Big Hormone Enneagram

HERE LIES THE REMAINS OF THE BIG HORMONE ENNEAGRAM PODCAST, 2020-2025 RIP

Special episode with DG and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the instincts in chakras. Link for the Chakra/Instinct Correlation Diagram to follow along in our conversation: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1RBqzLoZ5X0JEqE_LlVlYVqOkzg61bL-c/view?usp=sharing —(1:27) - The archetypal sexual instinct; destruction and creation —(6:05) - Self-Preservation concretizing out of fear, the shadow side of t...

Join us with libations and preferred substances as we look back on the beautiful dumpster fire that was 2024. —(1:27) 4-wings episode postpartum —(9:39) “This podcast used to be good” —(14:48) More Alexandra vs Emeka shit talk —(21:28) Welcome to our end of year 5 drunk pod —(24:10) What we’ve contributed to the enneagram —(29:30) Embodying real spirituality —(35:20) 2024 highlights - Akashic Reco...

After an unfathomable delay we’ve returned to the wings series. **send in your questions and comments for episode #200 bonanza**  —(1:27) Alexandra gaslighting us about why she gave up on the wing series —(12:25) 4-wings intro —(17:53) 9 vs 4 differences / 4’s off-putting emotional aggression  —(23:17) The ambient emotional friction of 4 / frustrated reactivity as a self-protecting boundary —(29:0...

Continuing where we left off with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars. **start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**  —(1:27) Couples that look like siblings —(5:50) The different splits in masculine/feminine psyche —(8:06) Social shadow work to understand sexual instinct/individuation —(9:52) Seeing masculine/femini...

Special episode with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars. **start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**  — (1:27) Plugs — (5:53) Salome & Star Wars intro — (7:00) Conditions of existence, Masculine/Feminine, and the third force — (10:38) John sets the Star Wars stage — (12:53) A New Hope: Princess Leia Loses It A...

Diving into the shadow sex scandal putting equatorial guinea on the map. — (1:27) New formats for the pod / send in questions for episode #200 — (5:15) The African gov’t official sex tapes scandal — (12:51) He’s a smooth criminal 9 — (27:09) Sexual blind conservatism in African culture — (36:26) Freakoffs is the douchiest DJ name / sexual narcissism  — (40:15) Dispersed mass triangulation in 9s —...

— (1:27) The Big Hormone Self-Pres podcast — (3:37) Psychedelics as anti-depressants (correction: serotonin is a neurotransmitter not a hormone) — (11:26) COVID stories and launching the pod — (16:31) The great disillusionment  — (19:51) Trump and elon dork — (21:52) Synflow vs contraflow in autonomy conflicts — (33:30) Getting back into the wing series / 3w2vs3w4 Donate to support the show: https...

— (1:27) the john stream from the void — (5:22) consciousness experiencing itself and letting go — (8:45) complicated relationship to brotherhood — (18:10) a zone is always happening — (22:08) energy around male connection — (35:10) self-pres nerd out — (40:52) bhe guide to crashing out / menendez brothers parent killing — (45:55) zone stem updates and diddy freakoffs Donate to support the show: h...

what it do babyyy: https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (1:27) We watched Bone Tomahawk — (5:06) Instinct Zone updates / Emeka’s 1-3 flame burnout — (10:09) The Play Zones and nailing down long term relationship — (15:23) Stackings within the stackings made a comeback / syn vs contra zone stems — (22:05) The weirdness of 3-1 fetish — (24:20) 3-2 containment and ‘health’ — (28:23) What’s S...

Spilling more instinct zone insights: https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (1:27) souuuunddd check — (4:18) Instinct Zone updates and DG’s SX2-3 game — (9:43) SX2 game vs SX1 froth — (14:44) SX3-2 and John’s meats sexual bias — (19:08) Emeka SX3-1 feeding the fetish — (23:12) John’s autonomy conflicts and the zones — (27:08) Renewing the spark in Zone 1  Donate to support the show: venmo...

New juice to wet your beaks. To follow along check out the intro blogs and videos here: https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (3:29) What are the instinct zone stems? — (9:51) Why Alexandra feels like others are doing social wrong / SO2-1 the gossip flake — (13:48) The Social Zones — (16:54) DG’s social zone 1 provocations — (27:22) John’s SO2-3 A-list player influencer vs Emeka’s SO3-2 gr...

Valeria, our akashic channel, is here to talk about channeling. To get your akashic reading with Valeria DM her on IG: https://www.instagram.com/valeriakechichian — (7:55) Welcome Valeria — (12:34) What is channeling? — (17:22) Importance of channels being clean vessels / perceiving things with neutrality and no judgement — (32:59) The enneagram was channeled by Ichazo / the enneagram symbol is sa...

