Jamie Rothe

A New Shade of Me

Society EN ↓ 8 episodes

Losing three siblings changed everything, including me. Grief created a new shade of who I am, one I didn't ask for and am still learning to understand. This podcast is about stepping into that version of yourself with raw honesty and gentle compassion, holding space for the pain while finding hope as you slowly become someone new.

Author

Jamie Rothe

Category

Society

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Latest episode

Jun 19, 2026

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Episodes

Ashli: The first 6 months without her 19.06.2026

Only six months after the unimaginable loss of her 17-month-old daughter, this mother opens her heart about the early days of grief. She shares how loss has changed her, the challenges of navigating life without her child, and the new shade of herself that is beginning to form in the wake of tragedy.

Brittany: When Grief Multiplies 21.05.2026

What happens when loss keeps arriving? Infertility, two miscarriages, and the deaths of a sister and grandmother created a season of compounded grief that touched every part of Brittany's life. This episode explores the pain of unmet motherhood dreams, grieving a body that cannot sustain a pregnancy like it's done before, and the resilience required to keep moving forward while honoring ev...

Stefanie: Her sister's coma and death deepened her once-flat view of love. 30.04.2026

It wasn’t until she stood as the emergency contact, hearing clinical updates while her sister lay in a coma, that grief truly found her. Before that, love felt steady but shallow. In that space between hope and loss, she felt the weight of every memory and unspoken word. The grief was overwhelming, but it revealed a deeper kind of love—no longer flat or distant, but raw, empathetic, and forever ch...

Nancy: As an intuitive medium, her early discovered gift helps her navigate grief 13.04.2026

Nancy found her gift in the middle of grief. As an intuitive medium, she learned to feel what isn’t always seen—connection, energy, and love that still remains. What helped her heal became a way to guide others, reminding them that even in loss, they are not alone and healing is still possible. Homework Nancy suggests for grief:Write two letters to your loved one—one to express any anger or unfini...

Robyn: Her Grief Comes in Layers of Suicide, Divorce, and Life Away From Her Kids 28.03.2026

Robyn’s life changed forever when she lost her mom to suicide. What followed were years marked by more loss, heartbreak, and starting over. But nothing compares to the quiet, daily pain of being far from her kids. Her story is one of deep grief and enduring love.

Jenney: A Young Mother’s World Shattered Overnight. 28.03.2026

A young wife. A young mom. A loss no one prepares you for. Jenney’s story is one of pain, honesty, and resilience. This one will stay with you!

Bethany: From Losing Her Mom to Becoming One After Divorce and Years of Infertility 28.03.2026

After deep loss and years of waiting, Bethany’s path to motherhood took a turn she never saw coming.

Introduction 28.03.2026

After losing my brother to suicide in 2020 and two more siblings soon after, I found myself standing in a life I didn’t recognize. The old version of me was gone. Grief is messy and universal. We all grieve the loss of something or someone. But it is in the vulnerable details- the tears, questions, and quiet rebuilding- that grief becomes deeply personal and uniquely our own. Grief doesn’t just br...

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