Ambivalent Bitches

In today’s solo episode, I am catching you up on what has been happening in my world — from the struggles of adulting and juggling responsibilities to the joys of home renovations. I take a passionate detour to discuss the ever-evolving love story between our beloved Taylor Swift and Travis Kelce. Additionally, I explore the importance of staying true to oneself, never settling, and the celebratio...

In today’s solo episode, I am doing what I do best – embracing the power of ambivalence, specifically in business. I reflect on my own experiences exploring the challenges of monetizing passions and finding a balance between pursuing a career and protecting the pure joy of creative expression. Additionally, I discuss the value that authenticity and vulnerability can provide to fellow entrepreneurs...

CONTENT WARNING: Mentioning of suicide/suicidal ideation. In today’s solo episode, I am taking us back to the year 2017 to discuss the start of my entrepreneurial endeavors and where they have brought me to today. I open up about my constant desire to explore new opportunities and tendency to give into the unsettling thought that the grass may be greener elsewhere. Additionally, I chat about recog...

In today’s solo episode, I am opening up about my recent struggle with feeling burnt out and acknowledge my bad habit of self-sabotaging just as things start to get good. I discuss my experience with self-hatred and the fear of being an imposter – both of which have halted me from going after what I truly desire. Additionally, I share my thoughts on what is currently taking place in the Middle Eas...

In today’s solo episode, fall takes center stage as I dive into all things related to my favorite season. From partaking in cozy activities to reflecting on the past few months, I share my perspective on autumn and offer tips on how to embrace all that this special (and spooky) time of year has to offer. Additionally, I discuss being boots-on-the-ground at the Kansas City Chiefs versus New York Je...

In today’s solo episode, I am talking about my transition to video podcasting and my thoughts on showing up and doing what you can, even if it's not perfect. I discuss my plan to have a monthly roundup episode where I chat about everything that has brought me pleasure, from the food I have been eating to the content I have been consuming. Additionally, I reflect on the pressure to always be profou...

In today’s solo episode, I am exploring the impact that relationships have on our ability to form independent identities and progress on our healing journey. I discuss my personal experience with codependency, breaking free from being a “pathological people-pleaser”, and the desire to be seen and loved by others. Additionally, I touch on believing people when they show you who they are, the law of...

In today’s solo episode, I am diving deep into the joys and complexities of being a newly 25-year-old. I reveal my expectations (or lack thereof), feeling pressure to have it all figured out, and the realities of navigating your twenties in a culture obsessed with timelines. Additionally, I discuss the importance of getting clear on what you do and don't want, building self-confidence and trust by...

In today’s solo episode, I am back with an immense amount of gratitude for my Ambivalent Bitches who stuck by me during my time away from the mic. I open up about my decision to temporarily pause the podcast, not being able to separate my real life from my social media presence, and the fear of causing or feeling disappointment when taking a step back. Additonally, I reflect on the profound impact...

In today's episode, I am joined by Morgan Thomas, a therapist, business mentor, and tarot reader who is passionate about discussing the complexities of being a mental health therapist, as well as religious deconstruction and coming out in adulthood. Together, we discuss the intricacies of identity through the lens of her lived experiences as a queer, exvangelical clinician, entrepreneur, and human...

In today's episode, I am joined by Laura Skaar, an attorney based in the suburbs of Chicago who is writing a funny, relatable, and brutally honest book about losing a parent as a millennial. Together, we discuss her experience with surviving the illness and death of her mother, as well as the ongoing process of grieving. Additionally, Laura opens up about the conversations she wishes she would hav...

In today's episode, I am joined by Sam Ziemba, an incredibly talented artist and art teacher based in NEPA. Together, we discuss the challenging, yet wildly rewarding journey that is learning to own your artistry. Additionally, Sam opens up about discovering her love for art in high school and deciding to pursue it professionally, the unlimited number of ways that one can express themselves creati...

CONTENT WARNING: Discussion of dysmorphia, body image, and appearance. In today's episode, I am opening up about the challenges I have been facing with my body, both inside and out. Additionally, I chat about feeling guilty for being body-conscious as a smaller-bodied person, knowing when it’s time to seek professional support, and reintegrating movement from a place of love rather than hate. CONN...

