Bigger Than Me

An ultrasound revealed one of an unborn baby's femurs was significantly shorter than the other. The diagnosis pointed toward severe disabilities. Everyone could see the problem. The question wasn't whether the report was accurate—it was whether the report got to determine the outcome. In this episode, Addison explores why visible doesn't always mean permanent, and why believers shouldn't stop expe...

A stomach bug. A kidney stone. The wrong diagnosis. What looked like a mistake became a reminder that Jesus isn't waiting for us to figure everything out before He moves.

Many believers hesitate before praying for healing because they're waiting for another answer from God. But what if Jesus already revealed the Father's heart? In this episode, we look at Lazarus' resurrection, the authority Jesus gave His followers, and why waiting for another "yes" may be the very thing keeping us from obeying.

Did Jesus Ever Tell People To Wait For Healing?

A friend told me his wife was sick, so I tried to call her and pray. She never picked up. At first, I almost waited. That hesitation exposed a subtle lie many believers carry without realizing it: the assumption that distance somehow limits what God can do. In this episode, we explore a simple healing testimony and why physical presence has never been a requirement for obedience.

Aaron's eyesight became worse immediately after prayer. For many believers, that's the moment doubt takes over. We assume the outcome is settled and start questioning everything. However the next morning Aaron woke up seeing clearly. In this episode, Addison explores why facts don't make up the whole truth, how faith refuses to judge by appearances, and why some of the most important moments in he...

What happens when disappointment becomes the lens through which we view prayer? In this episode, Addison shares a simple moment while sick at home that exposed a subtle habit many believers develop without realizing it: keeping score. Over time, recent outcomes can become the source of our confidence—or our discouragement. We begin measuring whether we should pray based on what happened last time...

After praying for a man who suddenly died following surgery, I was left wrestling with a question many believers quietly face: What do you do when you don’t have an answer? In this episode, we talk about disappointment, unresolved healing outcomes, the temptation to build theology around painful experiences, and why “I don’t know” can sometimes be a more honest response than forcing an explanation...

Many Christians slowly drift from trusting Jesus to trusting phrasing, formulas, and “getting it right.” In this episode of Bigger Than Me, Addison unpacks how a simple parking lot realization exposed a subtle superstition hiding underneath healing prayer: the belief that authority comes from saying the correct words. Through the story of the seven sons of Sceva and a personal moment after church,...

Why do Christians act shocked when healing happens? In this issue of Bigger Than Me, Addison shares the first time he publicly demonstrated healing prayer in front of a church group—and the immediate correction God gave him afterward: “Don’t overreact. If you treat this as normal, they will see it as normal. Which it should be.” This episode explores the hidden expectations about healing, why exci...

What do you do when something actually changes—but doesn’t fully go away? This is the moment most people misread. In this episode, we walk through a real story of progressive healing and break down how to respond when improvement happens, but the result isn’t complete yet. You’ll learn how to stay engaged without overthinking, how to avoid stopping too early, and how to recognize when it’s actuall...

A sickness didn’t just disappear—it started moving. In this episode, Addison walks through a real moment where prayer didn’t look the way you’d expect—and why that didn’t change what needed to happen. If you’ve ever hesitated when something unfamiliar happened during prayer, this will reframe how you respond in real time.

A torn ACL. Multiple chances to act. And still—nothing. This episode is about what actually happens in the moment you feel prompted to pray—and why hesitation has less to do with clarity than we think.

A fever, a short prayer, and nothing seemed to change. But by that afternoon, it was gone. This issue is about what that moment reveals about how prayer actually works.

Most believers have no problem trusting God for forgiveness—but hesitate when it comes to healing. In this episode, we look at why Jesus never separated the two, and how healing was meant to function as proof, not possibility. If you’ve ever wondered whether God actually wants to heal, this will challenge how you think—and how you respond.

A healing didn’t happen. And for a moment, it almost changed what I believed about God. What do you do when nothing changes— when you’ve prayed, pressed in, and still don’t see the outcome you expected? This episode isn’t about explaining why. It’s about what you do next.

You didn’t decide to stop believing. You just stopped expecting. And it probably happened so subtly you never noticed it. This episode breaks down the hidden shift that happens after disappointment— and why some of the most “spiritual-sounding” thoughts can quietly shut down real faith.

When nothing changes after prayer, many believers assume God said no. This issue looks at why that moment may not mean nothing happened at all.

The leper only had one question. “If You are willing…” Many believers still ask it today. But Jesus already answered. In this issue of Bigger Than Me, we look at the moment Jesus removed the mystery around God’s will for healing. Because once you see it in Christ, hesitation stops making sense.

Healing doesn’t require a stage. It requires obedience. In this episode of Bigger Than Me, Addison shares the story of praying for healing in a crowded shopping mall — and why ordinary places are not spiritually neutral. If Christ lives in you, then wherever you walk, the King has entered the room. In this episode: • Why atmosphere doesn’t determine authority • What it means to carry the Kingdom i...