors see behind closed doors. The suicide notes left behind. The smell of unattended deaths. The grief families try to hide from one another. The arguments that surface after someone passes. The quiet loneliness hidden inside seemingly ordinary homes. In this episode of the C...

“People told her cosplay wasn’t a real career. The internet made her famous. Then parts of the community turned on her.”What happens when your passion slowly becomes your identity? In this episode of the Clean Your Toilet Podcast’s Confessions of the Unconventional series, Cosplayer Xiaoyukiko sits down with Angjolie Mei, Accidental Funeral Director for a raw, unfiltered and unexpectedly deep conv...

What would you say…if there were no consequences? No boss. No audience to please. No reputation to protect. In this special episode, Hun Ming Kwang and Lim Pei Ying, the team of Clean Your Toilet Podcast. sit down with Calvin Cheng, entrepreneur, investor, former NMP, and one of Singapore’s most unfiltered public voices. He’s financially independent, he doesn’t need to be liked, and that changes h...

This isn’t just a story about chasing dreams. It’s about what happens after everything falls apart. In this special overseas episode of the team of Clean Your Toilet Podcast, Hun Ming Kwang and Lim Pei Ying sit down with Singaporean singer, songwriter, actor, entrepreneur Nat Ho — live from Korea — to unpack the reality behind reinvention, identity, and staying in the game when things get hard. At...

What does it take to stay together when leaving would be easier, safer, and far less painful? In this episode of Clean Your Toilet Podcast, Feroz Bin Haron (Certified Peer Support Specialist & Recovery Coach) and Salmah Binte Johari (WISDOM Head & Lead Volunteer) open up to Brenda Ng, Chief Fun(d) Officer, The Facilitators Project & Forest School coach, about addiction, incarceration,...

What drives years of self-harm and abuse from a young age? How does it go undetected until it is almost too late? In this episode of Clean Your Toilet Podcast, we step into the world of 19-year-old physiotherapy assistant, Maya Atiqah, who recounts with Brenda Ng, Chief Fun(d) Officer, The Facilitators Project & Forest School coach, her journey of navigating self-harm and abuse as a coping mec...

What happens when the story you’re living was never meant to fit the path laid out for you? In this episode of Clean Your Toilet Podcast, Coen Teo, co-founder of TransBefrienders, sits down with Brenda Ng, Chief Fun(d) Officer, The Facilitators Project & Forest School coach, for a powerful conversation about gender identity, survival, family, and what it really means to live truthfully in a so...

What happens when you grow up in a system that teaches you how to succeed but never how to fail? In this episode of Clean Your Toilet Podcast, professional clown Shanice Stanislaus, joins Brenda Ng, Chief Fun(d) Officer, The Facilitators Project & Forest School coach, for a surprisingly profound conversation about mistakes, play, fear, and the parts of ourselves we learn to hide just to surviv...

What does it mean to carry a diagnosis that changes how the world sees you? In this episode of Clean Your Toilet Podcast, Calvin Tan, HIV advocate, sits down with Brenda Ng, Chief Fun(d) Officer, The Facilitators Project & Forest School coach, for a raw and open conversation about stigma, identity, and what it takes to keep living openly in a world that judges ruthlessly. Diagnosed with HIV at...

What does it mean to rebuild your life when society only remembers your worst mistake? In this episode of Clean Your Toilet Podcast, Andrew Ong, co-founder of Break The Cycle, chats with Brenda Ng, Chief Fun(d) Officer, The Facilitators Project & Forest School coach, about incarceration, reintegration, and what it truly means to be seen as human again. Andrew’s story is not one of quick redemp...

What does it really take to build a life around doing good when the hardest parts usually hidden and unseen? Randall Chong, founder of Books Beyond Borders, sits down with Brenda Ng, Chief Fun(d) Officer, The Facilitators Project & Forest School coach for an honest, deeply reflective conversation about social enterprise, identity, money, and the quiet truths behind purpose-driven work. On the...

What happens when the world teaches you to shrink yourself long before you learn how to love yourself? And who do you become when the body you’ve spent years fighting finally becomes the body you choose to honour? In this episode of the Clean Your Toilet Podcast, Cheryl Tay, Chief Editor, Baseline Media and Founder, Rock The Naked Truth, sits down with Benjamin Byrne, content creator The Smiling A...

What do you do when your deepest longing is also your deepest source of pain? How do you stay connected to yourself and the people you love, and continue to persist when life throws you challenges that wear down and break your spirit? How do you continue forward in a dark endless tunnel where you struggle to see the light at the end? In this episode of the Clean Your Toilet Podcast, Rafidah Jalil,...

What happens when the life you built with precision, planning, and control suddenly demands that you surrender? And what if the relationship you’ve been avoiding is the one with your own shadow? In this episode of the Clean Your Toilet Podcast, Stephanie Dickson, Conscious Leadership Speaker & Exited Founder, sits down with Benjamin Byrne, content creator The Smiling Afro, for a conversation t...