Between Light and Shadow : Stories of God, Creation, and Us

In this episode of Between Light & Shadow: The Story of God, Creation, and Us, we step into one of the most misunderstood figures in ancient wisdom: Lilith — the first woman, the exiled feminine, and the archetype of unclaimed power. But this isn’t a retelling of folklore. It’s an exploration of the human psyche, the parts of ourselves we suppress, and the spiritual inheritance of being both l...

In this episode we step into one of the most misunderstood stories of human history — the serpent, the fruit, and the moment everything changed. But instead of talking mythology, we talk psychology. We talk shadow work. We talk us. This episode explores desire, temptation, and the inner conflicts we inherit just by being human. We unpack why we crave what harms us, why we’re drawn to what awakens...

In this episode of Facing the Mirror , we explore Kabbalah , creation, and the spiritual anatomy of the human psyche through a trauma-informed, attachment-aware lens. This is one of the deepest and most transformative breakdowns of how the universe began and how that story mirrors the roots of shadow work, trauma responses, emotional patterns, and relationship dynamics . We start with the ancient...

What happens when shadow meets shadow? In this episode of Facing the Mirror , Christina dives into the archetypal story of Lilith and Lucifer — not as demons, but as reflections of our own repressed power, desire, and defiance. This isn’t about evil; it’s about evolution. Through a transpersonal lens, Christina unpacks how the myth of their union represents the sacred marriage between our light an...

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Long before Eve, there was Lilith. Created from the same dust as Adam, she was his equal — not his rib, not his shadow. But when Adam demanded her submission, Lilith refused. She spoke the secret name of God and chose exile over silence. In this episode of Between Light and Shadow: Stories of God, Creation, and Us, Christina Stuller of Tranquil Balance uncovers the mystery of Lilith — the first wo...

When pride rose in heaven and Lucifer led a rebellion, one angel stood firm. His name was Michael. His very name means “Who is like God?” — a declaration that no created being could rival the Creator. In this episode of Between Light and Shadow: Stories of God, Creation, and Us, Christina Stuller of Tranquil Balance brings you the story of Michael — the angel who drew his sword not for glory, not...

The Morning Star – Lucifer’s Rise and Fall What does it take to fall from grace? How do you go from being the most radiant, the most gifted, the most beloved… to becoming the most rejected? In this first episode of Between Light and Shadow: Stories of God, Creation, and Us , Christina Stuller of Tranquil Balance takes you into one of the most haunting and powerful stories ever told: the rise and f...