Awkwardly Adulting

Lets go back in time. I've been missing living on my own, away from the city. Here's a clip of when I had a mouse in my house on Thanksgiving Day.

I am not an influencer. I am just me with opinions, a past, thoughts of the future - I’ve tried in the past to be unfiltered but I misunderstood that. I started twisting my own words, and so were others.

I don't want to sit on my hands anymore. Yellow!

October 15, 2023 I was in a dark spot (lol). I wasn’t hanging out with very many people, I would go out after 9 pm, and I would Doordash every meal. I was so emotional about my life that I would just talk to myself and driving around the valley. There were times I would drive all the way to Long Beach to just walk around, listening to music. “My body wants to go everywhere at once,” is the truest...

sorry for not uploading on-time. I’ve been stressed…but in a good way.

10/3/24

I talk about eating disorders and share a story about having an accident at Six Flags. Fun right? I just want to be real on this podcast so I can live my life without overthinking. I guess I thrive on my embarrassing stories now that I've realized that it's just a "funny story to tell."

Learning to be more vulnerable again. I woke up in the middle of the night, early morning really - and couldn’t sleep.

I'm struggling to be comfortable on this podcast again and the only way that I can be held accountable is by seeing my peers do the damn thing. It's amazing how Owen decided to pack his things and move to South Korea to teach English. He's been recording his day-to-day on his Instagram which made me think, the only person holding me back is myself.

hello hello life continues, the earth spins, the moon rises, and that's okay. Follow the podcast awkadultingpod for short life stories when they happen. Midway through the episode my friend came over ('speak of the devil') and had some Domino's pizza, pretty sweet.

Terrible audio quality in the last episode, but this one, loud and clear. I've been struggling with being alone and leaving California behind. I've been missing all the 'ships - relationships, friendships and even situationships. Life has been crazy.

Goals for 2024 is not fearing fear, being true to myself before others, sleeping more (and less), drinking more water and talking more.

Hi. Personal episode, please disregard my emotional state. I look forward to looking back and opening up. Being somewhat shy and socially awkward I've always turned to the internet for connection, I discuss more in this episode.

This is a bonus episode in collaboration to a project I did in the Spring semester of my time at CSULB; a radio station called Black Ink . Under 22 West Radio I had the opportunity to volunteer my time to learn how to practice talking about music over sound waves. In this first episode I’m finally uploading audio interviews I’ve done in the past with artists I’ve come across during my time learnin...

no filter bonus episode with roberta. We are not platforming any opinions, we are sharing our own honest opinion with #no filter. We do not solicit hate, we accept all people of all genders, of all races, and of all backgrounds. Please, listening to the opinions of others is nothing new but its avoided now because of culture surrounding being "cancelled" I wanted to explore this idea. (W...

no filter bonus episode with epii. We talk about very sensitive topics, we are not platforming any opinions, we are keeping it sharing our own honest opinion with #no filter. We do not solicit hate, we accept all people of all genders, of all races, and of all backgrounds. Please, listening to the opinions of others is nothing new but its avoided now because of culture surrounding being being &quo...

Hellooooo BONUS episodes will be a regular thing. I want to talk about journalism, reporting, interviewing and try to learn about the art of telling someones story. I went to an event in Los Angeles giving smaller artists a chance to share their music live. I'll share some of my interviews, their performances and my reflection on reporting for my first music event for an internship that ended that...

hello, I am back with a disclaimer episode. In the past I would avoid certain topics that I would love to talk about for the sake of my image. In the upcoming season I want to be more open and vulnerable about my experiences. In other episodes I would always sugarcoat what was going on to save image of mainly myself and my life choices. But looking back it has definitely created a false picture in...

In this episode it feels similar to a random dump of topics and opinions. Talking about old high school friendships/feelings, weird things that we like, exes....and more on our life. I reallyyyyy am lazy this summer...I don't have a conclusion in this episode but please follow the podcast @awkadultingpod. If you're seeing this post you're favorite part of the episode, dm me the post, which could b...

hi todays episode is kinda an awaited brain dump. I've been having trouble maintaining a healthy relationship with my family while living at home as an adult, which i discuss in this episode with reflections on my tendency to people please. 

headphone user warning thank you so much for listening to my mini "welcome back" episode of Awkwardly Adulting. in this episode I talk about my updates on school from the previous episode, mental health, boys hehe and other topics that seem to pop up. warning, this episode is nasally and has a little ranty tone. I kind of touch on being alone and money things...lol nevertheless I hope you enjoy.&n...

Happy Thanksgiving guys!!!! I'm very thankful for each and everyone of yall for taking the time out of your day to listen to my podcast and listen to my voice for...an hour. This week back into the podcast, I feature a new segment of confessions, updates on my mental health, boring school updates. Just an hour of me bouncing random topics. 

hello welcome to the last episode of this months segment called self sunday. during this month we we're doing weekly journal entries. this weeks question was, What do I need to forgive myself for?, What do I do that holds me back the most in life? And last weeks question was, If you could say one thing to the person who hurt you the most, what would it be and why? In this episode we're talking abo...

hello welcome to this months segment called self sunday. during this month we're also doing a weekly journal entry. this weeks question is, Are you okay with the fact that not everyone will like you? Why or why not? In this episode we're talking about socializing. Next week we'll give an update, discuss what we learned during the week and answer next weeks journal prompt. blog with my answers to t...

hello welcome to this months segment called self sunday. during this month we're also doing a weekly journal entry. this weeks question is, what would you tell your self 10 years ago? in this episode we're talking about emotions. Next week we'll give an update, discuss what we learned during the week and answer next weeks journal prompt. blog with my answers to the monthly prompts