All the Young Dudes - Sirius's Perspective

TW: bullying..? (Snape) Snapes vision in like thirty years, that boy is traumatizeddd. I seriously dislike this chapter for obvious reasons but it is also a buildup for the prank :( that is coming... Anyways sorry for the long wait but here you go! The song is ''Rich Girl'' by Hall&Oates

Sirius and Regulus break my heart every time they interact... Sirius being angry at Slytherins because they attacked Remus? Cute. Sorry for the long time no see :( my life got busier and I completely forgot about this podcast for a while, I'm going to try to get one episode out every week but no promises...

90% Sirius having a crush and being stressed about it, 10% career talk. Song at the beginning is "Bennie and the jets" by Elton John Sorry for not uploading in a week (ish?) I have decided to just go with the flow for now and see when i feel like doing a chapter :) as often as possible I hope!

13 minutes of Sirius being stressed, enjoy! Sirius is literally overthinking EVERYTHING and rightfully so, just a shame he is making all the absolute wrong conclusions lol.

OMG OMG they kissed hihi. I'm literally so excited for everything that's to come :) At least Sirius now knows why Remus has been distant, right?...Right...?! Sorry for the bad sound quality in this one, no idea what's up with that...

A prank! And an awkward moment in a cupboard :) Remus is so uncomfortable lmao, he's literally like "Please don't talk about girls. Also please really don't talk to me at all, my life is very hard rn" Poor him, he's going through it. Not Remus scooting further and further away in that cupboard, he was not having a good time. I will forever wonder what Sirius was gonna ask...

Songs are written sung and punished... Poor James. (He kinda had it coming.) Not Sirius convincing Remus to go on a date with Marlene FOR HIM omg. And Remus?! 'He was asking me out' damn boy. Sirius was freaking the fuck out hihi. Remus of on his little secret errand. (We see you Grant) All in all this is quite cute, the little monny-doesn't-like-me-angst is killing me haha, No Sirius,...

TW: Kissing (Mary and Sirius, a shirt gets unbuttoned) The earring, the begging?!!! Poor Remus was barely keeping it together lol. And then Mary and Sirius... (I'm still waiting for this to pass...) I'm also dying at Sirius being stressed out over the word 'tits' haha. Song at the Beginning is "Cracked Actor" by Bowie! And! It was my birthday friday :) yey happy birthday...

TW: References to Sirius' torture. Dumbledore... A hard chapter, I think. But at least Remus is cute?...

TW: Torture, Cruciatus Curse and references to child abuse. Phew, I was kind of nervous for this one, the first part is very heavy obviously, but I feel like the second half is almost sweet and cute? Like, under circumstances?... Be mindful of yourself and I luvv you guys <3

TW: Very not good parenting (no torture curse just yet, but Walpurga is doing some legilimency and there's a lot of shouting) The beginning was full of hope... and then... I'm kind of nervous for the next one, which'll be very heavy, but this one too...

TW: There's kissing in this chapter, nothing really graphic though. Mary <3 and Remus <3 That's basically this chapter lol. Song at the beginning is "Lola" by yhe Kinks (I love it so much, the live version really is the best tbh)

Sirius' birthday :) supercute. Still sighing (and I will be for a while) bcs of Mary and Sirius... it's such torture that he IS LOOKING at Moony sooo much and doesn't do anything! Kill me. The songs are "Children of the Revolution" by T-Rex and "Wishin' and Hopin'", the Dusty Springfield version.

Sirius dating Mary... The Dream... Cute but lowkey sad with everything we know. The Dream?!! Damn Sirius :)

Animagi!! Animagi!! The first moon together ahw <3 'You were beautiful' omg It's only in the original ATYD but Remus overthinking that is so relatable.

They're animagi, they're animagi aahh. (I'm excited) I hope you won't be able to tell but my throat really hurts from carnival a week ago... previous chapter were recorded before that because I did have some foresight but omg. Anyways hihi I love this chapter <3 Song from the beginning is ''Dancing in the Moonlight'' by Harvest King.

TW: uhm well, this chapter is about pain, so blood and scars and open wounds and stuff, and some homophobia (quite light). Sirius, Sirius, Sirius... Poor boy, James wanting to help but really not doing much good 😭. Remus running away when Sirius takes of his pants?! Help that's so funny hahah.

Fifth year is starting aaah! They're animagi omg omg! Poor Remus and the silver prefect pin...

TW: Homophobia and child abuse (described, it's very heavy) Wow okay. Reggie wanting to be around Sirius is cute, and Sirius is an animagus! Yay. But then... Such heavy things. Sirius not accepting his own feelings, auch. And Walpurga should have never been a mother in the first place... Regulus telling her to stop. I will sob. Mind yourselves and let's get into year five next chapter :)

Year four is DONE omg! On to year five (very exciting to me). Mary burning her letters and the little moment she and Sirius have :) I love Wolfstar to the moon and back but Mary and Sirius also get a special place in my heart, they are so innocently cute. Anyways! Thank you all so so much for listening and commenting and everything, I luv u guys <3 (I love comments guys you have no idea, I smil...

Sirius reading the future, exams being over, Lily Evans and a heartbroken Mary. Anyone notice that when Sirius read James' hand it was soo accurate... I'll cry. Also Sirius saying he and Mary should give it another shot...? Get ur shit together Black.

100% Sirius worrying. About girls. About his friends being Swots. About Reggie... I am so looking forward to Sirius maybe realizing some stuff about himself omfg.

Remus' birthday!!! Such a cute little chapter that I honestly adore. This is like 80% just Sirius adoring Remus for everything he does and I'm here for it. The 'Crazy Lace Boots' lol. The song in de beginning is Prettiest Star by Bowie (<3) and the one in the middle is Cum on Feel the Noize by Slade

TW: descriptions of scars and references to child abuse A lot of feelings in this one... Oh how I hate Walpurga showing up... why does she have to do that :( Regulus' letter! I love him. Remus and Sirius are such cuties in the end though

Oh poor Remus... But good for him, telling the girls off. Not Remus being so so DONE with all the boy/girl stuff , he is an icon and I love him. Sirius using the silencing charm and the eycontact with Regulus... Oh the pain :( Then the match! Sirius untucking strands from his hair is so real omg. But him hitting Regulus..? That's really rough, like really really rough. Anyways! hope u guys enj...