In today's episode, we are going back to the basics with a sassy solo where I get shockingly honest about where I’m at as a content creator and human being. Additionally, I discuss my decision to distance myself from social media, viewing change as empowering rather than defeatedly, and not asking for permission to become the person you want to be. *LISTEN TO MY EPISODE #ONTHESTACKSPODCAST* CONNEC...

In today's episode, I am joined by Fi Simler, a trauma-mindful business coach who believes that it’s time to give the middle finger to manipulative business practices. Together, we discuss how to restructure your vision of work from a space of embodiment and joy. Additionally, Fi opens up about her personal experience with hustle culture, going on medical leave to begin healing from the damage cau...

In today's very special one-year anniversary episode, my friend and fellow creator, Cass Marie, is back on the pod to gently grill me on what the past 52 weeks of following my dreams have looked and felt like. Her thought-provoking questions allow me to open up about why I dropped out of grad school at NYU, what inspired me to start Ambivalent Bitches, how both I and my platform have changed since...

In today's episode, I am joining podcast forces with Chloe Willemsen and Taylor Graham, co-hosts of CEO-ish, to bring you a down-to-Earth conversation on navigating life, love, and all the moments in between with your BFF by your side. We chat all about the realities of podcasting, evolving with your brand, the power of female friendship, ditching your hometown, and stepping onto the dating scene...

In today's episode, I am joining podcast forces with Ashley Forst, host of Socially Buzzed, to bring you a moving conversation on protecting your peace while healing from past trauma. We chat all about finding community on the internet, recovering from childhood abuse, being transparent about your mental health struggles, and unabashedly advocating for yourself. *LISTEN TO MY EPISODE ON SOCIALLY B...

In today's episode, I am joined by Cass Marie (AKA “your social media bestie”), a social media and algorithmic strategist who gives glow up tips for your TikTok account. Together, we discuss the undeniable correlation between a content creators’ state of mind and their success in the digital space. Additionally, Cass opens up about how she grew her TikTok following from 0 to 50K+ in a little over...

In today's episode, I am chatting about what I’ve been doing to dismantle my harmful all or nothing mentality as it pertains to my multi-passionate personality. Additionally, I give you the run-down on all the shows I recently binge-watched, a shocking turn-of-events in my personal life, and how it really feels to have a video go viral. CONNECT WITH THE SEOUL METHOD Follow The Seoul Method on IG V...

In today's episode, I am joined by Ari Stant, an up and coming festival DJ based in SoCal who goes by the stage name, DJ Rawrryy. Together, we discuss the reality of going after your wildest dreams and the benefits of being a bit delusional in the process. Additionally, Ari opens up about her journey as an aspiring DJ, adopting an optimistic outlook on life and learning self-love in response to ch...

CONTENT WARNING: Mentioning of suicide/suicidal ideation, as well as depression. In today's episode, I am clueing you in on my best discovery yet, which is realizing that the greatest growth strategy one can utilize is themselves. Additionally, I address the elephant in the room (AKA last week’s soapbox of an episode), how to make your twenties less complicated by connecting with your intuition, a...

CONTENT WARNING: Mentioning of suicide/suicidal ideation, as well as depression. In today's episode, I am walking you through the unpleasant reality of my inner world as of late. Additionally, I chat about not feeling far enough along on my healing and self-improvement journey, the negative effect Plan B had on my mental health this past week, wanting to be silent until I figure myself and my life...

In today's episode, I am joining podcast forces with Meg Reynolds, host of Not the Girl Next Door, to bring you a chaotically meaningful conversation about navigating life, love, wellness, and work as women in our early twenties. We chat all about moving away from your hometown, dating in the digital age, healing your body post-birth control, and pursuing creative careers and passions. *LISTEN TO...

In today's episode, I am revealing the unhinged content that lies in the depths of my notes app. From self-trust to boob jobs to random reasons that I cry to working on my fitness, I chat about it all (and then some) in probably too great of detail. CONNECT WITH AMBIVALENT BITCHES Follow Ambivalent Bitches on IG Follow Ambivalent Bitches on TikTok Subscribe to Ambivalent Bitches on YouTube