Adulthood... with a chance of autism

I talk about unmet expectations, poor planning, looking for validation in the wrong place, hitting an emotional breaking point, and the moment I realized I can’t keep putting myself in situations that leave me mentally exhausted. I also get into a frustrating parenting situation, why some boundaries are worth disappointing people over, and why protecting your peace sometimes means simply deciding...

The Aldi villain makes a triumphant return, Freedom 250 gets dragged, I make a presidential prediction, and yet I still find time to pack the house for Bella and plan a much-needed escape. Just another completely normal week. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠...

Warning: I use the word “excited” so often in this episode that it starts to lose all meaning. By the end, it could just be a bird call. I cover - neighbor diplomacy (including accepting a beverage to keep things normal and delivering a Costco chicken), my super reasonable theory about Evil Dick and Hitler, a mini spiral involving a car drop-off and a phone call at exactly the wrong time, a hike a...

After spending Monday through Wednesday wondering if anyone owned a phone, Thursday comes bearing texts from both Janice and Nadine. Elsewhere, there are kids to visit, wins to celebrate, Pride crowds to navigate, and a long-overdue breakup with the UFC. Plus: a surprisingly high number of stories that end with something along the lines of "You know what? I'll take that as a win." **...

In this episode: a missed appointment, a successful wife, an unsuccessful attempt to remain physically clean, and the shocking discovery that children will continue wanting to spend time with you if you're nice to them. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠...

A cat update, an unexpected shoe store experience, some thoughts on evil greedy people, and why putting cat food on my face is becoming a statistically reasonable option. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://angela-walker-s-sc...

The audacity was fresh, local, and abundant. A spontaneous trip to see the girls, some unexpected shopping, a little road rage, dog-sitting diplomacy, and lingering questions about people who should know better. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠...

This week I uncover that apparently you can just rawdog a gynecologist appointment without a witness present, which would’ve been useful information BEFORE the emotional support audience got involved. Alisha continues her campaign against logic itself, Apollo plots his escape, and homemade pizza becomes linked to immediate gastrointestinal warfare because the dough was apparently still participati...

A week of Aldi trips, Dunkin runs, mini golf, dumpster day, homemade lasagna, family mediation, and realizing I somehow crossed the line from Fun Aunt to Trusted Adult without noticing. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://angela...

A family emergency brings everyone together, which is beautiful. What’s less beautiful is me realizing that “helping out” now involves double the kids and half the patience. This episode: empathy vs. mild inconvenience. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠...

This won't be for everyone. Someone evil is getting ready to kick the bucket and I'm not sad about it. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://angela-walker-s-school.teachable.com/p/why-this-feels-right-the-hidden-logic-behind...

This week: birthday month, boundary season, and autism turned all the way up. There’s bacon, taxes, trash removal, government rage, inconsistent sleep, and the deep spiritual relief of throwing shit away. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠...

This week I discuss the dangers of rug medication, having slow thoughts, and retail spaces that feel personal. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://angela-walker-s-school.teachable.com/p/why-this-feels-right-the-hidden-logic-behind-y...

Me trying to live normally in increasingly stupid conditions. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://angela-walker-s-school.teachable.com/p/why-this-feels-right-the-hidden-logic-behind-your-choices⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠...

Last night’s embarrassment, this morning’s clarity, and why I’m not showing up for tea next week. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://angela-walker-s-school.teachable.com/p/why-this-feels-right-the-hidden-logic-behind-your-choices⁠⁠⁠⁠...

This episode includes: one awkward dinner, one poorly timed emotional collapse, and a reminder that your nervous system does whatever it wants. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://angela-walker-s-school.teachable.com/p/why-this-feels-r...

A chaotic little journey through fake maternal instincts, a morally compromised return to bacon, wearing a creepy little mask in public like that was a sane decision, and barfing all the way home with zero lessons learned. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠...

Janice canceled, the cat food changed, and bacon has been removed from active duty. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://angela-walker-s-school.teachable.com/p/why-this-feels-right-the-hidden-logic-behind-your-choices⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠...

A little driving, a little emotional support, a little wandering around with snacks and zero real responsibilities. Basically: I showed up, did some light caregiving, and remained committed to being the least essential adult in the room. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠...

This cringy episode has: a cashier casually recommending alcohol as a life solution, my anti-nausea pill completely betraying me, and a public brain glitch where my mouth chose the absolute worst possible word. Oh, bacon becomes the only food my body will accept, I have a kitchen cry about my chaotic brain, briefly feel like a normal human again, and then immediately slice my finger open on a Fanc...

In this episode, I start things off with some real questions about war and humanity—because sometimes anger turns into curiosity instead of another internet rant. Then we return to our regularly scheduled chaos: pissing out my butt, barfing, sweating like a malfunctioning faucet, discovering (way too late in life) that pills can be cut into halves and quarters, and the emotional devastation of bei...

It’s month 4 of tapering off Wellbutrin and Prozac—solo, no medical supervision—and the “screaming chapter” has officially opened. Flu-y body weirdness, brutal sleep, outbursts that show up like they pay rent. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠htt...

Nothing dramatic happened. That’s the point. A routine blood draw turned into a social experiment when I asked to leave feedback and everyone assumed it would be negative. What does that say about us? *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://angel...

In this episode, you get the full internal battle: the version of me who’s done the work . . . and the version who absolutely wanted to go off. I talk about the moment I felt the heat rise, the old script loading, the comeback forming—and the very unglamorous decision to regulate instead. Therapy works. Annoyingly well. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/...

I’m not in the military anymore, but they still managed to waste my time. I chat about the forced movie night BS, pointless PT, and how “mandatory” never really stops being a thing. *** Email: autisticang38@gmail.com Book - Welcome to Yourself: https://a.co/d/8UroSmq Autistic Logic Mini Course: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://angela-walker-s-school.tea...