An Inconceivable Life

Merik buffness lecture, wandering, making big money, singing lessons, smoking a cigar, spikeball, my body beginning to recover, discovering Peter, and philosophers are dumb!

Buy kilt fabric, spending time with adele and emerson, almost dancing in public, MBTI memes, getting my genetic results back, the last philosophy class, beer tasting, violet evergarden emotional expression, hanging with the wades, meeting rowan, starting thursday nights, last chemo session and decoration.

The barcarolle of alex, my barista experience, myers birthday dinner, sydenys ENTJ memes, kaba chess, Luke and rosemary, thisness’s and suchness’s paper work, started backlog life updates, emotional support-ing, Lossing in bowling out of nowhere, a mansion and a cabin, I shoot ALL the guns, I drink much alcohol, a retrospective ephifany, and I give an excellent Myers birthday speech.

Discovering mom’s true type and also just hanging with her, my Fi sensi, defeating Q, discovering spiral dynamics, internship stuff, dog sitting, finishing books, failing music appreciation, epic weather, and imbibing the power of neckbeards.

Perry the platypus opening discussion, Q, doing the fun things with friends, Alan is BACK baby, creating headdress out of lego, feeling the worst so far from chemo, and standfords.

I’m an idiot, my pronunciation sucks, anime is just superior to live action, I finished my first metaphysics anthology, non-existent unicorns, super easy class’s, I finished teaching grace and Johanna all the MBTI stuff, role playing as theyless, introspecting for arrogance, taking first at an anime guessing competition, and romance is scary.

Great cancer chemo response, good conversations with Joe, a day in estes, stanfords celebration dinner, celestial seasonings, swing dancing, deathly wings, going to see Molly without pants, getting an AoT cloak, and a frozen hot springs trip!

Big serious talk with Neo and sydney, getting SUPER anxious for my pet scan, a super long walk with benj, some meta-thoughts on my social dynamics, how to live in flow paper, social-scurvy, reading unbroken, and discovering stanford's pub and grill!

Spending time with all the people, a beautifully packaged book, chore at the hospital, chemo with karina, feeling big bad, the Ikea run for dark chocolate, and a LoR watch party; extended edition.

My epic minecraft castle, great conversations with the real John, a river crossing experience, flying with grace, revenge body pillows, my jank alternator fix, I wrote a rap, weavers thanksgiving, hyperbolic geometry, my first message, visiting the seniors, friends-giving, getting a henna tattoo on my bald head, and finally, social text skills.

A tragic tale with esther, my monk haircut, spending time with sydney, me being a social GENUS, a painful technological saga, John unmasked, Jakes emotion vomit, SUPER MBTI thoughts, getting prayed over by the elders, benj and my’s super walk, chemo and joint pain, and emotions are weird.

Lengthy rollerblading, getting an anime body pillow, Josh’s 12 inauguration, the MBTI comes back to life! Taking all the personality tests, my first chemo session, a new room, and a monk haircut.

Creating an abomination of an AMV, getting my port, my best AMV yet, people not listening to me, snapping my chair in half, getting radiation pumped into my veins, finding out my cancer staging, Ethan conflict resolution, the BEAUTY of fall, A really fun rollerblading excursion, the drive with braden, and trial fasting.

Talking with Toby and gaining another glowing review, teaching Joe, Neo and Noah how to debate properly, Chris beat cancer is dumb, I explain how cancer actually works, saw amilia macy, good presence vibes, seeing my heart creeps me out and going on a walk with johanna.

My generally optimistic take on the scenario but also the mini-depression it induced. My lie in September, seeing Alan rage quit, having surgery, please hold my hand when I die, breaking the news to everyone, trying to adjust post cancer announcement, and the ways you can be an ITAICD 3-er.

A really cool D and D intro, Finally whiteboard fighting with alan again, 3D printing deck boxes, a mini-lego build, gave the girls catholic talk part 1, reconnected with my childhood friend caleb christian, grace got baptized, the friendship date, good soccer games, anti-bullying action, battling the weebs, failed resume building, being told by toby I could be at rutgers in his degree program (ak...