Beyond The 12

Season 5 of Beyond The 12 has come to a close, and what a long, tender, holy journey it has been. This finale episode revisits the heart behind The Middle is Holy—the waiting seasons, the hidden work, the tired prayers, the fragile faith, the quiet consistency, and the holy moments we almost missed along the way. Together, we look back at some of the conversations, stories, and biblical middle pla...

Sometimes God speaks...and then the waiting begins. In this solo episode of Beyond The 12, we explore the sacred space between promise and fulfillment; the quiet middle where faith is stretched, trust is refined, and God often seems silent. Through the lives of Abraham and others in scripture, we talk about delayed promises, spiritual formation, and how to discern whether God has truly spoken some...

Not every move of God comes with a spotlight. In this episode, we’re slowing down to notice the holy middle moments we almost miss—the small graces, subtle answers, and quiet shifts that happen while life is still unfolding. Joined by my friend James Pavisian, we talk about how easy it is to overlook God’s work when it doesn’t look dramatic, and how learning to recognize His fingerprints in unfini...

There’s a version of faith we don’t talk about enough. Not the bold, mountain-moving kind—but the quiet, worn-out kind. The kind that’s still believing even when you're tired of believing. In this episode, we step into the tension of waiting seasons—the space where we're praying again and again for God to answer and we’ve yet to see Him. Together, we explore what it means to hold onto hope when it...

Not every relationship is broken… but not every relationship is healed either. There’s a middle space many of us live in — where trust is rebuilding, forgiveness is ongoing, and tenderness can feel risky. In this episode of Beyond The 12, my newest friend, Pastor Jason Roberts, and I are talking about what it means to live faithfully in that space. From marriages and friendships to family dynamics...

Not all obedience is seen — but all of it matters. This episode is about the quiet faithfulness that shapes who we become. Heaven notices what crowds never do. The prayers no one hears, the discipline no one applauds, the choices no one sees. This conversation is for the hidden places — where God is doing His deepest work.  In this episode, we talk about the quiet, hidden work that God never overl...

This Easter, while we celebrate the resurrection of our Lord and new life, we’re also reminded of something quieter—but just as powerful: the beauty of a faithful life lived over time. In this episode of Beyond The 12, we explore what it means to have faith that looks boring but lasts. Not the kind built on spiritual highs or emotional moments, but the kind formed in daily obedience, steady rhythm...

Most of life isn’t lived in big, defining moments. It’s lived in the in-between… the ordinary, repetitive, sometimes painfully normal days. The Tuesday mornings and the routines. The responsibilities that don’t feel spiritual — just necessary. And yet, what if that’s exactly where God is? In this episode, my friend Rylee Calderwood and I talk about what it means to stay faithful when life feels sm...

Letting go of your timeline isn’t easy. But it might be where trust is built the deepest. In this episode, my friend Zach and I talk about what it really looks like to release control, wrestle with waiting, and trust God’s timing when life doesn’t go as planned. We talk about foregoing our timelines and trusting that God is still at work—even in the middle of waiting. If you’ve been feeling “behin...

Why does becoming more like Christ sometimes feel harder instead of easier? In this episode, my friend Jessica and I explore the tension of spiritual growth — the kind that stretches us, challenges us, and sometimes leaves us feeling alone or misunderstood. We talk about why real growth can feel uncomfortable, the difference between holy stretching and unhealthy striving, and how God uses difficul...

Not every season of faith comes with clarity and fireworks. Sometimes God feels quiet—and yet life keeps asking for trust. In this episode, we talk about discerning God’s activity when there’s no clear instruction and no fresh word. It’s a conversation about learning to trust who God is when His voice feels silent, and discovering that quiet seasons may hold deeper work than we realize. Together w...

We tend to celebrate beginnings and long for endings—but most of life is lived in the middle. The in-between seasons. The waiting. The unfinished stories where prayers are still unanswered and clarity feels just out of reach. In this opening episode of Season 5, we’re naming a sacred truth we often overlook: the middle is holy. Scripture is filled with holy middle places. * Jesus came from Judah—a...