Full on mystical woo. To book your akashic reading with Valeria DM her on IG: https://www.instagram.com/valeriakechichian — (3:29) What are the akashic records? and what’s a reading like? — (11:49) DG’s a russian doll earth man — (20:35) Alexandra’s a forest fairy warrior — (37:45) John’s a player of dark entities — (53:45) Emeka’s a grounding fusion of raw instinct — (1:08:54) Ikram’s a golden an...

Got your head on a swivel. — (1:27) How major the Bermuda Overlays are  — (4:23) No Diddy and creepy 3w2s — (8:16) Why do people hate Teal Swan so much? / BHE Suicide Hotline — (16:46) DG’s metallurgy analogy for how a wing transforms a fix — (23:22) Are the attachment wings harder to see? — (25:47) What if 9w8 is the most common 9? — (29:36) Gut is king / 8 chaos vs 1 order — (43:52) Bermuda hidd...

Psychedelic 7 frustration with Ikram. — (4:00) The overwhelming depths of 7 disappointment and self-hatred / giving yourself what you didn’t get in childhood — (9:50) The psychic aural fixation of 7  — (13:35) Frustration as the engine to go out into the world / constant bust-boom cycle — (17:03) 7s walking a tight wire with lines to competency and reactive types on either side — (20:10) 7 is figh...

Continuing our series on frustration and type 4. — (2:23) 3w2 interpersonal availability / we’re reacting to 3w2 not bashing it — (9:17) Aesthetic preferences for 4 as an expression of hidden personal selfhood — (14:40) 4 staying in the realm where things can only be seen in the dark — (18:12) The role of 4 for the collective heart in giving voice to personal brokenness and hell — (21:48) Rejectio...

it’s the spice of life. — (1:25) Frustration is the aesthetic of each center — (6:10) Frustration as the basis of human suffering and expression of personality  — (7:56) Bermuda Overlays and frustration as personalized flavor / rejection as the elemental substrate of each center — (14:25) Frustration doesn’t give up on their needs but unwilling to work with how to get its needs met / the knot of n...

Alejohndra are back with tales of their Egypt trip. — (1:25) John and Alexandra recap their retreat to Egypt — (9:05) What about the aliens? / the construction of the pyramids had to be an exercise in presence and intention  — (16:23) The femininity of Egypt — (21:04) Egypt peaked early and then fell off hard — (31:06) Special John the mystical guide / the inner quality of the group — (37:50) The...

In this episode of WILTBY Josh interviews Louis. — (4:50) Josh processing his 2-wing and meeting Louis at the zone / the team love vs team truth confrontation — (11:45) 3w2 facilitating and orchestrating connection vs 3w4 distant excellence — (16:35) The philosophy of truth vs love in psychotherapy — (20:49) Carl Rogers unconditional positive regard — (29:30) What Josh finds annoying about 4 skept...

We watched Poor things right before recording our impressions and thoughts. Call the nota4 hotline at (323) 696-0647. — (2:40) Overview of Poor Things and its ode to the head center — (8:40) The surgeon is a 5 — (13:22) 6 reactivity leveling the playing field with negativity — (16:30) hexad vs attachment response to suffering in the world — (23:45) The artifice of polite adulthood as a hindrance t...

They don’t want you to know. — (3:10) Nines are everyone’s least favorite mud cattle — (6:38) Sixes are annoying cult maintainers — (11:13) Sevens are the slutty surprise suicide Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Josh Brolin, Frank Herbert, and the Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alex...

A must-watch for every 9 and 9-fixer. Watch Dogville and then come back to this. — (8:42) Why we’re talking about Dogville / Plot overview — (19:53) The hope of attachment vs the leverage of rejection — (24:30) How things went from bad to worse — (30:04) The arrogance of 9 — (37:32) Grace confronted by the Dogville principle — (47:14) Grace representing the unprotected innocence of the body center...

Live from Harlem tunneling thru the catacombs of the heart. Watch here: https://youtu.be/tnkHm0LCX_c — (2:18) Alright.. the heart center live — (6:45) The value of shame / heart-2nd impresisons — (13:15) Josh’s core 3 image and sensitivity to self-abandonment  — (16:07) Decoupling emotion from the feeling of the heart center — (20:40) Shame shame shame — (30:05) The developmental view of the cente...

New insights emerging on having your heart center last. — (4:22) Alexandra’s new insights about heart-last and image being a cultivated sense of identity  — (12:27) Being a social-blind image type / reinforcing who you are to yourself — (16:28) Painting your self-portrait and updating how things reflect on you  — (23:18) Aesthetic of personality and unearthing an ocean of values — (26:08) What doe...