Can't Call Your Mom with Nicole Weston

In this heartfelt and deeply honest episode, we explore the intersection of entrepreneurship, motherhood, and the raw reality of grief. We sit down with Colleen to discuss the journey of losing a father who struggled with lung cancer and COPD, the complexities of "preventable" loss, and the challenge of maintaining your spark while navigating the darkest seasons of life. In this episode,...

In this emotional and deeply honest episode, we sit down with Ashley to discuss the complexities of grieving a parent who struggled with mental illness and addiction. This conversation explores the challenges of holding space for love while navigating difficult family boundaries, the unique pain of losing a loved one during the isolation of the COVID-19 pandemic, and the path to finding true peace...

Losing a mother is a profound experience, but navigating that loss when the relationship was complicated? That adds a whole new layer of grief. In this episode, I sit down with Veronica to talk about the messy, painful, and beautiful reality of mothering without a mom. What we dive into: Validation for your grief:  Permission to feel the anger, jealousy, and loneliness that often accompanies a com...

In this special episode, host Nicole Weston flips the mic and is interviewed by success coach Laura May Culver, sharing her raw and unfiltered journey as a mothering motherless daughter. Nicole unpacks the complexities of her relationship with her mom, Lisa—a vibrant and nurturing woman who struggled with unresolved trauma and alcohol—who died suddenly five years ago when Nicole was 34. he episode...

In this powerful episode of Can’t Call Your Mom , Nicole sits down with Kristen to explore the complex layers of Mother’s Day grief and the transformative journey of the motherless mother . Kristen shares her deeply personal experience of repressing mother loss for seven years, wearing "armor" to stay strong, until an existential crisis on her 40th birthday cracked her wide open. Kristen...

In this profoundly honest and deeply relatable episode, Nicole sits down with Karen to unpack the complexities of grieving a mother with whom they shared a loving—yet challenging—relationship. This is a conversation for every daughter who is navigating the duality of intense love and deep-seated trauma. Karen shares the story of her feisty Irish mother, Pat (Eithne), a woman who found 39 years of...

Show Notes: Mother's Day has passed — but the grief doesn't get a calendar. Three days after Mother's Day, host Nicole is sitting with you in the tender space that comes after the celebration fades, holding space for the complex, layered emotions of being a mom who is also missing her own. In this short but powerful episode, Nicole speaks directly to the motherless mothers who are still carrying i...

If the week before Mother's Day has your grief feeling heavy, this episode is for you. Host Nicole Weston sits down with Miranda (Dead Mom Therapist) and Brittany (Psychic Medium & Spiritual Mentor) for a raw conversation on honoring your dead mom, setting boundaries, and using your loss as a sacred portal to connect with your truest self and her spirit. You will leave feeling less alone,...

Host Nicole Weston welcomes Lisa for a profoundly honest conversation about navigating the overwhelming duality of grief and love after losing her mother, Sharyn. The episode explores the often-unspoken challenges of grieving while simultaneously mothering , running a business, and navigating major life transitions. In this episode, we dive into: The surprise complexity of being a co-executor of a...

EPISODE OVERVIEW This episode is a masterclass in integration. Heather describes herself as a "well-integrated personal and professional human," a phrase that encapsulates the years of showing up for hard conversations, choosing love over being right, and allowing grief to evolve her. Heather began her heart-led journey 13 years ago, long before her parents became ill, because she wanted...

Nicole sits down with Miranda Malone, the dead mom therapist and founder of the Dead Mom Club, for a profound and unapologetic discussion on transforming early life loss into deep, soul-led purpose. Miranda shares her story of losing her mother, Rosalie Ann Malone, at just five months old, and how that early trauma imprinted an anxious attachment style on her nervous system. This conversation expl...

Kelsey's mom, Heather, was a gatherer of people. She watched the Food Network all day, wrote recipes on cards for friends and family, and never sat down at her own dinner party because she was too busy tending to everyone she loved. When Kelsey describes her mother, you can feel her mom flowing through her — in the way Kelsey gathers her community, loves her coffee, and shows up for the people...

