Ayla and Potato3s: A Nightly Message From Your Best Friend

Today felt soul led. I got approved for food stamps, re ceived $200 which took a weight off my shoulders, and even got gifted a drink when I forgot my wallet. The biggest win , I finished and submitted my guided journal to KDP at $15.55, a number of transformation. Nervous and excited, but proud .

I returned my iPad and some Amazon purchases to save money, rehearsed monologues in the car, and had an eye-opening doctor’s visit about Hashimoto’s. An unexpected $200 gift felt like a divine sign. Between donuts, journaling, and dreams of publishing, I’m learning balance in busy seasons .

Today I had my consult for surgery, but Hashimoto’s may make me ineligible unless my labs clear me. I returned my iPad, reduced my bill, and kept working on my guided journal , almost 1 65 questions now! Nervous and excited aka “ nervcited” to publish my third book this year. And so it begins…

I caught up on my 21-day challenge, recorded monologues, and worked on my guided journal. Tomorrow is packed: doctor’s appointment, workout, call, and school. I’m practicing focus, even while juggling Kundalini yoga, content, and side projects. One step at a time.

Today wasn’t huge or flashy, but it mattered. I slept in, saw family, did my homework, and had new ideas about turning emotions into something healing. Finished a book, did day two of Kundalini yoga, and planned for tomorrow. My life really does only get better and better.

I spent today creating : from designing my guided journal cover to starting day one of Kundalini yoga (which feels like punishment-meets-transformation). I read part of a fantasy novel, reflected on my monologues, and even did laundry. On TikTok Live last night , I hyped people up, and one friend said she loved how I boosted everyone. That made me realize , I’m a natural hype person, and everyone...

Today reminded me that my life only gets better and better. From an upgraded flight to New York, to my brother gifting me a red Tumi suitcase, to realizing how proud I am of myself , everything feels like an upgrade. I enter, I win.

I tackled 75% of my list today , I missed food and school but gained small wins like paying a bill early, buying my iPad, and staying on track. I’m learning to balance joy, responsibility, and dreams one day at a time .

Today I bounced back from one of my lowest points yesterday . As it turns out , letting myself fully feel sad actually cleared the way for me to feel lighter. I found out my audition was officially submitted (!!!), and even though I wasn’t the only one, it gave me hope. I hosted a live group manifesting session for the black moon, and we prayed for everything from dream jobs to paying off houses....

Today I rewrote my monologue from the 21-day challenge, but this time to my 6-year-old self. I pictured watching her through the living room window watching her as she is terrified, confused, hiding behind Grandma and told her she grows up to be strong, smart, and loved. It was healing, even though it made me cry. I also realized I don’t have to live life on anyone else’s schedule, and that some d...

Today was about forward motion and unexpected wins. I found out my free mini tummy tuck study actually pays me aka $ 200 gift card (and more) coming my way! I finished my storyboard (stick figures and all), made a blanket-selling video for a hosting audition, and tackled my 21-day challenge homework by writing a monologue to my mom to heal an old wound. I also test-sat in the Lexus GX Overtrail an...

Today wasn’t super amazing, but better is better. I skipped the gym, wrote in my book, learned I have one of the highest grades in class, and kept pivoting toward my goals. Still here, still showing up because even small better counts.

Today tested me: school deadlines, a denied food stamps notice, family tension, and moments where giving up crossed my mind. But I still showed up for myself: gym, small wins, and affirmations. God’s got me, I’ve got you, so we’ve got us. Here’s the link to my YouTube Playlist with the affirmations: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLdFUOQ3rsFxkoSLLlMikxNasGN4giSpX4&si=u5RKpcJIqHF5HCGa

Today was a mix of reflection, movement, and self-growth. My grandmother passed away, I tried my first TRX class (and loved it), and I’m pushing myself to go to every 6 p.m. class this week. I also realized how far I’ve come , for instance applying for jobs I never would’ve considered last year , and reminded myself: we are gotten

Today was all about letting life be sweet to me. I mapped dream road trips, had three amazing calls, finished a group reading (new beginnings!), and reflected on trusting what I can’t see yet. God’s got me, I’ve got you , we are gotten

I found out my agency isn’t what it claimed, lined up three big calls tomorrow, got spoiled with spiritual gifts, made a surprising crypto gain, journaled deep truths, and realized life might be moving forward faster than I thought.

Today started rocky , I missed my mentor meeting, one interview ghosted me, and the other wasn’t quite a match. But then… the dream job I’d wished for…a QVC/HSN Program Host role in a city I’ve never been to… showed up in my inbox. I applied with the most “me” cover letter ever. I also had a big win with my mom by choosing not to engage in a fight. Money I’ve spent is circulating back to me, and I...

Today was about abundance, boundaries, and semicolons. I ate with my parents, shared yellow watermelon, and talked about why I don’t judge consensual sexual preferences. I opened up about past shame, survivor advocacy, and building my future. God’s got me, I’ve got you.

Hey my little potato. Just wanted to say , I love you. Today was full of ease. I found out my refund check is on the way and I’m getting over $2,000! Plus $261 from Lyft. The Vietnamese curry hit the spot, even if the sandwich shop was closed. I held space for others and reminded myself: we’re gotten, not forgotten. Life’s not perfect, but it’s good. Thanks for being here. God’s got me. I’ve got y...

Today reminded me how curiosity keeps things alive. Whether it’s asking first-date questions years into a relationship or pivoting in business, I’m learning to lead like Phil Jackson. I want to build a team, not a family and that shift feels empowering .

I’m dreaming big via 5-figure weeks, my dream apartment, the company thriving. I got a $1.29 check, did Reiki, and re-committed to being that girl. Even if life’s messy, I’m expanding with softness. God’s got me, I’ve got you and so we’ve got us. I love you.

Hey, my little potato. I just wanna start by saying I love you. This episode is about being heard and how deeply healing that’s been for me. I talk about accepting abundance (pizza and unexpected $50!), turning in my big school assessment, and realizing how my company is forming around what people truly need: someone to feel them. I also reflect on love languages, reprogramming my relationship wit...

Today was a mix of reflection and connection. I realized it’s been forever since I got a real hug, talked about big ideas for touch and healing, printed out homework notes, and got surprised with $50. God’s got me, I’ve got you , so we’ve got us .

I hit 1,000 recordings on my phone which is wild for someone who once hated her voice. Met my mentor, got my makeup done, and set a new goal: score a 92 on my big project. It’s bold and I’m going for it!

Today I embraced my August theme: accepting abundance. From a crumble that fed my soul to applying for jobs and signing up with Truth Management, I’m learning life can be easy. Abundance shows up in unexpected ways : money, kindness, and new opportunities