Season 5 will launch right on schedule — but the bonus conversations between season 4 and 5 have taken a little longer. In this heartfelt episode, I share why. After the passing of my mom, I entered a season of grief that slowed everything down. Instead of pushing through, I chose stillness — and discovered that God meets us most tenderly in the middle of our doubt, confusion, and questions. In th...

In the Season 4 finale of Beyond The 12, we take a heartfelt look back at a season spent walking through real life with God. This closing episode brings the theme Navigating the Unknown full circle—celebrating the lessons learned, the quiet confirmations, and the surprising ways God shows up when the map runs out. With warmth and honesty, we reflect on what it means to trust God when the road ahea...

In this episode, I sit down once again with John Ostenson to talk about the relationships that shape our lives—quietly, consistently, and sometimes with a bit more challenge than we’d care to admit. John brings the kind of wisdom that doesn’t chase trends but leans into what has always mattered: trust, commitment, and the courage to show up for the people God’s placed in our path. Together we expl...

This episode didn't go off the way I planned—but maybe that’s exactly why it needed to happen this way. Today I’m talking about what happens when plans fall apart and God changes the route. From my own moving stories to lessons from the Israelites’ long journey, I’ve learned that even when life feels uncertain, God’s faithfulness travels well. You’ll also hear about my friends Holly and Kellie, bo...

In this episode of Beyond the 12, I sit down with Brigid Enchill — a Professor of French at the University of Kansas and a doctoral student — to talk about what it means to live out your calling in education while staying rooted in faith. Brigid opens up about the tension and beauty of pursuing excellence in academia while keeping her spiritual walk front and center. Together, we explore how faith...

When the diagnosis hits, when the healing seems delayed, when your body doesn’t do what it used to — where is God in all of it? In this powerful and tender conversation, I sit down with my dear friend Laura Roth to explore how faith sustains us through health challenges. Together, we open up about fear, prayer, and the surprising ways God meets us in weakness and pain. If you’ve ever wrestled with...

Sometimes, in our pursuit of growth, we move so fast that we lose sight of the very foundation we’re standing on. In this episode, we pause… and return to the heart of it all: faith. “Faith 2.0” isn’t about new tricks or flashy upgrades. It’s about rediscovering the simple, steady trust in God that anchors us when life is uncertain. We revisit what it truly means to believe in Him and walk as His...

Grief has a way of stopping us in our tracks. It’s tender, raw, and often shows up when we least expect it. In this episode, I sit down with Pam Kueffer , a woman whose story is marked by profound loss — having tragically lost two children, one as a toddler and one as an adult. Yet every time Pam speaks, wisdom flows like a river in the desert. Together, we walk through the realities of deep sorro...

When the headlines scream uncertainty and the world feels out of control, where do we turn? In this episode of Beyond the 12, I sit down with Eric Niday to explore how believers can navigate the unknown in the face of global events. From biblical wisdom to practical steps, we unpack how to stay grounded in faith rather than gripped by fear. If you’ve ever wondered how to process the chaos around u...

Money often feels like one of life’s greatest mysteries—especially when the future seems uncertain. In this episode of Beyond the 12, I’m joined by my friend, financial advisor and ministry leader Keith Napier , to talk about what it really means to walk by faith when it comes to our finances. Together, we’ll discuss practical ways to approach financial decisions with wisdom, how to plan without g...

What do you do when your career feels uncertain, when the path ahead isn’t as clear as you hoped it would be? In this episode, I'm joined by my husband Ronnie and together we dive into the challenges and opportunities that come with navigating the unknown in our professional lives. Whether you’re facing a career transition, stepping into a brand-new field, or simply questioning your current direct...

What does it really look like to trust God when the road ahead is foggy or we feel stuck in the middle? In this episode of Beyond the 12, I sit down with my friend Jadyn Walker to talk about navigating the unknown as it relates to our faith. Together, we share honest reflections, practical encouragement, and a few biblical stories that remind us why faith is less about having the map and more abou...

We’re back! After a little break, Season 4 of Beyond The 12 kicks off with some fresh music and a fresh theme: Navigating the Unknown . In this opening episode, I’m sharing what it looks like to face uncertainty with faith and courage—because let’s be honest, none of us get a roadmap for life. Think of this as the starting point for a season of encouragement, discovery, and learning how to trust G...