Nobody prepared you for this. Not the grief itself, and definitely not the impossible weight of trying to show up as a mother, a business owner, a partner — while silently carrying a loss that has no timeline and no rulebook. In this deeply personal solo episode, Nicole coaches her younger self through one of the most overlooked conversations in grief: how do we take care of ourselves when everyth...

In this raw and necessary solo episode, Nicole unpacks the unique and complex grief of losing a mother during the COVID-19 pandemic. This is a shared experience of loss where the inability to say goodbye, hold a hand, or gather for a funeral created profound, lasting impacts. 1 Nicole discusses the unexpected public scrutiny and judgment she faced after sharing a viral video about the guilt of how...

In honour of Tracy- Tara's mom Tara is the creator of On Fridays We Dance, a movement born from heartbreak, healing, and the courage to finally feel it all. For the past 15 years she has been fostering connection through her design business, helping people create spaces that feel deeply personal and alive. After losing her daughter Harper, and then her mom just one year later, Tara spent years...

Nobody warned you about the anger. You expected sadness. Maybe tears. Maybe missing her at the holidays or reaching for your phone to call her out of habit. What you didn't expect was the rage. The fury. Looking at her picture and feeling something that had nothing to do with softness. And then — the shame of feeling it. In this episode, Nicole Weston goes to the place most grief spaces won&#3...

Nobody warned you about the rage. Not the sadness — you expected that. But the anger? The kind that makes you look at a picture of your mom and say *fuck you for leaving me?* That part, nobody talks about. In this raw, honest solo episode, Nicole Weston opens up about the grief emotion she was least prepared for — the rage that followed her mom's death and refused to move no matter how many bo...

In this very first episode, Nicole Weston, transformational life coach, Quantum Change Process™ practitioner, mother, wife, business owner, and motherless mother,  opens the door to a conversation the world has not had space for. She shares the story of the morning her mom died, what it did to her identity, the grief that nearly swallowed her ambitions whole, and the deep soul-level work that brou...

Some episodes ask big questions. This one just slows everything down. Episode 2 of Can't Call Your Mom is a love note — to you, to your inner child, and to your mom. Nicole opens with something simple and profound: grief needs to be witnessed. Not fixed. Not rushed. Witnessed. In this softer, more intimate episode, Nicole shares the healing practice of expression — why saying the things out lo...

In this raw and honest guest episode, Nicole sits down with Nicki to explore the exhausting reality of being "the strong one" while navigating the back-to-back loss of her mother and brother. You’ll hear a real conversation about survival mode, the business of death, and the messy, necessary journey of reclaiming yourself after the darkness of grief hits. Nicki is a women’s self worth an...

Welcome to Can't Call Your Mom, the podcast for women who are living, loving, and leading after losing their mom. For the motherless mothers who are raising babies, running businesses, and showing up for everyone else, all while carrying a grief most of the world doesn't have space for. I'm Nicole Weston, transformational life coach, mother, wife, business owner, and a motherless mothe...

Come-unity is everything in my world! I believe this to my core because I first hand experience as to how it has helped me, supported me and expanded me. I am sharing what can happen when we gather in community while on the journey of self-love and expansion. Connect with Nicole: Register for Nicole’s free Masterclass: She’s Dead. Now what? May 6th @12pm ET  ⁠https://www.nicoleweston.ca/masterclas...

I am diving even deeper into 3 toxic self love habits you might be practicing. Denial of your unique human experience being a bIG topic I unpack today. Connect with Nicole: Register for Nicole’s free Masterclass: She’s Dead. Now what? May 6th @12pm ET  ⁠https://www.nicoleweston.ca/masterclassgrief⁠ Book a free 20 minute introductory call with Nicole     https://nicoleweston.as.me/introductorycall...

Today I am sharing why toxic positivity is really getting in the way of our manifestation abilities and how I resolved my deepest core wound “I’m unlovable” and utilized manifestation AND quantum healing to manifest my soulmate.  So I deeply believe that we can’t continue to only practice positive thinking to  ‘manifest’ what we desire. I believe the industry has left out a very importan...

Law of attraction is key in manifestation.  But do you know what else is essential to having what you want?  The ability to hold all of what you desire, the chaos and the abundance.  When you think about what you desire, how do you feel?  Have you ever had a moment to even think about what you desire?  Most moms in business can honestly say they haven’t ever thought about...