Bedtime Talks With Zhan

In this episode, I share the revelations God has been showing me about navigating the single season with purpose, faith, and wisdom. We dive into the question, "Why do we sometimes feel like God's love isn't enough?". We need to explore how our conversations, relationships, and thought patterns can shape our journey while we wait. I also share personal experiences that taught me the importance of...

What if the wounds left by your earthly father are affecting the way you see your Heavenly Father? In this episode of Bedtime Talks with Zhan, I share a fresh revelation God has been showing me: despite my growth, healing, and relationship with Christ, I still struggle with daddy issues. As children of God, we often don’t realize how our relationship—or lack of relationship—with our natural father...

In this episode, we’re asking the question nobody wants to answer honestly: Why date if not to marry? 👀 Somewhere along the way, modern dating became endless situationships, wasted years, emotional confusion, and relationships with no real direction. But is that really how God intended relationships to be? Today, I’m diving deep into the true purpose of dating, marriage, and guarding your heart a...

It's Testimony time Little Angels! Listen, since late November 2025 to about now May 2026 me and my family have truly been going through. I truly have not faced so much tragedy and heart ache before. Sometimes it's very sobering to remember your heart will still ache even in Christ. I have talked on the podcast before how much I get frustrated and how desperate I am to see change in my life. Wheth...

In this episode, we take a deep and honest look at the story of Jacob, from his origin all the way to his life-changing moment wrestling with God. Jacob’s journey is one many of us can relate to. It’s a story filled with tension, waiting, and moments where desperation slowly turns into frustration. What happens when we believe in God’s promises, but everything in front of us seems to show the oppo...

Happy Resurrection Sunday Little Angelz!!! What better way to celebrate Christ than to talk about the Good News of salvation! This episode we will walk the Romans Road together and at the end pray a prayer of salvation!! Freedom is our portion in this life. Peace is our destiny! I hope you enjoy this podcast episode and please join the conversations in the comments. Any questions are always welcom...

Happy Sunday my Little Angels!! In the beginning... Lets talk God, sin, and the need to be saved by God! God placed it on my heart to talk about salvation. This will be a two part series on how to come to Christ. I hope this first part dissects some of the origins of sin and the identity of God as well as directs you to His Word and inspires you to learn more about the one and only God over ALL! N...

What is true intimacy according to God's Word? In the very first episode of Bedtime Talks With Zhan, we dive into a real and honest conversation about pure intimacy, toxic relationship cycles, and what the Bible says about love. Many of us grew up seeing relationship patterns in our families, communities, and culture that were labeled as love. But when we compare those patterns to biblical love, w...

Heyy My Little Angelz today I have a special announcement for you and I can't wait for you all to embark on this new journey with me. I don't want to spoil the surprise so all I am going to say is when you are faithful over the little God gives you more. Today I will be sharing my personal testimony to show you all that God provides and he truly shows up when needed! I hope you enjoy!!!! Scripture...

Heyyy my Little Angelzz welcome back to another episode! This week I have been battling procrastination and the push to get certain projects done. Procrastination is something that we ALL suffer from at different degrees. God has shown me how I have been a high functioning procrastinator in the past, but this new season of higher heights he is calling me to more on my plate. I can no longer approa...

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Make sure you follow me :) Social Media: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/xoxo__zhan/ TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en Hey my Little Angelz this week I realized that I struggle with expecting to much from people. I am a passionate, hardworking, driven woman and sometimes I think others are like me. I am learning to lower my expectations on family, friends, and relationships. I bel...

On this week's episode I go deeper into the hardships of being a kind person. Knowing when to draw the line between being nice to people and pleasing them is something that can make or break your success with denying your flesh. This is something I am still learning to teach myself to do, but I thought this topic has always been trendy in my life. In this season, I am trying my best to say NO and...

Dear Little Angels, This week was really challenging for me. I talk about forgiving myself for mental health issues I can't control. Sometimes it is easy to be mad at yourself because there are things mentally going on that you do not understand. PMDD - Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder is one of those things that makes me very confused and mad at myself because I can't control nor understand my fee...

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MY LITTLE ANGELZZZ HEYY!! This week I struggled with seeking validation in the wrong places and ended up hurting my own feelings LOL. The reality is that I know I am supposed to lean on God to be heard, seen, and understood. But sometimes I am not trying to hear that. Its the truth my little angelz because people will let you down and leave you unsatisfied, but God will show up because he doesn't...

This weeks I am discussing what it is like trying to build relationships with people when there is a strong negative connotation to being a believer in Christ. The number one key is confidence in self. With this you can walk into any room and attract the right people. So always focus on self and your identity my Little Angelz and your right community will find you! Don't forget you can watch the v...

Heyy my Little Angelz no matter what you are going through never forget that God sees you, hears you, and loves you. He is a perfect planner and he is always working on your behalf. Scripture References: Ecclesiastes 1:9 - "... Nothing under the sun is truly new" Romans 8:28 - "God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God..." Genesis 19:26 and Luke 17:32 - Lots wife Fo...

Heyy my Little Angels talk about a yap session. Today we dive deeper into my BUSY MIND and how I am trying to remain focus on the goal. The goal has always been to create a safe community for my Little Angelz to express themselves. And on this journey I am getting exhausted of all the thoughts that race in my mind. Trying to tap into my entrepreneur skills is hard because I am teaching myself how...

Happy Wednesday my Little Angels! This episode is about defining being "grown". My question for you all: Is being grown a mindset or an action? This week was a little more lax since last week was very serious and emotional. I hope you enjoyed. Like, Comment, and Subscribe! Listen to my Podcast ANYTIME!: Apple Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/id1782003951 Audib...

Heyyyy my Little Angelz happy Wednesday! To be honest chat ... this turned into a big vent session real quick, real fast LOL. The strongholds of fear and how I attempt to combat them is what I talked about today, so join me and listen to my Ted Talk! For someone who has Always been sensitive and experience BIG emotions, I too still struggle with being vulnerable sometimes. Allow this to be a remin...

Heyy my Little Angelz I hope all is well! If you are listening on Apple Podcast don't forget to write me a review https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/id1782003951 This week's podcast was hilarious to make I truly had a blast. Now don't forget this is just "The Way I See It" hope you enjoyed :) Scripture references: Genesis 1:27 NIV Make sure to SUBSCRIBE to my YouTube Cha...

Happy NEW YEAR my Little Angels I am so excited to see what is to come in 2025!!! This week's scripture references: Philippians 4:13 NLT "For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength" Philippians 4:6 NLT "Don't worry about anything; instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for ALL he has done" Other creators mentioned on YouTube: @lovelykayla.2x @zariaa...

Merry Christmas my Little Angels!!! This episode is for those who need that extra reminder that yes, the holidays may suck or are challenging for most, but no matter what you are loved and there is always a reason for the season. I pray you all are blessed and find a mustard seed of JOY in your day. I LOVE YALL see yall next week!! This weeks scripture references: Mathew Chapters 1 and 2 NLT Song...

This week on the Pod we dive deeper into my struggle with idolizing marriage and relationships in my life. Somedays are harder than others, but this episode is to show others who feel the same way that they are not alone in their season of singleness. Welcome to Bedtime Talks With Zhan, a heartwarming podcast segment that explores the life of a young black woman. Hosted by Zhanvie (John-Vee-Aye) E...