Being Blackout

Money can reveal who we really are. In this episode, I reflect on whether having more would strengthen my faith—or test it—and why wanting just enough might actually be the blessing. #FaithOverMoney #MoneyMindset #ChristianPodcast #SpiritualGrowth #Contentment #PurposeOverProfit

Losing my sight pushed me into a level of vulnerability I never expected. I talk about how blindness forced me to rely on others, express my emotions honestly, and stop hiding behind the version of myself I thought I had to be. This episode shares how surrendering control helped me grow in ways I never imagined. #vulnerability #blindnessjourney #selfgrowth #healingprocess #authenticliving

I open up about my lifelong fear of looking stupid and how perfectionism, overthinking, and embarrassment have shaped the way I move through the world. From second-guessing jokes to rewriting posts before anyone sees them, I explore how these insecurities affected my confidence and identity. This episode is all about honesty, growth, and releasing the pressure to be perfect. #overthinking #perfect...

Living with hearing loss affects every part of your life—your relationships, confidence, identity, and the way you move through the world. In this episode, I share the honest, unfiltered truth about what it’s really like being deaf, the emotional and practical challenges people don’t talk about, and the invisible struggle behind everyday interactions. This isn’t a story about weakness—it’s about t...

In this episode, I share the shocking story of a supposedly shy family member whose actions spiraled into chaos around me. From following me everywhere to handling a dangerous situation completely wrong, I reveal what it was like to feel trapped in the middle of their drama. Tune in for a raw, personal look at family tension, trust, and the unexpected challenges of dealing with those closest to yo...

In this episode, I share the shocking story of a family member who plotted to steal my dog while spreading lies about me, claiming I wasn’t taking care of him. I break down what really happened, how I handled the betrayal, and the lessons I learned about trust, family, and protecting what’s mine. Tune in for an honest, raw story you won’t want to miss.

In this episode, I share the moment I discovered I had diabetes, the symptoms I experienced, and the mix of fear, confusion, and acceptance that followed. Join me as I walk through my journey, what it felt like physically and emotionally, and how I began to navigate this life-changing diagnosis.

In this episode, I dive into a controversial question: is it ever okay to walk around naked when your roommate is blind? I share my honest thoughts on why this is disrespectful, the boundaries that matter, and why consent and awareness are everything. Tune in for a real, unfiltered conversation about respect, boundaries, and living thoughtfully with others.

Are you tired of seeking external signs and empty reassurance? This episode delivers the honest truth about hearing God’s voice and why it requires real work, not shortcuts. Stop searching for cryptic messages or relying on others to speak for God—your relationship with Him is personal, direct, and built through discipline. In this episode, you’ll discover why your prayers might be failing and how...

I opened social media this morning and saw something I wasn’t ready for—my ex’s new life, his engagement, and a baby on the way. And just like that, emotions I thought were healed came rushing back. This episode is my honest breakdown of that moment, the heartbreak relapse it triggered, and the real truth behind why it hurt. This isn’t just about him. It’s about me facing where I am in my own life...

In this episode, I open up about losing the hobbies that once brought me joy—and the struggle of trying to find new ones after blindness changed everything. From frustration to small moments of hope, I talk honestly about what it’s like to start over, explore new interests, and search for something that helps me unwind again. If you’ve ever felt lost, stuck, or unsure of what still lights you up,...

A transformative message on how to hear God’s voice directly, strengthen your faith, and tap into your inner spiritual authority. Discover how to find clarity, peace, and guidance from the Most High without outside noise or intermediaries. Perfect for anyone facing challenges, seeking purpose, or wanting a deeper connection with God.

Losing my sight wasn’t an accident — it was the result of my own choices, and the guilt that followed almost broke me. In this episode, I open up for the first time about what really caused my blindness, how it felt to realize my world was changing forever, and the shame I carried in silence. If you’ve ever blamed yourself for something you can’t undo, this story is for you. Let’s talk about fear,...

In this episode, I break down the Squid Game: The Challenge chaos and ask the real question… why is everybody crying after knowing each other for five days? 😂 From quick friendships to dramatic goodbyes, I share why I just don’t connect that fast—and how my own detachment era shows up in real life. I talk about small talk struggles, why it took forever for me to even trust my best friend, and how...

In this episode, I open up about what it’s really like to become blind later in life—the shock, the emotional toll, and the massive shift in daily living. I share the mental, spiritual, and practical struggles of losing vision as an adult, how it impacts the people around me, and what it takes to rebuild a life you never expected to live.

In this episode, I break down how I actually watch movies and TV shows as a blind person — from the tools that help me follow what’s happening to the parts that still get frustrating. I talk about the reality of relying on audio description, the moments it completely misses the mark, and the little hacks I use to enjoy my favorite shows anyway. If you’ve ever wondered what watching TV is really li...

A raw, steady look at what happens when disability, depression, and faith all collide. In this episode, I open up about the fear and heartbreak of losing my sight, the anxiety and uncertainty that came with it, and the dark mental space I had to fight my way through. I share how faith became my anchor—not as a perfect fix, but as the thing that kept me moving when everything else felt impossible.

A real, unfiltered look at what hearing loss is actually like—the misunderstandings, the awkward moments, the things people get wrong, and how it affects dating, love, and everyday connection. This episode breaks down the subtle frustrations, the pet peeves, and the way being hard of hearing shapes your confidence, relationships, and identity in ways most people never think about.

In this episode, I break down the everyday things people don’t expect about blindness—how it’s a spectrum, how different blind people see in different ways, and why organization matters so much. I share real examples, like how something as simple as moving an item can throw off my whole day, and what these challenges look like in real life.

In this first episode, I introduce myself and explain what Being Blackout is all about—my life as a deaf-blind Black woman, my mental health journey, my faith, and the real, honest experiences I’ll be sharing. I give a preview of what listeners can expect in future episodes as we navigate life’s ups and downs together.