Artist Personal Journalist

I talk about some oil painting, adhesives, how rest is a part of exercise, and Intuition learnings. (WDILTW? - WEEK 39, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ fk.artists@gmail.com

"It'll happen!" "Good things come to those who wait." No. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 39, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

I learn that sometimes hard things come easier when under the influence of cannabis and why my love for vampires may be tied to anxiety. (WDILTW? - WEEK 38, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ fk.artists@gmail.com

I put this "Everything Is" approach to life into practice and see some immediate positive effects in my life. Especially concerning anxiety. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 38, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

What did I learn this week? Coral Reef is an animal, teleportation is real, and how to take the pressure off. (WDILTW? - WEEK 37, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ fk.artists@gmail.com

The way my anxiety manifests and the way I cope with it prevents me from using my intuition in an effective way. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 37, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

This is my first segment of "What did I Learn this Week?" I talk about why I can't sleep along with a lack of growth in how I regard the majority of the population and more! (WDILTW? - WEEK 36, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ fk.artists@gmail.com

A great 70s rock film. Comedy, drama, coming of age, roadtrip spectacular. Great cast, fantastic music. *No Spoilers*. (REVIEW - WEEK 36, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ fk.artists@gmail.com

This book is rubbish. Repetitive drivel with horrible advice - this was published in attempts to turn a buck, nothing more. *No Spoilers*. (REVIEW - WEEK 36, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠ fk.artists@gmail.com

BoJack Horseman - The buoyancy that keeps you from drowning in the depths of Life. But note - you're always in the water. A fantastic show that opened me up to not being as prejudice against "adult" cartoons/animation *No Spoilers*. (REVIEW - WEEK 36, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠ fk.artists@gmail.com

Ultimately, I'm on the fence if answering this question is even useful. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 36, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

I open Art up and recognise my own prejudices and elitism when it comes to calling something Art or not. And how "happy" isn't an emotion I was working in for so long or recognised as "Art." (CONVERSATION - WEEK 35, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

Talking about how Basketball has been aiding me to reinforce good patterns and conditioning, in other areas of life. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 34, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

A fantastic horror novel that is Cujo for the 2020s. A study in Nature/Nurture that explores family dynamics. A great psychologically thrilling story that pushes the reader to face some truths. Incredible. *No Spoilers*. (REVIEW - WEEK 34, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠ fk.artists@gmail.com

Being open to wounds and attack. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 33, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

When I'm a certain kind of sick it gets scary because I don't have my mental capabilities and am too drained to trust I'll get them back. Sickness altering my mental state is scary. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 32, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

I was too flustered to really... get into a good conversation. Most of this is a story that is a backdrop for the conversation and a rant... (CONVERSATION - WEEK 31, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

A short exercise, that I should have spent longer on, about not having all your senses. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 30, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

I hit a stride where Art feels "easy" and that's weird and feels hard to reconcile. I'm an Alchemist Wizard Art God but you can't just go around telling people that. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 29, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

I go on a long bike and hike and feel like I'm going to die which makes me really happy to be alive. I wish I could feel that without it being in relation to feeling near death. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 28, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

Is it irresponsible to quit your job when you don't have another one and you've got no safety net? Yes. But in this case, my Mental Health was suffering to such a great deal that I needed to leave the toxic work environment in order to preserve myself. Anxiety of Not having a job and not knowing how to pay rent is LESS than going into work at the job I had. (STORY TIME - WEEK 27, YEAR 5) ....

Living every day to the fullest has to have context and the "positivity" of, "these bad days are only temporary" etc. are not realistic when you don't know when your end is. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 27, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

My friend prompts be my sharing a quote and implying a question that Bukowski asked him: “When nobody wakes you up in the morning and when nobody waits for you at night and when you can do whatever you want. What do you call it, freedom or loneliness?” (CONVERSATION - WEEK 26, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

My friend gave me a scenario lately - not exactly the question in the title but close. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 25, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com

I get a taste of Depression and it's scary. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 24, YEAR 5) . Social Media: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ , fk.artists@gmail.com