Alejandro Alvarez
Artist Personal Journalist
I am an Artist - these are my thoughts, feelings, documents of my life and how I interpret and process the world.
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Episodes
Quantity is Quality (CONVERSATION) 05.08.2025 14:46
I discuss my current Artmaking process and how Quantity Can Be Quality. (CONVERSATION - July 31/25, YEAR 7) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
What Makes a Place Home (CONVERSATION) 25.07.2025 40:13
I get into the weeds as I have my first Conversation in a year. Calgary doesn't feel like Home yet; I discuss why that is and get into the details of meaningful relationships as a part of it. (CONVERSATION - July 25/25, YEAR 7) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.ar...
Media & the Meaning of Life (CONVERSATION) 13.07.2024 40:26
I start by talking about how my use of Media tells me about my current state and get to a place where I realize the Meaning of Life for me... I discuss living with an Outcome vs. being Process focused. Consuming Art - Living - Creating Art "I'm living with a purpose of having experiences to reflect on to then express, for the purpose of connection." (CONVERSATION - WEEK 28, YEAR 6) . Social Media:...
Hair. Cultural/Political. (CONVERSATION) 27.06.2024 8:08
I discuss my hair. How it's long now and why I think I was never taught how to take care of it at this length. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 26, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
No Karma. Not Everything Happens for a Reason. (CONVERSATION) 22.04.2024 14:59
I have a really hard time believing in Karma or that everything happens for a reason. I think that these things could be a path to Acceptance which is what I'm working on but I'm trying to skip those beliefs to get there. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 17, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts...
Tracing Art Expressing Passion (CONVERSATION) 19.04.2024 55:39
Wack title but basically I start off by talking about tracing. And asking if it's "cheating" to trace your drawing before you paint it. And then I get into the weeds fast and discuss why I make Art and what it does for me and the different between the Letter of Art and the Spirit of Art. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 16, YEAR 6) . Social Media: ...
Biggest Fear: Locked in Syndrome (CONVERSATION) 10.04.2024 9:02
I talk about one of my biggest fears: being Locked In. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 15, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Anxiety Coping Against Present-ness (CONVERSATION) 03.04.2024 7:45
How I believe my anxiety is fighting my ability to stay present. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 14, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Modern Dystopian Capitalism (CONVERSATION) 30.03.2024 14:59
I had no idea what to call this conversation but... The current state of things - it's not meant to be useful to a consumer. I know that's obvious, but it's bananas. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 13, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Non-Linear Mental Health Recovery (CONVERSATION) 22.03.2024 7:21
I know this is obvious, healing of any kind is non-linear but I've never experienced it like this and I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around it. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 12, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Anxiety Hole (CONVERSATION) 11.03.2024 11:09
I'm in an anxiety hole and talk about meds. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 11, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
(not) Happy to Wake Up (CONVERSATION) 06.03.2024 8:06
At some point I lost the "I'm happy to be alive" in the morning vibes. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 10, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Anxiety Impairment (CONVERSATION) 01.03.2024 9:50
How my Anxiety can impair my ability to process situations via not giving my heart enough time to catch up to my over-exaggerated mind. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 9, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Reverence for Media (CONVERSATION) 21.02.2024 15:13
I think there's an emotional tie to why I treat media with reverence. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 8, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
History of Trying Cannabis (STORY TIME) 08.02.2024 15:19
I think back to the four times I tried Cannabis before actually using it regularly. (STORY TIME - WEEK 7, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Cannabis Use (CONVERSATION) 07.02.2024 36:32
I discuss my recent experience with Cannabis Use. Some technical aspects as well as what good it does for me, and some possible detriments I'm keeping an eye on. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 7, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
How Cannabis Effects my Vlogging (BEHIND THE CURTAIN) 07.02.2024 11:50
I discuss how cannabis use has been effecting my vlogging. (BEHIND THE CURTAIN - WEEK 6, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Natural Disaster Mobs (CONVERSATION) 05.02.2024 7:45
I get paranoid about mob mentality during a natural disaster. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 6, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Do or Die/Primal Anxiety (CONVERSATION) 29.01.2024 15:02
When my anxiety is at its heights, it only gives me two choices. I reflect on how we're not built to feel this way for this long and why I'm left with The Ultimatum. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 5, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
The Need to Create Meaning for Myself Daily (CONVERSATION) 22.01.2024 10:29
I realize how important it is for me to create meaning daily - for myself and only myself. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 4, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
The Role of Anger in my Life (CONVERSATION) 16.01.2024 14:14
A friend asked me what role anger plays in my life currently. These are my reflections on how far I've come and what work I need to continue to do. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 3, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Artist Mortality and Legacy Anxiety (CONVERSATION) 10.01.2024 25:37
I really had no idea what to title this. I talk about how I'm anxious about death and how it informs my art practice and vice versa? Why am I so apprehensive to oil paint? Why do I not care if I'm remembered as I thought I did? (CONVERSATION - WEEK 2, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.ar...
Goalsetting 2024 (CONVERSATION) 05.01.2024 23:33
I discuss how I'm treating goal-setting this year. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 1, YEAR 6) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
2023 Wrap-Up (CONVERSATION) 30.12.2023 6:00
I recount some changes I've made, if I want to continue the vlog, and discuss a couple goals for this upcoming year. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 52, YEAR 5) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
Acceptance of Neurodivergence as a Parent (CONVERSATION) 22.12.2023 34:17
I am still processing how to let go of expectations of "normalcy" in practice and not just in theory. (CONVERSATION - WEEK 51, YEAR 5) . Social Media: http://linktr.ee/Fk_Arts , fk.artists@gmail.com
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