Lil Xan

Before I Forget

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Before I Forget is Lil Xan’s unfiltered look into the life behind the fame. After rising from SoundCloud notoriety to global platinum success, Xan has lived a surreal mix of spotlight highs, personal loss, recovery, creativity, and reinvention. Each episode pulls you deeper into his world — the music that changed everything, the grief that shaped him, the pressure of fame, the friendships and fallouts, and the journey of rebuilding himself as an artist and as a person. Raw, honest, and at times unexpectedly funny, this podcast gives fans the version of Xan you don’t see online. No scripts. No...

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Lil Xan

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Meeting Legends 11.03.2026 39:05

In this episode Lil Xan dives deep into some of the legends he's met over the span of his career such as Juice Wrld, Mac Miller and more. Enjoy. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See https://pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Episode 2: The Inevitable Fall Off — Life After Peaking 24.12.2025 36:09

In this second installment of Before I Forget, Lil Xan (Diego) takes a raw and reflective look at one of the most polarizing terms in the music industry: "the fall off". From the chaotic heights of his 2018 fame to his new, quieter life in Utah, Diego explores what happens once you've reached the top and the cameras begin to turn away. Diego breaks down the timeline of his career, beginning with h...

Grief and Sobriety 19.11.2025 41:24

Episode 1: Grief & Sobriety — Losing My Mom and Finding Myself In the debut episode of Before I Forget, Lil Xan opens up about the most painful chapter of his life — the sudden loss of his mother — and the fight to stay sober in the aftermath. For the first time, Xan shares how her passing shattered him, what those first days and weeks really looked like, and how he navigated grief without falling...