Awakening Alexandria

Explore your inner landscape with this grounding Somatic Awareness Practice. You need only yourself, a spot to lie down, and a space where you won’t be disturbed. Coming home to yourself can be this easy. Restful blessings, Alexandria This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit awakeningalexandria.substack.com

When it’s my life’s work to fold back all experiences into myself, be my own alchemist, and awaken the consciousness of Soul, life can feel veeeeeeery confusing. In this episode I walk through various aspects of Soul including its voice, its quality, and what often gets in the way of us experiencing first hand the presence of Soul within us. I share with you the process of pausing the externalizat...

What if our tendency to people-please is actually our inner-child/soul wanting us to define how we want to be seen? Do we truly understand the light of our own emanation? Or could that be why we grasp onto the opinions of others so readily? In my own youth, I adopted the kind of actions that would garner me the most attention, because that’s how I thought I needed to be seen. Ironically, it’s quit...

To take rest is to descend through the matrix of long-standing beliefs that quite literally are holding our bones in active animation. When we can learn to return our bones back to the Earth and befriend Her gravity, we can remember what it feels like to be held in the womb. Our fear of rest is our fear of descent, and the uprising of the initial spiritual step towards liberation is the journey de...

Somatic Awareness Training has become my new meditation strategy. I needed movement like I needed breath, and I needed a self-discovery tool that didn’t further enforce the dissociative and bypassing responses I’ve come here to work through. Tune in as I take you through my journey of discovery from seated mediation escapism to somatic spiritual embodiment. This is a public episode. If you would l...

When I think of the word matrix, my mind floods with images of intricate patterns and codes. I feel a complex system that has its roots in a simple intention of creating something out of nothing. What is this space of nothing from which something, anything is created? This fabric of Life I am calling “The Healing Matrix” is an ancient womb, where life expands and contracts through. The cycles of c...

I thought for so long that I was safe, that I could will myself to feel that way. Yet, as I walk further down the road of self-healing, I’m coming to recognize just how deeply I’ve been invalidating my emotional well being, just how critical the process of feeling through an experience actually is. From disassociated spiritual seeker to embodied wayshower, I take you on a journey this episode of m...

Just the other day I decided that I’m done healing. I am complete just as I am. This moment comes after nearly a decade committing myself to self-healing. More like self-perfecting. I couldn’t quite understand why I never could find true happiness, contentment or peace, until I realized that I must be the one to tell myself I am complete. I must be the one to honestly reflect and say, I am enough...

I confined myself to the shadows and out of the public eye because I’ve been embodying the Wayshower. I’ve been intentionally cultivating the consciousness of a Guide. To teach I believed was to have the answers, but that was me in a past life. The me then was sought out for spiritual insight; the teacher, the prophet, the guru who helped mold the mind of lost souls. But in the era of mind and sti...

When others want the best for you and you’re a chronic people pleaser, how challenging is it to voice your truth? As a chronic people pleaser, it was challenging for me to stand in opposition to what I was being taught, believing that those in authority knew best. Why? Maybe it had to do with the many lifetimes of bowing to the feet of gurus, of sacrificing my self in the name of holy dogma. Maybe...

Have you ever felt selfish for putting yourself first? What if you learned this to be an essential aspect of your growth and healing journey? I’ve walked the path of authenticity, which is to say the path of spiritual awakening for several lifetimes, each time refining my perspectives and opening my eyes to human purpose and potentiality. Each time I allowed guilt, obligation, societal or familial...

Was spiritual bypassing necessary to my growth and expanding of consciousness? Absolutely. Nothing is ever for naught. Everything is here to teach us about the nature of our selves.  The unseen, the imaginal realms was where I went to escape the traumas of childhood. I opened a psychic door then lived there for most of my life. My thoughts kept me safe until the sting of separation brought forward...

Have you ever wondered why the past keeps repeating? Why the same lessons keep coming up time and time again? Ever wonder why you can’t seem to get off the spinning wheel? This episode I share about the link between the past and present, the planets in our natal charts that indicate those areas of life we’ve already developed that are hindering our progress in this lifetime. I also share about the...

Have you ever asked yourself the questions, ‘ who am I?’ and ‘what is my purpose?’ What if I told you that you were already living it? That just by being born, you were answering those questions. Would that ease some of the painful striving towards achieving an answer? Or maybe you’re more like I am, an insatiable seeker of universal wisdom. Seeing life and your human experience as an experiment f...

I’m up to my eyebrows in esoteric study and unraveling all kinds of self-limiting concepts. Bear with me as I story-tell my way through to understanding the pattern that has been my guiding force—the need to be useful and the aggrandizing mask of self-importance. What’s hidden behind the mask? I reveal that and much more. Also, I share about the consciousness of Mother Nature and the purpose She p...

In this Age of Information, the desire to acquire more mental stimulation is on the rise. More readily do we trust what others believe us to be than who we believe ourselves to be. In this Age of Information, comparison and judgement are rising, as is self-inadequacy and undervaluing our worth. Easier it is to project who we are onto the image of those we deem successful, and when we don’t measure...

This episode recounts a recent self-healing journey of unweaving a karmic knot, one filled with archangels, archetypes, and mystical vision. I don’t often share publicly my journey’s with the unseen realms, namely because I’m left with WTF just happened? However, I’m turning over a leaf in this newly turned chapter that exposes parts of me I’ve let comfortably live in the shadows. Although no stra...

In this first episode, I share my experience of standing as an individual, a being of authenticity, within group activity and the unconscious response this elicits within others. I touch on the zodiac archetype of Cancer as the consciousness of the past (mass consciousness/the collective as we know it today). What the purpose is of remaining authentically heart/soul centered within group activity...